Saturday, April 22, 2006
shagged
heyyy.. i kinda realised that my entries only get posted on weekends.. which is kinda logical.. because in the weekdays there's simply NO TIME for senseless blogging! yupps... anyways.. just gonna spill out all my complains and whinning....
im seriously seriously tiring out... WEARING OFF! cant really handle this for looong.
getting super super tired of sleeping in the midst of all my tutorials and waking up to realised that they are still lying on my bed UNTOUCHED and
rush through it during the time frame of 5.15am to 6.00am. then reached school to continue the same tiring cycle of completing tutorials one after another...
and for this week.. im seriously shagged. im sooo tired now.. ah shit. today was the worst... all started with yesterday's choir prac....
school was usual maddnesss... now
there's a after-sch gang! mainly comprised of keerthi, sherm, brendan, marie, jared, graham, glen, sarah, angel and some others... so we'll all just hang out after sch and still went we want to... LOL.
AHHH! without mugging partner i cant study!!! DAMMIT! so really need u to spur me..so than thurs was highly crazy i must say.. spent most of the time playing some coin shit with keerthi hitting the table when i was TRYING TO EAT! he and his indian stuffs... and
he FORCED me to stop laughing but i just cant help it man.. keep on laughing and laughing and laughing... and i even laughed when brendan ordered
'EGG TO ORDER'! u mean that's e name???? ahaha!! and brendan's cute cuz he has a
pink stained pencilbox will pink stained stationery!!AH! stupid carrot is super mean to me!!!
STUPID CARROT.. or jared... YOU! even want a personal maid! dont bully shorties! u freaking tall freak. hahaa. and
when jared gets hold of the CAM... HE GOES CRAZY!!!! MY GOODNESSS..... (recalls the last time on monday... he ran ard canteen taking photos of random things) even worst than daryl!
darcy takes normal pics... JARED TAKES RETARDED PICS!!! ah! will upload the pics some other time... too tired
and marieeee.... STOP! dont even go there to the S or D region.. my goodneessss. and if ANYONE suspects that im having affairs with daryl or shermm.. im NOT ok! lol. crazyyy sch days. cant believe that i'll miss all this shit when i graduate.
anyways.. moving on. when to church into the choir room.... and we were learning this
NEW song... the youth choir that is... we were soo caught up with all the good fri n easter anthems then jasper totally forgotten that we are singing this sunday! AHHH! and there we were learning the song for the first time.. song's called.. GOD IS HERE. and unfortunately, its a
REALLY HARD PIECE. u cant catch the tune THAT fast cuz all the notes are in
quavers!! ahhh! so the notes were all running....
my voice seemed to be failing me!SOO IRRITATING.
i think constant shouting and screaming is really spoiling my voice. damn. now i cant even reach a clean E.. and that song we went ALL THE WAY UP TO A HIGH 'A'!!! freaking high.. sounded like killing chickens! and
descant just killed me there.... that part was all in running notes too.. and
many places with Gs... and my voice was failing me. DAMN! cant sing a proper G which i was really sad about... cant scream alr elena... but jasper was really nice i guess....
so than we struggle thru that song... reached home at about 1030.. settled down and all by 1130.. and
i was sooo tired that i slept on my tutorials.... woke up in the morning cursing... havent done any tuts.. which i tried to rush from 525 to 6am. and i didnt even practise that choir song... reached sch to rush chem tut....
had math tut which i try to stay ahead of... chem tut i also tried to stay ahead but half the time i was trying to complete that tut!!!
pe was fun! (: we played floorball! me and mummy were attacking!! cariann defended well..... and the 2 of us simply cant penetrate through their defence... freaking CORNY AND DARCY.. and WE were faced against THEM??? cant even score cuz corn will always run away with the ball.... and darcy was freaking fast that he scored 6GOALS! *elena collapsed on the floor and gives up* chee's seriously good! agile and good control of ball! (: should have joined hocky dude. but then me and mummy SCORED 2 FLUKE SHOTS~! yayys!
during break i went back to class to complete my bio tutorial....
i mean seriously man.. to each teacher, they think that they're not giving us enough work... and that we can still cope because homework is so little when they dont know that we're facing the same situation for ALL SUBJECTS. chem.bio.math.gp.... can seriously just die!
im not coping well... frankly speaking... im not scoring well...WHATS WRONG ELENAAA.i guess i must get my act together and really start focusing.... and TRY to deal with both tutorials and keeping up with my war plan. i have lost confidence in scoring in the As actually.. after facing the competition with my batch.. sighs. but i guess this kind of mindset is wrong... but i'm just being critical about it.....
dance was i must say tiring???
warm ups were KILLing me! could hear charlotte in pain beside as
we stretch and conditioned our calf and stomach muscles... we did leg raises... and SUPER tiring danceyy
muscle conditioning.... our jazz teacher for the day was carol... she's nice but her style is totally different from ryan... she's SO small! (: but really tight in her movement... killing warmups.. and
i pulled my inner tighs.. sprained my front ankle muscle and feet too... sighhs. dance injuries.... but then the jazz thing was kinda fun. only frustrating thing is that i wasnt wearing the correct shoes and i cant turn in them! cant do proper turns.. SUPER irritating....
AND SHE TAUGHT CONTEMP after that!!! AHH! have not do them for AGES! ever since sa's syf!!! and ive missed it!!! so when she choreoed... my goodness i LOVE it! me char and mich loved it! michelle was like in her own dreams and going crazyy over the music! and i could
picture us on the stage.. dim red lights... with backdrops of champgne bubbles... and the sexy blues music comes on with us dancing in! amazing... the steps were also nice.. in a way. mayb cus ive been missing contemp... i was super sad when it ended.
rushed for choir... and i was super stressed over my descant part in church.. me joyce and lydia had to individual practise our part and
i hit my As and Gs todayy!! super happy... but just scared tt i cant do it on sundayy.... hmm.. we practised till really really late like 10...
and me my dad and grandma went to attend
TP's grandad's wake. yupp... tp was smiling.. but i could see he's CRIED eyes...
hey dude, YOU takecare too ok? and have a safe journey on ya study trip to china!sighhhs. IM INJURED ALL OVER! and i actually checked out the encycleopedia for the terms.... i actually
over-strained the upper bone metatarsals.. or INJURED it.. its seriously very painful. specifically the LEFT feet. ARGHH
PAIN! its actually the part of the foot that sticks out from the big toe at the ball of ya feet. and i
strained all the muscles and tendons at the plantar arch from the ball to the heel of one's feet. yes.
IT HURTS. i guess it is due to long term wearing of heels and it was elevated due to
excessive assertion and pressure on the ball of my feet from dance... so its really injured now.
im so scared i cant walk next time.. during choir..
i realised i sprained my inner tighs while walking and joyce was super SCARED for me. so im gona heed joyce's advice and
go see a doctor for it if i have the time.... and
i overstrained my muscles infront of the tarsals (front ankle part) and there's a blueblack....
BUT ITS AMAZING WAD ONE DANCE LESSON CAN DO! i think i lose some fats... IM SERIOUS! super happy! all the pain and cries from stretching and conditioning did not go to waste! i lost some fat in the stomach and i can feel it... ofcus i can.. haa. after a few more lesson shall have a flatter tummy and firmer calves.. I HOPE.
i need to sleep or do some work alr....
TOM'S MG DANCE NIGHT! i cant goo.... cuz of
CON FUOCO! cj's band concert! yayys!! photos...! and normal ones please, jared. lol.
nights
dancin' @ 12:51 AM
