haha. FINALLY i have time to come scribble some stuff down.
just uploaded a song into my blog! yay *smiles. the emoboys in sch allowed me to revisit this song again! would have been lost if they hadnt reminded me of its existance! A NICE SONG i must say :D

how did i fall in love with you --backstreetboys.
a really nice soothing song that kinda brings in the exam mood. the song doesnt reflect what im feeling now so dont misunderstand. but still, a nice song! enjoy.
HUN, now you can hear the song EVERYDAY from my blog!. elena's a nice bastard *woops*

prelims are just half done! :D
chem: just okay! mugging partner is free to treat me for his victory over me anytime
math: actually quite managable and can actually let one score if one really practises! which i didnt... because of time spent on bio :((((
bio still stands as the subject which i love most and have most confidence in! :D yayy sperms from bio options! they're really courageous! haha dont mean to be sick or whatever but i seriously think fertilisation is really interesting and fascinating... and that's wad makes bio cool! speaking like a true nerd.

explain the events that occur during fertilisation.
firstly, capacitation of the sperm. which means that as the acrosome membrane fusing which the oocyte (egg) membrane, it wears off the glycoprotein layer and causes pores in the membrane of the sperm. then acrosome reaction takes place where the acrosome releases hydrolytic enzymes to hydrolyse the zone pellucida and corona radiata (basically follicle cells that cover the egg) after all the burrowing.. it finally reaches the oocyte and fuses with the membrane. here, cortical reaction takes place where the corticle granules releases calcium and alters the zona pellucida so as to prevent other sperms from entering the oocyte. the male gamete (sex cells) fuses with the female gamete producing zygote! (eventually becoming the baby)

bet everyone is not reading further....
but this is the exciting part! where fertilisation really happens!! the blessed union of the gametes! where all 46chromosomes from the sperm and oocyte(egg) are aligned at the equitorial plate of the cell and restores the diploid configuration!! YAY! the continuation of the 1st metaphase in mitosis of the zygote! or basically the creation of life! (:

come to think that i can actually remember all this shit after cramping other bio info in my head this morning......

not being religious or anything but this can be a nice verse for christians.

Somehow when i ask for wisdom from God before the paper, i feel better for i know that im not fighting this battle alone but having God as my guide and my strength! and He has been a great pillar of support for me! (: somehow i feel that He gives me extra wisdom as i handle my papers. esp for chem mcqs... questions with cant be solved yet i felt that this particular option is actually the ans.. and turns out that it actually is! :) more than one qn actually. or how miraculously i can remember facts which i revised long time ago?????

really thank God :D

like what i always say before every paper,

wells, prelims is halfover and i guess the arts people are less stressed now.... i guess this time i see the pressure that many are facing. i see people getting really stressed and when the pressure gets into their mood, they become moody and sad :( frankly speaking, i experienced that before... it's a shitty feeling to have and it is when you feel like nothing can ever make you happier and exams are just pressing you further and further into the ground.

but i keep telling my friends and myself that this time, WE MUST FIGHT, no matter what. there comes a time when people start giving up on subjects.. on chapters.. but we cant! i mean what's the point of giving up.... why not put in the effort such that even if you fail in the end,

and everyone continues agitating and 'bullying' me.

not seriously, ofcourse. they know full well that i'll not flare up at them.

dancin' @ 10:56 PM