Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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heyyy, i finally MOVED! hee.
to here
and a song someone sings,
once upon a december.
so i'll just keep this one here ya. this has always been a place where i can freely scribble all my emothoughts, craps here, ever since 1year plus ago (: and will always be.
and to my faithful readers, thanks so much for keeping up with my longwinded, senseless, random entries and reading my cheesy jokes and phrases (:
and all this has not ended yet.
so see you'all at my new place ((:
(replies to tags are there too!)
*chuckles OUT!
dancin' @ 11:59 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
this is my 200th and last post and i'll move after this (:
"The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle." -Anais Nin
yesterday i had an extrodinary dream. sometimes, we will start dreaming at sleep stage 5 when we undergo deep sleep with our brain still active. and sometimes we finish dreaming before we wake up, so we dont rem those dreams. thankfully i woke up while still in the dream and so, the dream hangs vividly in my mind. usually my dreams are pieced together by random snippets of things that i find interesting, and thoughts that i kept on thinking of that i start having them pop up subconsciously in dreams.
it will really be a mircle if i could live out my special dreams. would not have imagined it happening actually.. but i would be quite excited if it did really happen.
so obviously, it was a good dream! teehee x)
and maybe if any one of you are too inquisitive and catch me in a good mood, i'll tell you
ohhh. forgot to update that on saturday, went to ac barker funfair!! (: hahah. just to support my lil bro, my cousins and aloysius! went with tp, joyce and lydia and so we were happily spending our tickets since my parents bought all of my brother's... well, everything's a rip off! like really expensive! we ended up running to the aircon places! everyone there looked so typically ac-mg. hee. well, yeow came in the end and we all patronise my cousins' game stalls... watching their principal got dunked, soaked yee ler (my cousin) in that sponge game ((:, and went off winning bookmarks, sweets, pens-great gifts for malcolm's birthday x)
and today, i brought my lil bro to watch transformers! i had to watch it again cause it was so spectacular and my bro's awestruck face was really funny, open-mouth and staring at the attack scenes. looooove you fuzz (:
(pics and details up soon)
tomorrow's school!
and yay, meeting ma kids ((:
"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.
If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time."
-calvin and hobbes
dancin' @ 11:42 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
TRANSFORMERS,
more than meets the eye (:
(not being spoiler, so dont see if you dont want!)
went to watch the show today with claudio, darcy, graham, saw and xiaoan ((: room's cosy and nice (:
i just watched what is to be the coolest action movie of the year! the special effects and graphics are spectacular!! cause the robots look soooo real and the details are great. what is transformers without awesome transformations. the way they transform in seconds, is freaking cool! car to robot, robot to car! makes a great movie with great background music that plays with your emotions.
should see how the boys got so excited when the transformers take form...
darcy and claudio *jumping on their seats*: it's bumblebee! it's bumblebee! yaaaa.
and for the first time, i actually like robots (:
Once i thought it was some typical cartoon with cars turning into robots (that basically look wht same) who fight each other that is cool enough to make boys love it. but now i understand why the guys loved transformers! shucks, what are girls doing with barbie dolls and pollypockets when boys are experiencing uber COOL stuff like transformers!! ((:
"freedom is a right to all sentient beings" -optimus prime
BUMBLEBEEEE! i love bumblebee cause he's so nice. and making sacrifices.. i nearly cried when he was injured i thought he was gonna die! (claudio, cheat my feelings)
the allspark!! and megatron!
the good guys!
lots and lots of action
Captain lennox! i think he looks rather handsome (:
he gets the hot girl (:
and what's a good movie without hot cars (:
the bumblebee (:
im going to buy the figurines!!
anyways, HUN, hope guard duty was possibly enjoyable! sian hern(: and joce, lets go out next thurs night? muggingpartner, you too!
dancin' @ 12:16 AM
Friday, June 29, 2007
I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
this blog is taking so long to load that i'll move really soon.
anyway, i went back to the kindergarten today ((: to work, that is. decided that since ntu wants to squeeze all their camps in the last week of july, i should just go do sth useful for now, like working! i was so scared that the kids will forget me but they DIDNT! ofcourse, they'll give me the "i think i know you but im just acting blur" blank face at first...
but when i said..
"do you remember me? im miss elena!"
then one boy told me:
"i knew youre miss elena!!"
so all of them came rushing over to say HI (: and as usual, climb over you and stuff but boy, i really missed them (: i had so much fun with them today. and yay, they gave me new nicknames, eleni... elly... elison? the cute part is that they end up giggling (:
when i stepped into the classroom, the spanish kid saw me and gasped with delight...
"it's... it's... missssss.. eeee.. eleeanooorrr!"
(((:
so, realised that my mg class is having a gathering at night and it's POTLUCK. oh dear... so i went to bake AGAIN. and it was screwed up AGAIN because i didnt grease the pen properly :(
i will hearby announce that im totally BAD at baking!
maybe i'll try other means like frying, grilling, steaming...
and my grandma went on criticising and distrusting instant mixes while she opened her cookbook and rendered her traditional way of making cakes using flour, sugar, eggs, etc.
