chatters of the pixie

once upon a december*

2007-07-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

;
;
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heyyy, i finally MOVED! hee.
to here
and a song someone sings,
once upon a december.

so i'll just keep this one here ya. this has always been a place where i can freely scribble all my emothoughts, craps here, ever since 1year plus ago (: and will always be.
and to my faithful readers, thanks so much for keeping up with my longwinded, senseless, random entries and reading my cheesy jokes and phrases (:

and all this has not ended yet.
so see you'all at my new place ((:

(replies to tags are there too!)

*chuckles OUT!

and dream, tomorrow's on it's way

2007-07-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

this is my 200th and last post and i'll move after this (:

"The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle." -Anais Nin

yesterday i had an extrodinary dream. sometimes, we will start dreaming at sleep stage 5 when we undergo deep sleep with our brain still active. and sometimes we finish dreaming before we wake up, so we dont rem those dreams. thankfully i woke up while still in the dream and so, the dream hangs vividly in my mind. usually my dreams are pieced together by random snippets of things that i find interesting, and thoughts that i kept on thinking of that i start having them pop up subconsciously in dreams.

it will really be a mircle if i could live out my special dreams. would not have imagined it happening actually.. but i would be quite excited if it did really happen.

so obviously, it was a good dream! teehee x)

and maybe if any one of you are too inquisitive and catch me in a good mood, i'll tell you

ohhh. forgot to update that on saturday, went to ac barker funfair!! (: hahah. just to support my lil bro, my cousins and aloysius! went with tp, joyce and lydia and so we were happily spending our tickets since my parents bought all of my brother's... well, everything's a rip off! like really expensive! we ended up running to the aircon places! everyone there looked so typically ac-mg. hee. well, yeow came in the end and we all patronise my cousins' game stalls... watching their principal got dunked, soaked yee ler (my cousin) in that sponge game ((:, and went off winning bookmarks, sweets, pens-great gifts for malcolm's birthday x)

and today, i brought my lil bro to watch transformers! i had to watch it again cause it was so spectacular and my bro's awestruck face was really funny, open-mouth and staring at the attack scenes. looooove you fuzz (:

(pics and details up soon)

tomorrow's school!

and yay, meeting ma kids ((:

"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.

If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time."

-calvin and hobbes

this feeling's taking control

2007-07-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

TRANSFORMERS,
more than meets the eye (:

(not being spoiler, so dont see if you dont want!)
went to watch the show today with claudio, darcy, graham, saw and xiaoan ((: room's cosy and nice (:

i just watched what is to be the coolest action movie of the year! the special effects and graphics are spectacular!! cause the robots look soooo real and the details are great. what is transformers without awesome transformations. the way they transform in seconds, is freaking cool! car to robot, robot to car! makes a great movie with great background music that plays with your emotions.

should see how the boys got so excited when the transformers take form...

darcy and claudio *jumping on their seats*: it's bumblebee! it's bumblebee! yaaaa.

and for the first time, i actually like robots (:

Once i thought it was some typical cartoon with cars turning into robots (that basically look wht same) who fight each other that is cool enough to make boys love it. but now i understand why the guys loved transformers! shucks, what are girls doing with barbie dolls and pollypockets when boys are experiencing uber COOL stuff like transformers!! ((:

"freedom is a right to all sentient beings" -optimus prime

BUMBLEBEEEE! i love bumblebee cause he's so nice. and making sacrifices.. i nearly cried when he was injured i thought he was gonna die! (claudio, cheat my feelings)

the allspark!! and megatron!

the good guys!

lots and lots of action

Captain lennox! i think he looks rather handsome (:

he gets the hot girl (:
and what's a good movie without hot cars (:

the bumblebee (:
im going to buy the figurines!!

anyways, HUN, hope guard duty was possibly enjoyable! sian hern(: and joce, lets go out next thurs night? muggingpartner, you too!

just so you know

2007-06-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

this blog is taking so long to load that i'll move really soon.
anyway, i went back to the kindergarten today ((: to work, that is. decided that since ntu wants to squeeze all their camps in the last week of july, i should just go do sth useful for now, like working! i was so scared that the kids will forget me but they DIDNT! ofcourse, they'll give me the "i think i know you but im just acting blur" blank face at first...
but when i said..
"do you remember me? im miss elena!"
then one boy told me:
"i knew youre miss elena!!"

so all of them came rushing over to say HI (: and as usual, climb over you and stuff but boy, i really missed them (: i had so much fun with them today. and yay, they gave me new nicknames, eleni... elly... elison? the cute part is that they end up giggling (:
when i stepped into the classroom, the spanish kid saw me and gasped with delight...
"it's... it's... missssss.. eeee.. eleeanooorrr!"
(((:

so, realised that my mg class is having a gathering at night and it's POTLUCK. oh dear... so i went to bake AGAIN. and it was screwed up AGAIN because i didnt grease the pen properly :(
i will hearby announce that im totally BAD at baking!
maybe i'll try other means like frying, grilling, steaming...
and my grandma went on criticising and distrusting instant mixes while she opened her cookbook and rendered her traditional way of making cakes using flour, sugar, eggs, etc.

4a4 04 (:

class gathering at jill's was great! (: even tho it took eonz to get there, with a dog that can fatally bite you. but it was good catching up with them, since forever, as we carried out hilarious conversations... and talked about sec sch days, outragous teachers, hilarious incidents, ky's kazillion nicknames and guesses as to where's clemmie! heehee (:
a time to clear out who's going nus ntu smu oxford ucla uwa uhk US, and to exchange information (otherwise, known as bitch) about former-jc ppl... and a time to CLARIFY to dearest jac, that im not attached and i dont have a boyfriend and that guy at the busstop was a friend ((: hahahah.

jill: come on people, eat all the crumbs!
andrea *looks at untouched peach strudel*: well, that's a big crumb!
and when jac marries, we strongly remind her to not have it POTLUCK. LOL.

and fellow nus people are having fass camps now. (practically the whole world is going fass)...
elena: so ky, how's guys that are older by 2years like? different?
ky: erm, not really... they're..
elena: oh so they're still retarded, stupid and dumb? okay, GOOD
both agreeing: ya, i think boys will always stay the same. HAHA

(pics up soon! )

sidenotes..
ex-muggingpartner: oh where have you disappeared to? (:
mr birdy, handsome: you wanna catchup soon?
joceeee: darl, let's go out next week k. sorry.
hot jonny: i miss your hotness!
bcube buddy: be thankful for that sunday! (:

the mg journey ((:

thelongestday in mg. wheeee!

founder's (aka prom) 04

O levels results day and we're still fooling ard in the library

smiles aft Os results?? lol.

finally, yay! graduation (:

??class reunion??

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

walking in the rain

2007-06-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

cj 2005
bummer, i look skinnier than now. miss you two sistaaas (:

i feel like wearing uncomforatble cj uniform again.
weird thing to feel like doing, i miss SCHOOL!
home is getting boring. well, i managed to get my lazy ass out of the house and into the pool this morning! CLAPS FOR MTSELF! thought of exercising after being unhealthy for 5plus months. i lost track to the no. of laps i swam but i love passing the threshold of fatigue and just get the adrenaline pumping to swim like 10 more laps! (:
and then,
it started raining.
and it's ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME! gahhhhh.

driving was such a bummer today. just because of some failed attempt to overtake and end up stopping awkwardly, some other crazyass instructor HORNED CONTINUOUSLY at me. at that moment, i just felt like walking out of the car.
instructor of car no.60,
if i recognise your face again,
i might just eat you up!! grrr.

and on to uni matters... all the orientation camps CLASH, landing me in a difficult situation in choosing ONE camp out of the many camps which im dying to go.
faculty union sports cac faculty union sport faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac faculty union sport cac
maybe (:

but i grew up,

wishing on a star*

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CAC CAPTAINs BALL
on sunday, i went down to support my church friends in the annual captain's ball tournament! ((: we all nearly dead on the trip to sengkang! FARRR. and gareth couldnt sleep. HAHA. but then, when we reached, we made it for worship!
overall, i think we ROCKKK (:
we're not super pro players, but i can see the teamwork in our play (: and the way we play the game.. unfortunately, some opponent came asking us whether the referee belongs to our church.. but truth is, no the referee was just handling the game fairly, the way it should be played, just seeing what's correct.. and we played it fair. that was probably one of the many excuses used to push the blame for not playing well, or not playing fairly. outragous contacts, worst is, THEY SCOLD THE REFEREE.
enough said,
dont want to end up bitching.
seriously, the game gets TOO competitive and it just loses the essence of making it a game to bond churches.

but still, we did have some fun (: the team faced the game with determination and whenever the game ends and when we retreat to our corner, we started joking laughing as usual and just enjoy our fellowship (: it's this attachment with the players (: and that last game with ymm was great! that's the way caps should be played. so thanks YMM1! and LESLIE! haha. they played with a heart to just play. and sengkang offered to join us for dinner, ofcourse, we asked for their recommendations for good food since that place was almost foreign to us! (:
and, i met buru people ive gotten to know! YAY. im most glad to meet my twin, sandar! pose girl (:

in songen's words: Love the TA christian spirit! (:

elena's the ultimate TA upporter!
long service award, 6years of endless screaming for you guys.
now i have sorethroat but it was worth it (:
SMILE FOR TA! (((:
we're through to the quarters since the team emerged first! (:

FRIENDS

2007-06-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

that a lifetime's not too long,
to be as friends (:

sudden emo thought:

FRIENDS,
a special bunch of people that chuckles treasures alot! was just looking through my past entries of jc life, and so on, and ive come to miss those whacky times we've all shared in school, the desperate attempts to study, the slacking in the canteen, nightstudy that can be rather ineffective, flinging of hairbands before it breaks into two, all the jacking (: and i feel sad that all this have to end so soon... and now, we are all reduced to meeting up at most once a week, when we used to say hi everyday. and i feel even worst that i have already lost people that i used to be connected to. and i just hope that i wont lose those friendships that im clinging onto.. or let them fade away.

i guess this is just the sentimental side of me.
and i really treasure any catching up session... but sometimes, it's the timing that screws it up, and it makes me feel really bad. but if there are more in the future, i'll grab it and meet! ((:

moving on with life may be part of life itself,
but chuckles cant let friends come and go just like that..

she loves her friends,
and they are really important to her (:
may be sth a kid will say but it's trueeee!

to my church friends, guys, thanks for being there yes, every week! and im really thankful for all you funky bunch (: even if im known as bimbo amongst you guys, thanks for taking my crap all these 5plus years. and yeow, now you realise how much you mean to me as a friend bahhh ((: loves!

to the people reading this,
believe me,
youre already loved by me ((:

a photo

2007-06-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

you treat me like a rose
(leslie emoboy's nice flower, and elena's great perspective = pro shot!)

i am confused
tom, i have to meet:
1) sajc first3months og20 at 4pm
2) go celebrate bhb yeow's steamboat birthday after yf (6pm)
3)go graham bdae party at 7.30pm
4) buru team2 for chill-out!
i cant replicate and go for all. and ofcourse, you cant satisfy everyone! satisfy one and dont disappoint the rest too much.
ARGH.

this shall be the account of a ULTRA fun day with my dearest cuddly brother! ((:
i decided that being such an OLD older sister, i should just bring my brother out one day and let him love me more as a sister (: so we went out! as in, just the two of us.
normally it takes at least 20minutes to yank that ball out of bed.. but on thurs, i told him.. "fuzz, we're going to science centre!" and immediately, his eyes opened! it was AMAZING, rare event, has not happened before! (i call him fuzzie out of no reason, btw)

first thing bought! orange juice! he insist that he's not drinking at that moment!(:

he was a good boy when we went out into the public, he agrees to hold my hand when i told him that some bad guy might catch him away! well, i must treasure times like this, before he starts having the cool attitude and start realising that his da jie is no longer so cool but lame. haha. the bus drivers seem to love him whenever he boards! wells, he was really excited himself, boarding buses, taking mrt, boarding bus again. and it was REALLY TOUGH to try to help him up the railings when he wants to sit there (:

waiting for the trainnnn (: bro and i (:

this is it! (:

and amazingly, with the correct buses, we didnt get lost! and made it (: yay! and fast enough to book the 1pm slot for the dinosaur omnimax movie! excitedddd. and there was a small dinosaur exhibition! with cool cool prehistoric exhibits and one great dinosaur fossil called stan (: my bro was hyped and running about! and there was one crazy exciting simulator (:

us and stan!

the velociraptor that can run up to 60km/hr and my bro that can, well, run rather fast.

