Wednesday, July 12, 2006
SIGHS.
elena has floped her midyears...
elena has prohibited ALL SMILEYS that day :(
it was devastating! there's really no one word to describe. i guess there is a first time for everything... and this time... the terrible E and O came. it's HORRIBLE :(
math was an O! oh sheesh. 42/100. jon ong, I BEAT YOU BY ABIT IN THE END.. claimed a mark. x) but still.. this is BAD. this time it really proves that if you dont continuously practise math, you wont score and it has hit me hard. i need to bang on my statistics! that costed me nearly 1/3 of the paper
chem was equally BAD. an E! and partner actually scored higher than me! he made it sound as if it's a natural thing! HELLO! you have to treat me now! lols. BAD BAD BAD. shucks...
there is a first time for everything. and i hope that this is just a temporary setback! the mighty elena must STILL COME BACK and top the class. oh sighs. i kind of lost my confidence and zile to score in exams already. this midyears have destroyed me. now i'm getting lectured by parentss practically everyday
the pressure is ON.
COME ON ELENA, FIGHT THE As! fight it as if it were your last.
sap all ya energy! leave NONE behind.
im gona muster every ounce of confidence i have.
(:
impossible is NOTHING! i have no idea what's that but it's cool (:
damn im turning NUTS.
i guess the only comforting fact is that the whole sch's failing with me, says gen. but guess we must still push on yes? (: claudio! you are my math god! you must score math alrite!.. and he told me... forget the worldcup la. it's already OVER. wells that's true.. germany has SCREWED portugal! hell ya! (: shweinsteiger! he rocks. and it seemed like the german team played better without ballack. NO!! this year is italy's year after all... they have proved themselves worthy actually i think.
zidane should not have ended his career with a headbutt and a red card! but i think materazzi does have a part to play in that too. horrible player that insults :( controversies.. hhahas.
not much overwhelming feeling towards the winner. its gona be another 4YEARS before the nxt worldcup comes :( that's LOOONG. england and germany must buck up!
germany (: (this is not lian)
but i guess i must leave the worldcup behind and focus on wad's ahead.. AH WHY! saddddd.
i tell you, EVERYONE'S MEAN TO ME! my goodness.... first thing, iggy covers his ears while saying good morning to me! brendan covers his ears before i even reached his table. gabriel nearly rammed me into the wall! moses and alvan are practically everywhere in school showing me the secret word!! AH! *screams at them* jon ong talks to me at if i was as microscopic as the bacteria under the chair. jared smashes my head! even stupid sherman is MEAN! dont bluff!
in class, KAVITHA! still bully me when i was writing on the board! goodness! i officially made the whole class laugh because i left 1/4 of the top of the board blank and darcy throws paper balls... and ms soh doesnt help me too!!!! ahhh!! leslie pokes my back.. darcy doesnt let me eat..
here's a joke: why, when elena head butt guys, it will hurt real bad?
ans: because that will be below the belt.
FUNNY AH.
tallness but so NOT under belt.
WHERE IS ELENA RIGHTS!!!! oh sheessh! van.. come to my rescue! and joce, pls dont turn evil!
haha. if anyone were to help me get back on the peeps... that would have to be nearly half of cj to settle. ah bugger.
alrite! i reached home early and i should study. yes.
to jared: i know i promised to cheer you on in ya swimming finals. but IM SO SORRY that i couldnt make it!!! yes.. that's one loud voice missing amidst the crowd and im sorry. i hope tt you still did ya best and BEAT THE WAVES and kick ass! (:
to mugging partner: even though you're so super ultra mean to me, the so-called shortie fatty and monkey, i still wish you all the best! (: you're pro in judo la admit it!! 3rd in singapore bah! seriously man, i believe you can kick butt!!! ((:
to yimin: throw all of them!! haha you;re so strong! just dont picture the opponents as me if not you'll end up hugging them instead (: and to franie: USE YOUR EYES! hahaas.
current emotion: elena feels like shopping for germany thingys with bimbo june (:
x ciao x
dancin' @ 4:51 PM