4a4 04 (:
class gathering at jill's was great! (: even tho it took eonz to get there, with a dog that can fatally bite you. but it was good catching up with them, since forever, as we carried out hilarious conversations... and talked about sec sch days, outragous teachers, hilarious incidents, ky's kazillion nicknames and guesses as to where's clemmie! heehee (:
a time to clear out who's going nus ntu smu oxford ucla uwa uhk US, and to exchange information (otherwise, known as bitch) about former-jc ppl... and a time to CLARIFY to dearest jac, that im not attached and i dont have a boyfriend and that guy at the busstop was a friend ((: hahahah.
jill: come on people, eat all the crumbs!
andrea *looks at untouched peach strudel*: well, that's a big crumb!
and when jac marries, we strongly remind her to not have it POTLUCK. LOL.
and fellow nus people are having fass camps now. (practically the whole world is going fass)...
elena: so ky, how's guys that are older by 2years like? different?
ky: erm, not really... they're..
elena: oh so they're still retarded, stupid and dumb? okay, GOOD
both agreeing: ya, i think boys will always stay the same. HAHA
(pics up soon! )
sidenotes..
ex-muggingpartner: oh where have you disappeared to? (:
mr birdy, handsome: you wanna catchup soon?
joceeee: darl, let's go out next week k. sorry.
hot jonny: i miss your hotness!
bcube buddy: be thankful for that sunday! (:
the mg journey ((:
thelongestday in mg. wheeee!
founder's (aka prom) 04
O levels results day and we're still fooling ard in the library
smiles aft Os results?? lol.
finally, yay! graduation (:
??class reunion??
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
dancin' @ 12:34 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
cj 2005
bummer, i look skinnier than now. miss you two sistaaas (:
i feel like wearing uncomforatble cj uniform again.
weird thing to feel like doing, i miss SCHOOL!
home is getting boring. well, i managed to get my lazy ass out of the house and into the pool this morning! CLAPS FOR MTSELF! thought of exercising after being unhealthy for 5plus months. i lost track to the no. of laps i swam but i love passing the threshold of fatigue and just get the adrenaline pumping to swim like 10 more laps! (:
and then,
it started raining.
and it's ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME! gahhhhh.
driving was such a bummer today. just because of some failed attempt to overtake and end up stopping awkwardly, some other crazyass instructor HORNED CONTINUOUSLY at me. at that moment, i just felt like walking out of the car.
instructor of car no.60,
if i recognise your face again,
i might just eat you up!! grrr.
and on to uni matters... all the orientation camps CLASH, landing me in a difficult situation in choosing ONE camp out of the many camps which im dying to go.
faculty union sports cac faculty union sport faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac
maybe (:
but i grew up,
wishing on a star*
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CAC CAPTAINs BALL
on sunday, i went down to support my church friends in the annual captain's ball tournament! ((: we all nearly dead on the trip to sengkang! FARRR. and gareth couldnt sleep. HAHA. but then, when we reached, we made it for worship!
overall, i think we ROCKKK (:
we're not super pro players, but i can see the teamwork in our play (: and the way we play the game.. unfortunately, some opponent came asking us whether the referee belongs to our church.. but truth is, no the referee was just handling the game fairly, the way it should be played, just seeing what's correct.. and we played it fair. that was probably one of the many excuses used to push the blame for not playing well, or not playing fairly. outragous contacts, worst is, THEY SCOLD THE REFEREE.
enough said,
dont want to end up bitching.
seriously, the game gets TOO competitive and it just loses the essence of making it a game to bond churches.
but still, we did have some fun (: the team faced the game with determination and whenever the game ends and when we retreat to our corner, we started joking laughing as usual and just enjoy our fellowship (: it's this attachment with the players (: and that last game with ymm was great! that's the way caps should be played. so thanks YMM1! and LESLIE! haha. they played with a heart to just play. and sengkang offered to join us for dinner, ofcourse, we asked for their recommendations for good food since that place was almost foreign to us! (:
and, i met buru people ive gotten to know! YAY. im most glad to meet my twin, sandar! pose girl (:
in songen's words: Love the TA christian spirit! (:
elena's the ultimate TA upporter!
long service award, 6years of endless screaming for you guys.
now i have sorethroat but it was worth it (:
SMILE FOR TA! (((:
we're through to the quarters since the team emerged first! (:
dancin' @ 12:05 AM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
that a lifetime's not too long,
to be as friends (:
sudden emo thought:
FRIENDS,
a special bunch of people that chuckles treasures alot! was just looking through my past entries of jc life, and so on, and ive come to miss those whacky times we've all shared in school, the desperate attempts to study, the slacking in the canteen, nightstudy that can be rather ineffective, flinging of hairbands before it breaks into two, all the jacking (: and i feel sad that all this have to end so soon... and now, we are all reduced to meeting up at most once a week, when we used to say hi everyday. and i feel even worst that i have already lost people that i used to be connected to. and i just hope that i wont lose those friendships that im clinging onto.. or let them fade away.
i guess this is just the sentimental side of me.
and i really treasure any catching up session... but sometimes, it's the timing that screws it up, and it makes me feel really bad. but if there are more in the future, i'll grab it and meet! ((:
moving on with life may be part of life itself,
but chuckles cant let friends come and go just like that..
