Friday, September 22, 2006
to all the cj peeps: for standing by me through all the papers! even if you guys are always so meannnn.. i really 'appreciate' it. hmm.. there's this fear in me.. that once the As are over, the awesome friendships i made here will just fade all at once, so fast that i cant caught up with it :( pls dont leave.
and to anthea: thanks for the nice talk abt dance and stuff! (: i really missed dance and you allow me to pour all i have to say abt dance and cheerleading.. enough for me to last through a few more weeks ((:
and to those people out there that are stressed: you know i really really wish to make you smile and happier. but this much is what chuckles can do. and if smiling is that much hated than i guess i cant do much anyway.
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nothing beats slacking and pigging out after the prelims!! OH WEE! (: this day finally came! even though it's not the end of all my mugging yet it's a temporary state of relief ((:
i think bio mcqs ended smoothly. dont want to be too complacent though! so then.... i guess studying has already become a way of life that once prelims are over, you feel lost for awhile... before you can get on with life and relax. anyways, not much plans this time round..
there's OVERDRIVE!
saw bought tickets for me and pooty for that dance competition! and wade robson will be there *SCREAMS*
but for today... went to xin's house with ann to watch the stack of vcds that we borrowed! ((: and it was awesome buying vegetables and stuffs from supermarkets and cooking our own lunch! FUN-ness to the max! as we cry as we cut onions... watch cheese melt in the microwave, hoping that it wil not EXPLODE! and basically nearly burning the whole kitchen down!x) then, corn n les came aft playing soccer (those PSbuggers) to further STINK UP and mess up her house and threatened to kill xin's rabbit! :))
ALOT LIKE LOVE.
i feel it's a great nice romantic movie! maybe...... when 2people are destined to love each other for life... their lives and hearts already belong to each other... that no matter how many boyfriends or girlfriends they have, or how good that friendship between them is, they will always end up being together as lovers.
i guess the movie brought up the sweetness of having someone being always there, everytime when you need company. of having people to erase away the sad scars that once hurt you.
all the romantic comedies have just flactuated me with many many thoughts. that made me forget the GROSS way corn ate all the mayo and sauces at fishnco during dinner *arrrr* and to further boost my emotions... chuckles has once again started watching all those drama serials!! a foolish thing to start getting hooked but OH WELLS!
watched some taiwanese serial.. er mo zai shen bian. i guess all chuckles need now is to just fill herself with happy thoughts. that show isnt exactly the type of love story everyone expects. it tells of a story of this guy that has HORRID HORRID behaviour.. bad character, hottempered... rude.. impatient and the worst type of people that you can ever meet! ARH! and this girl that strangely fell in love with him. MAN he was so damn mean to her!!! yet she let him hurt her time and time again...
but i think the way he acts in the show is really cool :D his impulsive actions that takes your breath away.
hahaa im far from the crying parts! :D but i think this kinda show is just right to let me witness a, not particularly ideal, but fulfilling love story to fill the empty spaces inside :) because if it's this kinda of fulfilling life, i know that i can never have it. i tried too hard trying to get one and im tired of trying.. so God shall take the lead.
i know i wrote some emo phrases in my entries... and if anyone's suspecting anything.. there's really nothing bad going on now. my break with gareth is long over! he has moved on with his life and i have done the same for mine! ((: and our friendship has once again rekindled! and i really happy that we still remain as friends after it all. it's true to a certain extent that it's your ex that understands you the most, ultimately. even if he doesnt come here anymore... i'll still say... thankyou for the card :) it means alot to me.. and your words of encourgement is truely heartwarming. thanks for reminding me that im never alone when it comes to the As.
just that maybe once in a while, small things just prick..
tom's jared's and joce's cooking party! oh yayyy! yummyfood. and the pigging out continues.... cant wait x)
dancin' @ 12:40 AM