Friday, October 06, 2006
frustrated incorporated
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shotelena hugs everyone that just read this line :D*eeee*
i think all the suaning and "bullying" are all drilled into my head! hahas. now that i have this toe fracture... that's more ground for crazy school people to start coming up with new wicked ideas!! lol. greatest contribution owing to the
EVIL BOYS in school. who runs off wanting me to chase after them... make me run... or threatens to step on me.. pull hair.. take rubberband! IT'S ENDLESSSSss.
most of it coming from our dearest P.BOY! and the bitch! hahahas. 2 of them... deserves coal for christmas!! pigpanzee, you and your quiet comment huh!! and dont think you can run away from this too, PARTNER. AH! haha. evil jokes that are packaged and phrased so nicely are often coming for THICKNECK and KONG! and the up and coming...
santos. you too! and it goes on and on and on...
WANTEDpick and match to above. hahas.
but
im really lucky to have really really nice girls like joce! tocks! van! and pinks on my side! for most of us, we fall prey to their suaning... but pinks is really our female opposition leader! she can stand up against the guys protecting the girls on the front line of attack!(: that's sth hard for me because i can never get angry with people who are my friends. even aft it all, i cant make myself pissed but just *HUMPH* and jumps ard.. (cant do that now)
love love and love (:i need to proclaim sth..
when people tell me to confront and punch the people who are mean.. i cant!
because they are my friends, not enemy. and all those that i said abt killing them are merely words... because ultimately it's all just pure FUN. and
i dont see a point in getting angry unless it's really BAD. which is quite PRO. because my tolerance level is believed to be high!
sigh
why am i so nice.
as i put up with all the whacky things that happen in school.
it hurts to know that it'll cease all at once... one day :(
so then, recently im really bothered with alot of
politics around me. even if its the exam period now... i guess nothing can stop politics from happening! im partly thankful that cj's politics are not as serious. those politics that happen among certain groups of people..
i dont feel that i am in any position to judge anything... unless it gets overboard!
but when it gets personal and people i know starts getting hurt.. then i cant help but to butt in. not very polite but i want to protect those i love. actually what im about to say would be foreign to many.... because this happened in class... (expect the future msg to be completely absurd)
if any class people actually stumbled and saw this... pls keep in mind that these are my opinions and you can always have your own.FIRSTLY, I LOVE MY SISTER willie and he will always be GOOD to me. whatever he did.... was not out of any bad intention! i dont feel anyone should blame him for he didnt expect this to happen in the first place! he was doing out of
pure love for the class.
neither do i blame whatever that result from it. it's okay to react like this... but i think the blame should not be put on him because he didnt want it to spread! it's the people who didnt keep to their promise, people who exposed it...
it's unfair that they get away while willie gets all the blame. BLEH.
and
I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND too.. no doubt he was being retarded and did stupid things! :D
but to blame him and ASSUME that he did something that he didnt?? now that's screwed up SHIT.
hasnt things already been bad already.
OH SIGH.
this is the side of cj that im SO hoping to get away
bestfriends, really.and CHARLES! i didnt forget! im NOT DAO brother! (:
dancin' @ 11:31 PM