Tuesday, January 23, 2007
fuel for thought
today, i took a leave off work! :))but for a good valid reason.... went to the docs yesterday and found out that i have signs of catching a
fever soon. so got some medicine and 1-day mc!! :D yayyy.
so today, went online and first thing i saw was this:

like wowww! it's been ages since i used my yahoo account.. i think i have even forgotten that it's supposed to be an email account, let alone to even check it out! so yes.. ALL DELETED. and it was a big mistake to join random yahoo groups.
because i recieved 3129480msges from the
so you think you can dance group! x)
what chuckles did today:watched documentary on ghangis khan! (for no reason, i swear)tries to solve hun's boredom at home. WE TIGHT, b-b buddies. (that's cheesy i swear)msged jonlauw reminding him on my forar expanses. studyhard!on special mission to finish bitch's present! :Dtries to bug
ex-muggingbuddy later tonight.
mum told me that i only treat my house as a sleeping quarter aka, im only home at night for sleep. and i realised that it's quite true.
this is like the FIRST TIME in centuries when im actually at home... on a weekday.. when it's STILL BRIGHT.. and blogging!! WOWW, such a rare moment. maybe i should just stop and savour this moment :P with night study, As and work now, i guess
today's just special ((:and TODAY is 23rd jan = XIAOAN'S BIRTHDAY! :D
the macho monkey.. xiaoan, it's been awesome knowing you. you have brought along much nonsense, chaos and randomshit into my life. yet, it's been a joy having you around, distracting me from the boredom of studying :)) your scaryneck.. and your quadruplets thing. and your big news about OPENING FOR HOOBASTANK!THE SEXIES OWNS ((((:and my grandma and grandaunt
(TWINS!) are having their bdae soon too! 27th jan!
my grandma and grandaunt! twins are cool (:
i must say that i miss school! :( not really the classes part.. but the times spent there with your amazing friends. i think, cj people are the greatest bunch of people that ive met! the
awesome morning gang outside the scc! fiz, wenxing.. edwin ahd his anti-morning yawns,
iggy and his unforgettable ipod! union with
jes and queen! 3-way kisses (:
my crazy class and the way we drive teachers crazy from the stench of our class!
the after-school canteen gang! where me and
joce argues about the lessfattening food before just eating everything! seeing
ele at her gym table! and
emo and evil boys coming back from bball with sweaty shirts and socks!
hun and gang that cant stop jacking, suaning at its max. indian smurfs...
markp and his emo songs.
jon and his f-words.
xiaoan's distraction.
jared trying to make me EVEN SHORTER. evil muggingpartner
sherman ho being a mighty buddy tt's forever zai at psing me! and ofcourse, chem!
diphenylmethanone!. tocks and her cute-ness ((:
pinks and her defences.
brendan and his covered ears! (:
van and her hugs from the perfectboyfriend height (:
vivek and gabriel reminding each other how screwed up they both are!
rushing back from town for nightstudy.. studying in the lib, while swearing at the librarian. at the canteen with our sticky uniforms, in the hall where we need to get our own tables and chairs. lib-studying in the hols, freezing our asses off. tocks, hun and emosongs + tonghua actions! (: claudio and his mee gorang. libing and her silly smiles. sherman's attempts to take my ipod away, while gaying with youwei.
i miss every single inch of times spent there! :(turns out that the place least expect myself to be in,became the same place that i cant leave behind.dont you guys drift away from me!
to the retarded boys that bullies me, frankly speaking, i cant imagine a life with all of you gone. no jacking, no retarded boohoos, and it'll be simply heaven left with all my dearest girlfriends (: but i'll miss the jackings, seriously. it's exciting in a way.so, i dont mind the hell that comes with the booking-out alright! NS.. BLEHH :(im like listening to one of the
'dumping' songs that people used to send me... when they want to stop me from emo-ing.
thanks youve been fuel for thought,
now im more lonely then before,
but that's okay,
ive just already made another .... lovesong ((:
HAHA. im well over it man. girl, you know youre better than that. better than who i was in the past, stupidly falling in love. AND DONT YOU TRY TO GET BACK THE PAST AGAIN.
control girl, control.
okay, i guess by listening to more emosongs... you reach a point when youre totally immuned by it. and you dont get anymore feelings out of it already! yay! WOODENBLOCK THEORY --hun. yesyes, more emo songs that i can desensitize myself to!
wo hai sha sha hua zhe xing fu xian ((:
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