note: my bro is not part of the exhibit (:

fuzzie, a dinosuar above you! (:

scared in the simulator! (aunty said that he will call his jiejie if he's scared! least she didnt call me mummy! freak! hah)

love you fuzzz (:

and soon, we became kaisu and started queuing for the show like 20minutes before, n he was the kiasu one! and then, a bunch of school kids came swaming in and i was really glad that we were kaisu! and when we barged in, we took like the best seats we could find! and WOW, i love the omnitheatre cause the screen is like so freaking HUGE! and the dino show was rather awesome (:

he was shocked by the wideness of the screen!

and so was i? (:

he will learn how to cam-whore soon! (:

then, we went to my brother's fav eating place for lunch: macs! fats and all... and he looked really satisfied with all the fries, nuggets and cheeseburger! HAHA. and i promised him sundae before we leave later. and then we dashed into the science centre after roaming around for toilets! haaa. the toilet part is scary cause he goes into the gents himself but startes calling for me once he's out which was quite a relief (:

in science centre, man, my bro went WILD! he seems to be really interested at the things that others were viewing! and pressed any botton he could find! the place changed like SO MUCH since the last time i came, a few kazillion years ago. lots of really cool stufff (:

the moray eel!

picture taken by someone short!

to think that they actually teach this to the kids! goodness! haaha, reminds me of my bio days but it was good to know all these so that i could at least explain to my brother about it. so in kid's terms, dna replication is... "see dna? copy copy then you get 2 dna!" and then he goes WAHHH. and when i told him that i learnt all these in jc, he just gave me a look of respect and it felt good, to know that your brother looks up to you (:
"da jie, how do you know all this! what A to T?"

im sure he learnt alot,
he learnt about the DNA double helix,
the nitrogeneous bases ATCG,
and the dino fossil facts,
how fossils form,
how tornados form.
and had loads of fun! (:

feels good when he comes around to hold my hand to show my new things he saw! we didnt want to leave the place at all cause it's packed with so many interesting things, illusions, experiments, specimems, tornado, laser shows... but well, he started wanting to visit the gift shop so we finally left (:

still cant believe that mask cost 7BUCKS!

tired, on our way back homeee. (and my freak ugly double chin)

Thank God for him (:

recent meet ups!!:

BURU TEAM2 at starbucks, ps for our movie and catchup night! ((:

and the t38 05/06 NS BOYSSS!! xin left after awhile :( but managed to catch the boys for a pic or two! leslie, corn, willie, was great seeing you guys, all you botaks unite! and for all the ns-sharing that i hear so often nowadays. haha. owe your guys one for dinnerrrr. and hopefully, the girls will be initiative enough to organise bbq soon k (:

keys to my heart*

2007-06-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

.
sometimes i wonder why diaries are made public when it's the place where people channel their personal thoughts. obviously, i have another revenue: the conventional diarybook.

for what is to be revealed,
today someone ah... actually managed to shoo the xiaojie out of her house and out to claim my jeans! you're really something, to succeed in overcoming my laziness (: and after time wasted in getting temporary lost in vivo, wasted in getting some earrings from forever21 (it's SO tempting) and travelling, buddy gotta admit that i was rather fast ((:
caught oceans. nice cool, apart from all the slightly bombastic language. georgeclooney is really charming!

equation
oceans +janice +buddy +talks +laughs +LOTSoffood +bashing +splashing +shopping +playingtoys +churchmates to go home with = a good day (:

i gotta rush my ntu letters SOON

and yes,

你就像天使一样

是我最初和最后的天堂 (:

wo ke yi (:

2007-06-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

l
l
Dear Miss Yeo,

Welcome to NTU! Your course of study in INTERACTIVE MEDIA will commence on 6 August 2007.

this letter is probably a template where they just fit your course correspondingly! but yes, i prayed and have decided to not put my good effort to waste and just hone my artistic skills (: university applications are just so complicated. there's the application, the portfolios, the video, the faculty test, the acceptance letter, the declaration part, the finances part, the medical form... TONS OF STUFF TO DO.
and i read through the whole admissions booklet! blehhh.
and FINALLY, i know when the orientations are! sad part is that apart from the faculty and hall camps, the FOC camps are all ard the same time! i wished i could just replicate and attend student's union, sports unlimited, cultural activities camps!
SO MANYYYYY.

i feel excited, but scared, of facing a whole new phase of life, to face a whole new dimension with new faces everywhere. just hope that nothing will fade away now, like jc friends and stuff.

church camp just ended! ((: and it was AWESOME! it was good catching up times, as we chatted and giggled in our sleeping bags, knowing that we're being bad examples for the young ones! time flies and now, we are all the oldest, and the organisers! MASSDANCE owns! yay! hahaha and it feels good to dance, and share this happiness in dance to your friends! but it was super super fun to see people dance! to dance till you fall to the ground laughing! grease lightning, indian dance, jj. i think gareth and yeow can compete for the funniest dance steps (: teepee was being really cooperative and enthu, and thanks for liking my dance! it was a success!! me and gareth were sweeping the floors again! anna going crazy, lydia's new move! and yeow and the sweeping contengent! goodtimesss (:

pics soon! (including buru pics!)

and then, i went joce's house! JAREDKONG, YOU SLIMMED DOWN! goodness, now i really want to be in ns! hahas. it was great meeting joce, lishan, pinks and catching up, laughing and giggling!
joce's friends says i look like some hot girl in sc. HAHAH (giggles)
and being really difficult against YANGggg. seeing a skinnier claudio, still looking the same: glamourous. retro brendan! and staying 10minutes later just to say happybirthday to graham (:

hun buddy, when for oceanssss. and call people! LOL.
xinnieeee, wednesday? (:

and yes, im back to having you in my mind,

every moment, everyday.

to have someone around

2007-06-14T01:54:00.000+08:00

who wants to listen to elena's life story!
hahaa. the holidays made me so lazy, my goodness. woke up as late as 12.30 today and that's my record so far! it's the dream. because i dreamt that i was in some posh club with some nice people and then, there was a really BIG black sea monster in the river that turned into orange insects and BIG leeches that bites! grrr. didnt know that my brain has the capacity to imagine so much! (:

but YAY! met up with teamtwo today ((: and they made my night! rushed out of the house with jiaen's worship chords and ended up waiting for all them buggers to arrive. why must dhobygaut have 2control stations that confused me and ck (: wells! bro jiaen wanted to punch me for choosing PS, seeing the massive movie queue but it was leslieeee who came up with it. that dude had some stuff to do and was lateeee. HAIYO! lol. thank for rushing tho.
but it was fun and great.
SUANING, talking, crapping and creating such a mess everywhere (:
fantasticfour was gooooood, and i like it better than the first one! yay! it's good to watch it with people who can laugh alot! (: jessica alba's pretty but bit too mature.
f3: return of the silver surfer (FOR SURE!)
then we chilled at starbucks when engying came along! it was really sweet of her to come, esp when she was flying off soon.

wonderful night and elena feels loved <3 and happy,
even tho i get all the jacking! ((:

AND I SAW GLEN AT PS TODAY! MAN, HE SLIMMED DOWN ALOT. i mean ALOT, and i cant emphasize more! no more triple chin! makes me want to join the army to slim down! but glen looked really really different but still sounded the same and as retarded (: heehee.
my brother has a crazy obsession with starwars that it's scary!

TOMORROW,
meeting the mg girls for shrekkkkk. yay! and then to church to be extra with the campcomm! teach them dance moves till they die >:) and stay overrr. oh yay! (:

chuckles OUT! (:

unecessary lovesong

2007-06-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

the smile on your face,
lets me know that you need me
there a truth in your eyes,
seeing you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand
says that you'll catch me wherever i fall.

i think i will cry if my blog crashes one day and all my posts just disappears!

well right now,
my life is not as exciting as silly army boys, or juniors having a hell of a time facing their As. GRR. im overly bored that i started playing warcraft AGAIN, trying to convince myself that this game is actually quite fun because ppl like jon is still playing it!
i play the lame campeigns. HAHAA.

omgosh omgosh omgosh omgosh!
I PASSED PARALLEL PARKING TODAY!
and i seriously think im quite a hazard on the road
i always pity my driving instructors ((:

pic of me and my sis in grandpa's bdae bash (:

monkeys in bishan. jon hun sean.

yay! i want to go out on wed and have a ball of a time k ((: BURUUUU. 1k of pics is quite awesome for 5days (: posting them will take a century.

dont start to cry

2007-06-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

save tonight,
and fight the break of dawn.

im getting lazier by the day because today is by far the day that i SLEPT THE MOST! goodness (: hahaha in all my bus trips. not during service ofcourse. but class was chaotic today! all because of malcolm the monkey! blehhh.

buru team2, i miss you guys!
let's go back to the place we miss the most (:

emoboy and aunty (:

and i did a good deed today. all for hun buddy, bestfriend sean and pigpanzee jon... hun has to book in by 545 today! GRRR. and there goes shrek3 AGAIN. hun and sean, two of you taking turns to ps me aye! anyways, in order to not waste time, i sacrificed and WENT ALL THE WAY TO BISHAN to meet buddy today! so proud of myself! and as usual, i was as blur on the bus as the time when i went to find sherm in serangoon. but i made it! (:

was going to find jon,
when i saw sean lee and his mum! so i called.
sean: ello bestfriend! erms, where are you? are you standing next to a bald guy?
el: erms, NO? haha. wait i see you.
sean: wait i see hun, oh gosh, he's bringing a girl!
el: HUN!

i admit that i really wanted to meet up with them but as much as i want to, i hate all of them! LOL. reason being that
they are tall people,
they only bully me,
they are ego.

and we have to go swensans AGAIN! hahas. they made me eat so much! and buddy realised how nice i was to him! abit slow aye you! im a nice buddy okay! and so, he was nice today (wells, less bad i mean, suaning and violence not counted because that's normal between us) and we all miss JC :((

memories

we all went to buddy's house in the end! and YAY! his dogs, clay and kim, love me! not because im their kind, jon! hyperly cute. as buddy desperately tries to prepare his army stuffs, me and sean fooled ard with his army things! DOGTAG!

i actually dozed off when i was watching jon dota!
kana owned dude (:

grandpa was smiling today which is good! and i feel really guilty to be so caught up with things that i dont have time to even go visit him at st lukes and let him hold my hands.

JUNE GOAL: to make my bro feel lucky to have a sis like me (:

How great is Our God

2007-06-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since ive last updated (:

beautiful sunset at the jetty (:

just came back from a really SPECTACULAR mission trip to buru, indonesia with an amazing team of people. now that i understand that it was really God's plan that he just 'cha-pa-lang' put us together! 5days spent in that place has given all of us a chance to experience the tranquility of the seas, and the creations of God, His wonderful plan for the people

liwen justin tp xinan selene ck leslie jiaen elena = team2
we will spread your love (:

waking up together,
eating together,
sleeping together,
wash plates together,
sweep floor together,
thank aunty together,
watch sunset together,
play with the kids together,
feel irritated by the kids together,
do chicken dance together,
level up in hokkien together,
sweat together,
sing together,
go crazy together,
TAUNT together,
PRAY TOGETHER,
SPREAD GOD'S WORDS TOGETHER (:

and i have to give all the glory to God cuase He has been our pillar of support all these while. i also gotten to know new people, and become closer to my close friends. YAYness. and i already start to miss the kids there! they are just different, with that fire to learn.
i miss the cool breeze,
the scenic view of mountains and the sounds of the waves crashing into the sands and residing.
without any evidence of men's doings, and just God's creation!

i have 500+ pics to consolidate (:

TEAM2,
no more, no less,
just that perfect 10 (:

(28may) anyways, that spidey3 was bit draggy but i think it was nice? (: the company was good! yeow, gar lydia! and man did we lose out in the food part cuase yeow and gareth have such a HUGE MOUTH. gareth thinks that we're not tt loser cause there are still people watching spidey but the thing is that it's HIMSELF that is loser, and not us! hahahahs.

1st june... LAST DAY in kindergarten before the june hols start! and i guess it's different cause you would want to live it as if your last. kids, miss elena misses all of you (:

3rd june... i owe a huge truckload of apologies to hun buddy because i was super duper late but the thing is that for buddy, i cabbed down! and saw jon too! same as ever. 2tallies. there was some hiptop competition in fareast and we met janice there. buddy was commenting as if he knows dance super well. but he must admit that i have levelled up in my suaning.
i love buddy talks. how tight ((:
sean, we didnt ps you. shrek3 this week ya.

KO liaos (:

savvy?

2007-05-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

;
;
just watched pirates with tash, graham, yang (:
do you savvy it? -well, kinda

the problem is everything is just so convoluted like what tash said.
unless you remember what happened in 1 and 2, you'll probably be lost in all the words with that british accent. well, i'm just sad tt she must stay in that forsaken island, wait for him for 10years just to see him for 1day. WHAT LOVE. and lots of laughs ((: like that random korean female pirate (looks like padme from starwars) that only gives obnoxious AHHs in the whole show.
and awesome music (:
still, i love captain jacksparrow ((:
"Thank goodness for that because if I wasn't, this'd probably never work"

Barbossa: There's not been a gathering like this in our lifetime.
Jack sparrow: And I owe them all money.

tomorrow,
FINALLY, to watch spidey with lydia, gar, yeow
i hate army. it makes my friends deprived, in a way, making me deprived as well.

dancing in the moonlight

2007-05-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

art

movie last watched: NEXT (: awesome...
movie yet to watch: spidy3 (grrrr), pirates, shrek, f4, transformers
last birthday: SERENA'S (: great day yesterday.
last exciting thing: i bumped into caleb (sajc) when he was booking out. YAY

[recent problem]
im just so darn confused about where im headed to.
days just slip by,
and i continue to drag my confirmation of acceptance that takes just 1SEC to confirm
"click ok"

nus vs ntu
nus has such an exciting and vibrant campus! (:
but i guess i'll end up trying to convince myself to head for ntu, ULTIMATELY, because i feel so much more excited for the course there!
and so far, it gets more exciting when i hear more and more people going NTU (:
like, small jan, mel, nessie, ME.
(potentially)xin, hun, jonny

and hopefully, the list goes on.... (:

i finally found the orientation week for ntu! (:
Goal for next 4years: find ways to make my uni life enriching and exciting.

and another thing im confused about is probably the uncertainty in the course. i havent found any reassurance to succeed in that art school yet, thinking that it's still rather new! then, i heard all my experienced and good-in-art friends heading for overseas universities of the arts....
what's worst, when i browsed their websites, i found that St Martins, College of Arts in London has Hons Degree in Theatre Design, where it's just hardcore designing there, and you just focus on that! just what i want
better than being uncertain in spore! :(
well, blame myself for not researching so much, and being so fickle abt my future.

Maybe a Masters there would be good.

GOD, personally, i feel that it's your plan that i stay in spore and study.
and that You want me to be in design, but pls give me that reassurance,
and pls be thou my vision (:

you, if only we could live twice.

at the crossroads

2007-05-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

first time ive seen my mum so high on the phone as she peered into my third letter.

God has been really gracious to me and have given me more that what i wanted, hoped for, dreamt of.
ADM
FASS
LKCSB

all those acronyms.
and again, im back to square1..
#1 has always been a goal in my life, to venture into my passion, my innermost interest, and finally settle down in my personal haven where i can design whatever i want, whatever i feel. then, there's #2 my childhood dream to walk into my dream uni, be part of their vibrant campus, and to do what ive always wanted to do: to try out something unexpected and new like theatre studies. and that reminds of my #3, it is just as new to me, just as exciting and challenging. but more than anythg, i find it difficult to walk away from a rare, great opportunity like studying in that sch of business.

so this is what it means to keep your options open
REALLY OPEN.
i didnt expect it to be so difficult to say NO, i dont what to be there.

and i could not find another moment,
to give thanks to God.
forever faithful.

sidenotes....
xin- i dont mind smuggling pasta into the movies girl (: so exciting!
graham, ppl- MISS YA.
jared- i promise that we all will meet up real soon! i will kill if i cant make it.
joce- there's just so much to talk about (:
Hbuddy- you're the noobest! HAHA.
gareth, yeow- back huh botaks... long awaited spidey (:
lydiaaaa- maybe we should watch spidey without them.
and you, im driving by the place that i met you for the 97th time. well, ard there. that must be it huh, the feeling that we didnt want to go away long ago. but can i say we, or shall i say just me.

fei ni mo shu*

2007-05-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

;
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NO BABY PICS TODAY! hahahas. im just lazy!

anyways, today... the kids were just HYPERACTIVE! oh my goodness, with only me and germaine in the montessori area, we were gonna go mad! suddenly it seemed like the kids multiplied and were walking everywhere.
breaktime = time when you wish the end-break bell would ring soon.
FORTUNATELY, it was raining today and the kids just have to stay indoors. i was entertaining one set of toys and seconds later, all the kids crowds ard there.
was making 5steeringwheels,
5 tierras,
1snake for the kids.. AT THE SAME TIME!

and seconds later,

i had 1 tierra on my head,
random snake coiling ard,
STILL making steering wheels.
and i really hoped the bell would ring soon!

even when they were leaving, i had 2 waterbottles hanging from over my head from those boys. WOW, what's gotten into them!

anyways, i went out with the pretty babes ytd night (: with joce, jan, tocks, we wanted to watch a movie! but we were so fated to not watch 200pounds :(( oh wells, i guess bridge to taribithia was REALLY random. and it would have been nice if we would have wonderfully "opened our minds and let our eyes see"... the whole movie was just an imagination of a absurd kingdom with people that look like birdcages... and harmless darklords, ugly birds.. WHY MUST THE GIRL DIE!.. and the bridge only came out in the end!
but we did catch up alot! and being chuckles, i couldnt stop talking sometimes! it was awesome really (: thank u'll for making my night!

jan, send the photos quick ((:
hannah, i cant comment on your blog ya.

非你莫属-- it had to be you

maybe just one random cute boy (:

cant stop thinkin of you.

2007-05-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

i'm falling into
memories of you,
the things we used to do,
follow me there,
a beautiful somewhere,
a place that i can share with youuuu (:

a line from my great gender book:

in a guy's heaven, they will have 3 remote controls and toilet seats flipped up.

i just watched some random hongkong movie...
loveydovey movies that makes you all warm and fuzzy inside ((:
and it says that
the person to marry,
should be the one you cannot live without.

i find it quite true.

wells ANYWAY, today's mom's day! and i gave my mom a special gift: a good haircut ((: and man, she loved it! esp when we all realised that she really needed one(: yay. i guess it's when youre just free frm studies and stuff, when you start thinking about events like mother's day and try to make it seem more worthwhile ((: a good thing (:

saturday was just as amusing. met up with famous latecoming king, gareth yeo yongtai, and i had to wait for him at vivo's watson.

gareth: you're there? okay im here! JUST DONT MOVE.

(i think it was the longest time ive spent in watson, trying to look interested at all the random stuffs they have there! well to kill time, i picked up the nicest wrapped mantos tube which he wanted and turned out that it was just one of his moves to keep me occupied -.-" )
nice try to make me pay for lunch... and cousin keithy was there too! (: laughs, the gettinglost and looking blur gene really runs in the family....

well, everyone in church seemed really excited to see gareth in army costume. lol. truth is, is he really macho? or is it relative?
yf population: 49 (REJOICE!)

went to hospital again and i held my grandpa's hands again. seems like the amount of time spent holding his hands this week was the longest in 18years. dont know, just seems like it was the bestest hands to hold. great, he's smiling and eating again ((:
then, went icu to see my grandaunt. she cant talk, but i know she could hear us, and see us... so me and my mum prayed for her, telling her to be STRONG, and not give up this battle. and then, we saw her tearing. i wanted to be there for her, to show her God's love for her. i think it hurts to be so touched to tears, and not be able to express her feelings at all. it must have hurts alot all this while :(
keep on praying.

how this felt oneyear sixmonths ago i know,

i cannot forget.

emotional flactuations

2007-05-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

keep on praying, and trusting.

random happy events ((:
the kinder kids are always making me giggle.
1. i fixed a boy's waterbottle for him and he kissed my hands with his mouth full of mashed potato.
2. then, i was attacked by a boy (aka kissing monster)
3. this is how they compare numbers: i got 600plus infinity plus 31!
4. i have became a kid's teacher-mummy in school.
5. the kids think that im married and pregnant. GAHH.

ohhhh. and mrhandsome's back from fieldcamp! how exciting. and still proclaiming that he's handsome botak. LOL. and i'll give you a spin before you pass... trust me.
congrats to brendanmok for making into smu buz (: brendan, the businessman (:

my bro bought 2cupcakes for mother'sday, just that they were not all for mum, but one for actually kept for himself, even if it's supposed to be for mothers. HAHA, lil bro ((:

but then, i had to pull down my mood..
because dad cried today.
well, i guess he showed me how he treasured his dad aka, grandpa. grandpa's gotten a fever, and cant walk yet, and soon to be transferred to do some psychotherapy. but it's his helpless, sorry look when you see him :(
even tho my grandaunt made it thru the op, she cannot accept how her body has been demaged. and now, she wants to go, as in go away for good. SHE WANTS. and it hurts to hear that, esp when she gestured it to her children. but it speaks of how much she hates hanging there :((

to know how ignorance can do to you.

chuckles stuffs herself with chocolates to make her feel better.

God, their lives, In Your Hands.

where is he.

2007-05-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

this feeling's like no other.
do i miss it?

i had a weird dream of being tog with justin timberlake. (just someone with that name, not timberlake timberlake) HOW ODD, no comments. in the dream, i was successfully convincing myself that i needed no one else when i woke up! and, i know i didnt want to wake up when my alarm rang, and i tried to push myself back into the dream for another 10minutes.
I'M GONNA FIND THAT MYSTERY TIMBERLAKE! >:)

IT'S LATE.
another exhausting day with the killing heat.
my bad eating habits finally gave me gastric. and that's badd. wells, had a whole day of running ard to kindergarten, to drivingcentre, to tuition.. and im just glad that i saved 2kid's lives today before their killer midyears tomorrow. poor things, all so stressed.. purebio with tons to mug, and art, with tons to draw... :(

anyways,
GOOD NEWS! my grandaunt's op was a SUCCESS. she's resting now (: somehow, i knew it all along that God would have His amazing plan to save her, and lead her back to Him... to let her know Him more.
thanks to ALL who kept her in prayer! prayer works wonders (:

uni update:
for chuckles going NTU adm: 100% (nessie!:D )
for chuckles going NUS fass: 0%
chuckles herself: quite clueless.
smu buz interview: PENDING?? (i understand how you feel, sheryl)

joce! im SO up for it (: ask tocks! for you: i drafted sth there, tell me if you can see it.

im gonna
K.O

a reluctant smiley (:

2007-05-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

.
.
actually i dont really feel like blogging today.

simple prayer request:
my grandaunt is undergoing an operation now to remove the tumour in her large intestines. (turns out it wasnt as simple as ulcers) success rate is 20%. really low. what a SHOCKER to think that she was fine ytd morning.

moral of the day: do not let bodypains go on for months without a scan to see whats going on inside.

and so they say,
and i believe,
THAT PRAYER WORKS WONDERS.
PLS GOD!

i'm just glad that grandpa's doing better than bad. unstable still but he's hanging there (:

present status:
1. Semi-depressed/Nervous/Blank
2. Unwilling to read my Olevels bio books for tuition. (it looks really discouraging)
3. thinking of ways to convince myself that my social life is still there.
joce, tocks: up for a day of korean movie and manymany talks? ((:

an attempt to TRY to cheerup is to look at my uni status.
NTU adm vs NUS fass
people for me going NTU: 100%
people for me going NUS: 0%
myself... i cant really decide.

and wheres the SMU buz interview outcome?

comeon chuckles, CHEER UP.
you gotta face the kinder kids tomorrow.

this day, we fight.

2007-05-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

perhaps this is what spiritual warfare is....
the different acts by satan, to challenge and to discourage you in your service for God.

in a dull mood
after a really exhausting work.driving.tuition combo day
and again, i was nearly knocking off during driving.

but God gave me some verses of strength (:

A PRAYER FOR THE EPHESIANS
For this reason, i kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge -that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to the power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever, Amen.
--ephesians 3:14-21

friends who are christians,
pls pray for my grandfather in hosp. now, he just got a minor stroke and is discovered with some bloodclods in the brain. though not as serious, he looked really weak. pray that God will strengthen and give him peace.
and pls prayer for my grandaunt who just got admitted as well, for having (suspected) stomach ulcers that is giving her immense abnorminal pain. she looked terrible and in pain. pray that God will lift her out of her pain and hold her hand through this.

in all cause,
i'll continue to work hard for my missiontrip to buru!
this day, we FIGHT.

i will not be moved
and i'll say of the Lord,
you are my shield, my strength

can you teach me to remember how to smile.

