Monday, June 26, 2006
total no of midyear papers:3
no of papers done:1
predicted result: how about im 110% gonna fail...
today was officially the most worrying morning of my life! went to sch feeling like ive not touched chem all my life. actually i did put a fair bit of effort in my chem.. just that i was so focused on writing NOTES that i forgotten to just get my concepts right first!!! OHH SHEESH.
was feeling really high this morning.!! i guess i was just trying to distract myself from the stress that was within! lols. bumped into PARTNER!
who seemed quite calm and ZAI. that mad bugger didnt even sleep the night before!! and he was feeling hyped up! lol madness. CONFIDENCE AYE? so there you go, winner treats! (:
was feeling quite frantic and in a mess when i walked into the classroom! i didnt even flip through dr ng's notes!! DARN.
and there was no clock anywhere for a 2h45min paper.
GREAT.
and so the paper started....
first qn and im not even sure wad's the basic shape for 5bondpairs? skipped 5mark part.. struggled through 2nd..
spent ALOT of time on qn3.. and basically skipped it!
FREAK.
I'M GONNA FAIL.
still carried on... making stupid mistakes in organic chem and not even knowing how to draw 2,4dinitrophenylhydrazine! FREAK.
SCREW THIS.
left with 20minutes for 2biochem questions.. and there was a stupid qn asking why it cant be baked in cakes... and that was the last straw mann...
DOUBLEYOU TEE AFF.
basically rushed through the paper will no sense of concept at all. tried to get the most marks that the stuff i can do though.. BUT STILL, didnt bother to count the marks lost....
after the paper... met up with partner.. and by then.. i was already in FREAK MODE. and i went like... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH towards him.. then he asked how was it and i just SCREAMED and whined into his ears..... everyone were just frantically flipping their notes.. and some going like FU** i didnt put that! WAD SHIT! and some went like... HENG AH! the atmosphere was just bursting out of its boundaries man........................
all i have to say,
SCREW CHEM. INHUMAN PAPER.
at the table with youwei and nic ho.. darc and sherm were STILL talking about chem.. with me rarrr-iing in despair at the side. then i went CRYING INTO VAN'S ARMS.. ahh!! i need some love! and jared asked whether it was ownage-chem-paper
i went like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
went to hug dearest JOCE TOO! (: loves you pretty girl! (: and tocks just goes smacking all of our asses. lols. destress from geog paper...
darcy did freak thing by throwing honeystars into my noodleking! MADDDNESS! no wander hun and jared were laughing like mad. fusion food my ass! elvin even said it tasted like instant noodles....
JARED COMES CRUSHING MY HAIRBAND INTO MY HEAD! wad's wrong with you!!! lol! ding dong went wild. one day i'll just KILL him.. then that bugger went on like.. AH cant believe england WON! they're gona get screwed by portugal!
AH!!
JARED JACK!
england WON equador! hell YA! terry! gerrard! (:
then he went like... AH! i cant believe chuckles like ballack! he looks like a horse! NEIGHH. AH! I WANT TO KILL YOU! ballack's like super super super good and hot and cute! AHHHHHHHH!
ignorance is a bliss!! rarr!
went on to study in the lib with darce! was DAMN happy when the j1s all evacuated the place! yaa! they were just filling up too much space man! so then it got really cold and went to find jacket from partner!! AH! still as annoying aye?! lols. okay! GO ECONS ALRITE! so sehh for wad. crazy PEANUT! i mug physics with you! lol.
went to help darling joce massage! NOT JARED! lol and then he faced the bitter truth that.... he was a mean guy. joce agreed! and started singing emo music!
how could this happen to me.. i made my mistakes!
welcome to my life...
like wth man. DAMN GAY. so then i tried out a cool move on him! and it worked! makes ya shoulders really loose after that right jared?? lols. and he was convinced that i could be used for modern warfare and capital punishment.
spent remaining time in lib doing bio and listening to mrbrown show and trying to laugh as soft as possible! lols. and seeing darce dance to tamil music! lols.
went to meet the church peeps in the end at taka! elena is SO proud to say that she travelled from fareast to taka herself without getting lost! and that's a big deal! OH YA! went to zara! ahh! love the clothes but no discount.. but we were kinda focused on getting yeow's present! BUT TO NO AVAIL. and mal was busy posing in his so-called COOL jacket. lols to you dude! the guys started trying out shirts themselves. -.-" yeow came to choose he shirt in the end! hahahaas and we tried to pull his berms really low! hahahas.
then we went pepperlunch! yayy! hahah. me and june were really kinda bimbo then.. eugene must repeat my b-i-m-b-o. hahas. and abigail SUDDENLY cried out of laughter! and yeow go accuse me!! GOOD bdae boy got immunity! lydia zao scold! lol. abigail so EMO! haha.. she's called ABI! by gareth! wahhhh... SHINING STAR! there's a nice song for him already.... sunshine!--gabrielle. then we talked abt many many things.. and some really scary truths... *creeps man* and a whole crazy night with crazy photo shoots!!
outside pepperlunch!
bdae boy who think he has all it takes to be cool! lols
yayy girls! (:
it reads everyone is beautiful.. but somehow, that seemed PARADOXICAL in that particular pic....
dont be speechless malcolm! (:
phone booth
ahh! and i thought malcolm looked studious with his bag.. lol. cheeky. (:
there you go again!
and finally we all decided to go home.. when malcolm dragged me from going home.. wanted to go shopping till 1130. then i'll be forced to take cab with him! AH SCHEMING! but not working! HARH! lols. shopping other times alrite himbo? (: went home with 2monkeys in the end... the ac psk.. and the red himbo! and they're VULGAR!
ac pai kia wad you want!
muscles says, fear me!
at the end of the day.. elena tries to think about funny good thoughts to get the scary ones out of my head..
even though it is a gareth and abi song... i think it's sweet!
sunshine through my window,
that's what you are,
my shining star*
dancin' @ 10:55 PM