Thursday, December 07, 2006
reminds me of God's love to us (:
but tomorrow's a sad day, people enlisting into ns :(( chuckles will be at pasir ris at 845 for YOU! EARLY long bus ride. but im sentimental, no choice. ofcourse, i cant possibly send everyone off right. haha.
my latest accomplishment: a design for cjdance shirt 2007 (:
sorry clarence for stealing the slogan! :D dancedancedance!
today is the 2nd day that im away from orchard and im loving it :D
finally bothered to calculate my expanditure so far.
(including movies, things bought JUST for prom, impulsive buying, shopping, dates with people, meetings with games comm)
TOTAL SPENT by elena: HELL LOTS OF MONEY that i dont even bother to reveal... maybe close to a thousand. GOSH.
decided by tues that ive been spending SO MUCH that i need to start chilling at home and watch all the movies ive rented. been really busy with church camp! and so far, i've been meeting the games comm everyday, cracking our heads out! by the looks of it.. our team is STRONG. gene,lydia, xinann, sk,elena! our hard work will pay off and it'll be fun! ((: yay.
all the planning makes me recall orientation and the games we trialed during facil training (: WOW, THE MIGHTY ORIENTATION DAYS! even though we reported everyday at 7am like dead zombies, we picked up our energies for the day before collapsing on one another during debrief at the end of the day.. us hyping each other up! standing by one another during finale night! frantically popping in sorethroat sweets before cheers! memories (: and jonny is touched that i kept my booklets from both orientation! :D ofcourse.
remember, remember the special orientation days (:
where my allegiance lies, LUPO! this flag is up in my bedroom!
emotional status: CONFUSED. but one thing's for sure, ive gotten over with all the bad things that has happened to me in the past. and yes, im not emo-ing anymore about being stupid and lonely! which is good! all the work done by hun, tocks, joce and everyone finally pays off as chuckles finally gets over it (: and now, i just dont want love to come knocking on my door again... but somehow, maybe i WANT love so bad that im trying to create it or even try to rekindle it again! ARGH. single is good (: girl, wait and live with it!
i need to go away
to a place where love is simple.
and im starting to miss times in sch..
life hanging out in cj seems long past.. all the mugging times in the library, snatching of ipods, sharing of normal distribution table and chem data booklets. all the retarded times hanging out in the canteen... me and joce debating on which food is less fat. falling asleep on the benches with our books... queuing up at noodleking. sheesh, i want those times again.
it is when i start cherishing people
that i have to leave them.
just when i start feeling comfortable with life,
just when i start feeling comfortable with life,
life tells me to pack up and to move on to my next phase.
im not done yet, not yet.
friends, we're NOT saying goodbye (:
friends, we're NOT saying goodbye (:
joce, tocks we need to meet at starbucks soon! talking without books and notes! (: ele too! one day, island creamery to talk about how stupid boys are! and call stupid boys along, like vivek and gab, my retarded duo. muggingpartner, must catch up too (: anyone, moviemarathon at darcy's! after edwin's back from ocip (elena's nice)
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too.
dancin' @ 5:38 PM