2007-05-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

it's getting really hot these days!
ONE KIDS said... miss elena, youre so hot!
*entertains ownself and laughs stupidly*

my life have been really hectic and really monotonous.
GRRRR.
work/driving/3tuitions/tuition mugging/missiontrip prep
then end up wishing to crash home and just bum around aimlessly, finding ways to sustain my social life.
esp when it's the exam period now..... i just had 5hours of tuitioning.
money comes with the hardwork!
feel like im back in sch, as i was mugging physics on the bus to teach my trip science student tonight.

I CANT BREATHE.

the best thing is that i started DOZING OFF while driving last fri, started going off course and depending on my instructor to nudge my steeringwheel.. i was BRAKED to life again when i nearly crashed into a cab. LOL. chuckles the reckless driver that accelerates crazily at smallroads, and follows the wheel when doing u-turns ((:

wells,
for consolation,
I GET TO SEE THE KIDS EVERYDAY (:beams. little devils and angels. i was trying to stop a kid from calling me mummy. awww (:
and FINALLY, i get to catch up with my social life by meeting tocks, jon,hunnn and marianne on sunday (:

the power of caps. railway boys (:
look mummy! NO HAIR!

be there for you darl (:

buddy finally got the time. he looks different obviously! but still as senseless monkeyish and crappish. LOL. they're STILL THE SAME! army is supposed to change you! haha (: jon is still slackish and lazy as a cow. LOL.

anyways, even tho we couldnt find good movie timings... it's better just crapping at swensons and nearly talking till the cows come home. yay, i love tocks cause we always have each other against them nsboys... BOTH wearing caps, and looking like their iq dropped a few levels aft been thru some ns. me and tocks were like their mummies cause they looked so blur, deprived and away from civilisation. and hun convinced me that his suaning skills didnt deprove. but i'll have to agree that they've been saying really weird things! and we allowed them to share about their ns life.... (that's all they have) while trying to configure the ns jargons: soc, ippt, ooc, 11b, pti
and we continued talking about garnades when marianne came (: well, now we know some knowledge abt ns... and opening our eyes to the disparity of MASS in there.

and i think it'll be good,
if girls can go for occassional one-month ns,
with less-tough training, no fieldcamps, good diet plans.

but dont think the govt is sane enough to propose that!

jon wants juicy cj bakua. you gossip queen.
HAHAHA.

and what's awesome is that, i get to see sweetHANNAH BABEHhh in our combined yf on sat in church. (: though she was LATE! lol. we need to catchup girl.

pics from meetup with xin, ann ((:

sweet indulgence at maxbrenner! (: sinful.

this is what THICK CHOC can do to you. make you really happy like ann or make you feel sick after a while.

but yay, we still had funnn!

unemoing emo

2007-05-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

MAY DAEEE (:
met up with shermany and alex today (: fun! and we thought of something incredible and smart in the small corner coffeeshop, al ahmin that will be BIG in 10years time. haaha. everything starts with a dream. sherman, dont be sian! and then i went for a time of sinful indulgence with ann and weixin (: i'm not going to have choc for another 10months.

details n pics next time cause
I FINALLY CAN SETTLE DOWN AND COMPLETE MY LONG-OVERDUED KINDERGARTEN REPORTS.

chuckles writes on 30april....
and so,
THEY ARE BACK (:

hell unleashes its fury! lol.
even if they claimed that they are men already,
they are still the same.. just with less hair ((:

the soldiers of spore. bleh. LOL

darcy - the ndp bronze guy
gar - ex-convict that tries to be cool
yeow - ex-convict/alien
jonny - big-eared MONKEY

priscella, me, tash having fun (:

sat morning.. planned to meet the 2 convicts.. and ENDED UP REALLY LATE! haha. however, waking up at 5am everyday didnt help as they were still late, even though earlier than me!. a leopard that does change its spots. but the ns talks were hilarious! (:
gareth with that huge mouth eats slow, and yeow claims that he has the best bod in his platoon.
after yf, we all went to eaaat (: i love yf ((:
and then we TRIED to play munchins in rafflescity. and yeow was like a monster unleashed, hungry like hell. gareth refuses to treat! hahh.

sunday!!
im sure it was one really meaningful service and worship for our ns-men. and it's great that you can book out and go church (: they tried to convince people that they're alr men aft ns while trying to stop people from touching their botak heads that belongs to them only! guess who i met after church... I MET HOTJONNY!! fooooo! with tash in coffeebean (: and it was a great catchup session with our inspector Tan (: and he refuses to show us his hair! and told me all the whacky insane things about amazing muggingpartner, haha!
well, whats amazing is that, when me and jonny were going off...
as we walked pass CK, the gates were open! and i dragged him in... jonny has no excuse! and we saw our staff teacher and her kids ((: YAYY. and they saw his botakhead.
jonny, thank me for going chinatown so that you can go CK! jon has no artistic eye. and he didnt sponsor my trip!

take off that hat!

YAY JONNY!

chinatown = k-ster! and it was quite awesome! making all our whacky videos. and after my tuition, we met again, now with gareth tt ps-ed us during k-ster.

yeow the alien

lydia anna (:

GOOD FOOD in bukit timahmarket + GREAT talks abt anything + 9999999 smiles and laughters - outcasting yeow who selfishly ordered his watermelon juice = SORE THROAT

HAHA.
but the fun just vanishes,
when i started attending more and more funerals :((

till the dawn.

2007-04-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

i have tons of kindergarten reports to write! GRR. keeping work to the last min :(
THE EMO HAS TO STOP.
.

#1 reason to be emo:

anyways, the syf-mood is still in the air. and as much as i'll like to talk about it, (cause cj dance did such a swell job :D ) it just reminds me of that opportunity that i MISSED. but then, if i DID syf in the end, i wont be in cj, but in someplace else... maybe with a gold with honours in my pocket, in dance there, and on good terms with zaki. but i still prefer to see myself in cj, in cjdance... without a gold with honours in my pocket, without a jc syf record, and maybe still on bad terms with zaki?

I DONT KNOW.
but perhaps i'm just happier like that?

well, all i know it's GOD's plan.
for everything!
ultimately, it was true that i didnt expect it myself to be in cj. and not ready for another rd of syf.
maybe i'm just not made to dance that much.

I DONT KNOW.

