Monday, November 20, 2006
sleepless nights is making me retarded. had justin timberlake's sexyback in my head while i tried to cramp all the bio info in this morning. was even being EMO abt how sperms die from acid secretions! there's sth wrong with me. lol.
bio paper3 has just ENDED!
i still have one more paper and ppl are getting tired of playing already
i have a bad feeling abt paper3. all the sexual repro that i banged on...... (erms yes) didnt come out! what happened to my oogenesis, spermatogenesis, fertilisation, mentrual cycle, hormonal control, maturation of plant gametes??! damn! instead, BORING aesexual repro and seed dormancy came out for essay -.-" got totally turned off by that! but im sure happy tt i dont have to STUDY sexual repro anymore! quite interesting still... haha. it's bad when you know tt you know too much. HUN! MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE treat treat treat! :D
i still feel that sperms are really really couragous as they face their hostile environment :D
IM TIRED. havent been getting much sleep. was awake till 4 on sat night! because was doing up a montage for publicity for church camp! :D yay. my church's CAMP IS COMING! (: and this years sounds really promising. time flies.. and before you know it, your batch of friends are actually the ones organising the whole freaking thing this year! :D it's gona KICK ASS :D so then, i did up the montage, felt tired on sunday.. but i HAD to study bio... so ultimately slept at 230 ytd night! and slept with prolactin and oxytocin ringing in my head. stupid bio.
ive been doing much thinking.. and it's time (: the time to just accept reality as it is.. leave the past with a smile and move on (: thanks friends for all the psychoing and encouragement. you guys dont know how much all the smiling and even suaning means to me! i think it's time for elena to get onto her two hobbit feets HERSELF. YES finally!
by now, im pretty sure that i have no luck when it comes to love.
but its okay.
i dont really care anymore! :D
i'll just love and be loved someday.
i really wait for the day when i can listen to lovesongs without feeling sorry about myself. and know that love is just all ard and there's nothing to be sad abt (:
okay sth random,
while i was in fareast that day. i checked out the grafitti wall and i found the mark me and gareth left months ago! gareth's proclaimation then was still there! while mine's GONE! :((( whyyyyyy. no point writing again...
but it just brings back the past when me and gareth used to ace bio together! exboyfriend, you dont come to my blog but i'll proudly say that you have made YOUR mark in my life! (: your love was true (: i'll never forget the times and the moments. 'exboyfriend' is not a term for you because your caring nature has made us goodgoodfriends again. and this friendship i'll always treasure! and you'll remain as one person that i can freely bully and laugh at! (: cheesy boy :D
sometime, i really wonder how did i ever let you go....
okay! in awhile, will be in orchard watching STEPUP with joce xiaoan and sawww! oh yayy! it's either gonna satisfy my thirst to dance or make me even more desperate to start dancing again (:
im just sad.. because muggingbuddy's gona do his disappearing act now that As are over. SIGH. you should just come along! but your rejection made us sad.. least for joce and me :(( oh wells.
accumulating things to do after As! (:
1. fly off to penang with family!
2. come back and go starbucks with joce and tocks to talk WITHOUT schoolwork!
3. go out with gareth to buy prom things! (im gonna make you look HOT)
4. glue myself to the tv and watch all 11 korean and taiwanese dramas :)
5. take edwin out of his misery! casinoroyale? :D
6. for church camp, meet up with design comm.
7. consider designing art wall in orchard for daniel from church
8. help huihui paint a picture for her birthday :D
okay!
30minutes to change bathe and go out!
BYE (: