Delight yourself in the Lord,
and He will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalms37:4

i once heard a phrase that a philosopher said, the greatest melancholy is spending your whole life going after what you desire the most but failing to achieve it. Yet the same sorrow results when you have achieved what you desire the most and realised that there's nothing left in life worth living for. chuckles never gets what she desires the most... it's like everything when i desire something, i'll go for it.. until something else comes along and replaces the previous desire. oh wells!

desire-

Finally a chance to BREATHE. it's left with bio mcqs. and i guess there's no excuse not doing well for that. now that prelims is pretty much over, it's time to reflect on it and judge how i handled it. i feel like ive not really put in ALL I HAD this time.

A LEVELS! it's when i unleash the true studious spirit in me that's dying to get out.

Now to predict my results. let's keep it simple,
GP=PASS PLEASE.
math = bc
chem=bc d?
bio = b

wells, today i was just slacking, stoning and lazing ard... watching markp stone and whine abt my ipod and see kevin play with his phone cam. i think yesterday was more worth blogging abt!!..
yesterday:
after math paper.... i have NO IDEA but joce was really feeling high! haha. i last min went off the orchard to have dinner with joce, jared, xiaoan, graham and tash! seems like im hanging out with artsy peeps more often.. which is good and interesting in a way ((: CAMEL WITH HUMPS(: joce was right, we shouldnt go out THAT often cuz we're running out of places to eat.....
sighs. elena has once again psed her mugging partner! AH! seriously i must quit that habit... she thought he wasnt gonna study and without thinking, she rushed off to eat. SHE'S A PIG. anyways, thinking abt it... i really did ps him and on my way to orchard, was feeling more and more guilty.... but then everyone else said tt it's nothing because muggingbuddy is not someone who really mind this kinda things but I REALLY HATE PSING PEOPLE.

partner!!

and my mood got even worst when i saw the biochem book.
(REALLY NO OFFENCE GARETH... if you actually see this and get pissed then im sorry okay) i really pray that you'll NOT see this.
after all the emotalking to joce..... it got disrupted by UNemo boys, deep william and vivet. thanks joce dearie (:
before nightstudy... was feeling really troubled, really shitty... yet william, cheekymonkey, was just fooling ard and taking my hairtie away.. :( and just when i wasnt feeling very fine, alvin came and called me bitch. wahh, i think i nearly wanted to scold him or punch him...

the stress is taking over the niceness in me :(

but then nightstudy was fine... after seeing muggingbuddy's piggyface. LOLs. tetrahedral arrangement of oxygen and silicon FOO! hahahs. biochem owns his environmental chem (: by then i wasnt pissed with alvin anymore. muggingbuddy fav phrase: NI ZHU AH NI.

attention! for elena has to proclaim something!
SHERMAN IS HOT
and
WEILIANG IS HANDSOME.
pls dont ask why i wrote that x)


still figuring out why i was troubled.
maybe......

[nightstudy] yimin came over and saw my biochem book then was actually gareth's. the front was decorated with pink marker and his big proud name on it. i told yimin: my ex's biochem book.. ac's one. she saw a "i love kelly and kelly loves me too" on the cover.
yimin said... your name's kelly meh.
i said.. ofcourse not.
"then who?"
"someone new..."

*OUCH* heart pricked.

i turned the book over.
i know im not in a position to feel anything.
pls dont kill me.

dancin' @ 12:00 AM