she loves her friends,
and they are really important to her (:
may be sth a kid will say but it's trueeee!
to my church friends, guys, thanks for being there yes, every week! and im really thankful for all you funky bunch (: even if im known as bimbo amongst you guys, thanks for taking my crap all these 5plus years. and yeow, now you realise how much you mean to me as a friend bahhh ((: loves!
to the people reading this,
believe me,
youre already loved by me ((:
dancin' @ 12:54 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
you treat me like a rose
(leslie emoboy's nice flower, and elena's great perspective = pro shot!)
i am confused
tom, i have to meet:
1) sajc first3months og20 at 4pm
2) go celebrate bhb yeow's steamboat birthday after yf (6pm)
3)go graham bdae party at 7.30pm
4) buru team2 for chill-out!
i cant replicate and go for all. and ofcourse, you cant satisfy everyone! satisfy one and dont disappoint the rest too much.
ARGH.
this shall be the account of a ULTRA fun day with my dearest cuddly brother! ((:
i decided that being such an OLD older sister, i should just bring my brother out one day and let him love me more as a sister (: so we went out! as in, just the two of us.
normally it takes at least 20minutes to yank that ball out of bed.. but on thurs, i told him.. "fuzz, we're going to science centre!" and immediately, his eyes opened! it was AMAZING, rare event, has not happened before! (i call him fuzzie out of no reason, btw)
first thing bought! orange juice! he insist that he's not drinking at that moment!(:
he was a good boy when we went out into the public, he agrees to hold my hand when i told him that some bad guy might catch him away! well, i must treasure times like this, before he starts having the cool attitude and start realising that his da jie is no longer so cool but lame. haha. the bus drivers seem to love him whenever he boards! wells, he was really excited himself, boarding buses, taking mrt, boarding bus again. and it was REALLY TOUGH to try to help him up the railings when he wants to sit there (:
waiting for the trainnnn (: bro and i (:
this is it! (:
and amazingly, with the correct buses, we didnt get lost! and made it (: yay! and fast enough to book the 1pm slot for the dinosaur omnimax movie! excitedddd. and there was a small dinosaur exhibition! with cool cool prehistoric exhibits and one great dinosaur fossil called stan (: my bro was hyped and running about! and there was one crazy exciting simulator (:
us and stan!
the velociraptor that can run up to 60km/hr and my bro that can, well, run rather fast.
note: my bro is not part of the exhibit (:
fuzzie, a dinosuar above you! (:
scared in the simulator! (aunty said that he will call his jiejie if he's scared! least she didnt call me mummy! freak! hah)
love you fuzzz (:
and soon, we became kaisu and started queuing for the show like 20minutes before, n he was the kiasu one! and then, a bunch of school kids came swaming in and i was really glad that we were kaisu! and when we barged in, we took like the best seats we could find! and WOW, i love the omnitheatre cause the screen is like so freaking HUGE! and the dino show was rather awesome (:
he was shocked by the wideness of the screen!
and so was i? (:
he will learn how to cam-whore soon! (:
then, we went to my brother's fav eating place for lunch: macs! fats and all... and he looked really satisfied with all the fries, nuggets and cheeseburger! HAHA. and i promised him sundae before we leave later. and then we dashed into the science centre after roaming around for toilets! haaa. the toilet part is scary cause he goes into the gents himself but startes calling for me once he's out which was quite a relief (:
in science centre, man, my bro went WILD! he seems to be really interested at the things that others were viewing! and pressed any botton he could find! the place changed like SO MUCH since the last time i came, a few kazillion years ago. lots of really cool stufff (:
the moray eel!
picture taken by someone short!
to think that they actually teach this to the kids! goodness! haaha, reminds me of my bio days but it was good to know all these so that i could at least explain to my brother about it. so in kid's terms, dna replication is... "see dna? copy copy then you get 2 dna!" and then he goes WAHHH. and when i told him that i learnt all these in jc, he just gave me a look of respect and it felt good, to know that your brother looks up to you (:
"da jie, how do you know all this! what A to T?"
im sure he learnt alot,
he learnt about the DNA double helix,
the nitrogeneous bases ATCG,
and the dino fossil facts,
how fossils form,
how tornados form.
and had loads of fun! (:
feels good when he comes around to hold my hand to show my new things he saw! we didnt want to leave the place at all cause it's packed with so many interesting things, illusions, experiments, specimems, tornado, laser shows... but well, he started wanting to visit the gift shop so we finally left (:
still cant believe that mask cost 7BUCKS!
tired, on our way back homeee. (and my freak ugly double chin)
Thank God for him (:
recent meet ups!!:
BURU TEAM2 at starbucks, ps for our movie and catchup night! ((:
and the t38 05/06 NS BOYSSS!! xin left after awhile :( but managed to catch the boys for a pic or two! leslie, corn, willie, was great seeing you guys, all you botaks unite! and for all the ns-sharing that i hear so often nowadays. haha. owe your guys one for dinnerrrr. and hopefully, the girls will be initiative enough to organise bbq soon k (:
dancin' @ 11:45 PM