Friday, April 27, 2007
THE EMO HAS TO STOP.
.
#1 reason to be emo:
anyways, the syf-mood is still in the air. and as much as i'll like to talk about it, (cause cj dance did such a swell job :D ) it just reminds me of that opportunity that i MISSED. but then, if i DID syf in the end, i wont be in cj, but in someplace else... maybe with a gold with honours in my pocket, in dance there, and on good terms with zaki. but i still prefer to see myself in cj, in cjdance... without a gold with honours in my pocket, without a jc syf record, and maybe still on bad terms with zaki?
I DONT KNOW.
but perhaps i'm just happier like that?
well, all i know it's GOD's plan.
for everything!
ultimately, it was true that i didnt expect it myself to be in cj. and not ready for another rd of syf.
maybe i'm just not made to dance that much.
I DONT KNOW.
#2 reason to be emo:
after meeting joce, pinks and ele ytd, i realised how much i missed jc life. it's like when i suddenly left sch, it seemed like im so detached from the WORLD. separated from having a nice social life?? GRRRR. from what seems to be normal.. seeing your friends practically everyday of your cj life... to something scary like, only seeing them like once a months, or not even seeing them!
to the ppl STILL in jc, pls treasure your time in sch cause it's really short! and you wont realise it only until youre out of it. but then, even when you want to see your friends, all in sch uniform again, you know that this wish can never come true again.
GOSH, thats EMO.
but i guess we all missed school terribly :(
but on a happier note,
THEY'RE ALL COMING BACK
those evil buggers (:
dancin' @ 12:42 AM