Sunday, October 22, 2006
i want you
it's a scary thought
nearing 2years in cj.. lectures tutorials remedials and all.. accumulated. and all the work boils down to the mere few days left before the As. it all counts on the fews days. there's no room for slackening and slowing down now scary :S
and muggingpartner! YOU HAVE ONCE AGAIN PSed me. BLEHhh. think diamond! NOT GRAPHITE. that's weak shit. partner is strong. partner is super zai!. so dont think weak! hahaa. and to everyone else, let's make these few days count! GIVE YOUR ALL and dont live to regret in the future that you should have put in more.
anyways.
my perfectboyfriend van... thanks for being there really. you made me strong! and you make me want to cry for you.
i'll be there for you,
these 5words i swear to you.
i'll always love you. and you will always have my love alright.
i feel that sometimes girls are just so retarded. they tell themselves not to get affected by love, but in the end, they end up loving so much, that they get hurt. and STILL allow themselves to get hurt time and time again. secretly, they let love stab them over and over again. but it's funny how some of them can control it so well that its scary.
(what im abt to say may be pretty controversial but i'll still say it.)
sometimes, boys can be such a prig. you tell yourself that they're such jerks and players... yet you know that it's somehow untrue as well. (right, perfectboyfriend:D ) you feel that sometimes they're so unworthy to be with you yet you still want them to be there. no matter how silly they can be, they're the ones that you fall madly in love with.
PRIG. haha.
mr handsome,
im SO SORRY that ive wronged you. i'll be there when the world crumbles! (:
i am sorry that i made you lonely and sad,
i am sorry i made you feel bad.
what im trying to say,
im not always that way,
so love me for all
that i am.
dancin' @ 1:03 AM