#2 reason to be emo:
after meeting joce, pinks and ele ytd, i realised how much i missed jc life. it's like when i suddenly left sch, it seemed like im so detached from the WORLD. separated from having a nice social life?? GRRRR. from what seems to be normal.. seeing your friends practically everyday of your cj life... to something scary like, only seeing them like once a months, or not even seeing them!
to the ppl STILL in jc, pls treasure your time in sch cause it's really short! and you wont realise it only until youre out of it. but then, even when you want to see your friends, all in sch uniform again, you know that this wish can never come true again.

GOSH, thats EMO.
but i guess we all missed school terribly :(

but on a happier note,
THEY'RE ALL COMING BACK
those evil buggers (:

firefly

2007-04-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

promised to keep this entry short today :D
i had an AWESOME time catching up with joce,ele and pinks today (: but i'll keep the details for later cause this entry's for this:

CJ DANCE!
winning syf team
it's the feeling of soaring while dancing that sets you apart.
you guys really want it huh (:
BURNT THE FLOOR
sizzle sizzle (:

they are good. period.
dont know. i just feel that after watching the dance, you just want to savour the moment, the emotion, all over again (: but nth beats watching it for the first time! brink of tears i tell you. with very minimal bias-ness

and you'll watch nothing more
but JUST THAT DANCE.

CJC syf, firefly -clarence's shaky hands laa. enjoy anyways (:

wherever you will go

2007-04-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

if i could ask God just one qn.
why arent you here with me
tonight?

i had the giggly instructor again for driving today! and apparently, im always driving TOO fast at turnings, at small roads! so i was a real traffic hazard today. HAHA. elena small, siao driver (:
then, i went brasbasah, and i surprisingly went there myself without getting lost! OH YAY (see sherman, it was you the other time!) fun, crazy time with buru ppl (: isaac you tall person.
and then, i think i made good progress in my lesson with shifu ngoh today? yayyy rejoice!

this is coming WAY TOO LATE BUT..
SYF IS TOMORROW!!
ALL THE BEST CJ DANCERSSS!!
all my sweet sweet juniors! (((:

dance farewell 06.. dear juniors (:

feels great to have all you hunks and babes to carry on and earn another GOLD for cj! (:
still, it doesnt take a single gold or a single thing, to already start feeling proud of you ppl.
GO DANCERS!
BURN THE FLOOR!
soar like fireflies :S

to dance in that very studio, with that bunch of very special people (:

yay yay im meeting the dancers and joce tomorrow! but i feel like going to the zoo with alex,gen,germ... OH WELL (:

feeling happy,
to think that i was feeling emo and thinking of you.
before i begin wondering
when i'll think of you too.

how did i fall <3

2007-04-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

and i lift my hands
and pray,
to be only yours.

i nearly teared out my hair today during my p2 tuition! SHE'S A MANACE! grrrrs. anyways i was being helpful today (:
i helped my bro with his craftwork! note, it's HELP. he drew himself and yay, masterpiece!
and i helped save my cousin by giving him a 10minute intensive art brainstorm for his Olevel piece.
my darling came back to sch today (: cute lil boy with dimples! wohoo!

j'e: "huh? you fell for them? i thought you...*****.. you mean the kids out-charmed them?"
WELLS, YES.
but im a bad girl because i love them all the same ((:

the buru trip was amazing (: it's amazing how God let's us, the leaders, just gel together in like, 1plus day? after day1, morning we were strangers, we ended up going crazy and jacking each other by evening ((: GREATNESS. it was cool getting to know people from the other churches, and sharing our captains ball experience (: like...
oh, i heard this church slacks and win...
oh, haha his church??
(charges to ask him)

i thankGod for the chance to reach out to buru.. and to teach the kids english! (: they're ADORABLE (: and it's just this simple friendship with them that you rarely find nowadays. this simple trust for each other..
sometimes, maybe it's better to be ignorant and drift from the rest of the world,
that is mainly polluted.

i can never forget the skies,
holding up a fabric filled with zillion stars* ((:

pictures from buru up tomorrow. and unfortunately, my catchup-with-people pics were deleted :( so i need to takemore shots soon.
my sentimental side is acting up on me again. and i suddenly miss times in cj.. cj friends... cj madness... everything! grrr. short jc life :(

JOCE, i simply cant wait. here missing you. you know why that's censored ((:

what can i do to make you mine.

fallen so hard, so fast,

this time

Lord i wish it wasnt so.

2007-04-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

save tonight,
and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow
tomorrow i'll be gone.

i'll be going off for awhile!
going buru indonesia for missiontrip recees... a leader thing. and i think it'll be good to feedback to my team as well. be back by sun! tp, you never come along!! blehhh :( i'll miss yf! and yf will miss me. (yf is youth fellowship by the way)

since i didnt have work today,
i went acs (pri) today with my grandma to visit my bro during his break (: he was just as thrilled to see me as i was thrilled to see him! and met his cute friends! smaller sized than him. watching them lil kids... strike me that they have to be really independent like that... some of the young ones are just so blur.. so small... can even get bullied by the big ones!
as i see them, i tried to recall my pri1 in mg... lol. but i think it's the time when you really have to takecare of yourself! oh man, next time if i have a kid... i will go to sch to make sure he's okay!(: cool mummy! haha

"weijern is my bestfriend!" -lucas (bro's friend)
"hey guys, i present to you my da jie" -weijern

jonny and muggingpartner are back from camp! SO EXCITING! police get to go back earlier! i want to see their hair or botakhead. hot jonny says that we should all meet up! i hope i'll be back just in time on sun. YAYYYYY ((: (hyperventilates again cause it's jonny)
muggingpartner, stop disappearing now when youre appearing k

Dear God, PLEASE protect us, protect the team. you leadeth me. and strengthen us, let us be ready for any spiritual fight up ahead. thank you for you are faithful (:
in Jesus name,
Amen

for you i will

2007-04-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

elena's activities circle
kindergarten/driving/tuitioning/lazing at home <(-(..)-)>zZz/GAMING?/catching up/munchins ((:

anyways, I LOVE MY JOB! shucks. i love kids and kids love me! *laughs to herself* they're SO adorable. youre just steps from heaven, whenever they greet you with their sunshine smileeee (: and sooner or later, you start acting like them. playing catching... saying 'WAHHH' to planes that fly across... playing mahsuk.. jumps and hops ard! feels good to be a kid (:

annn-yway, news coming from ns camps are somewhat the same... widespread monotony as they march through their daily drills and as everything just becomes repetitive. i got new from HOT JONNY (hyperventilates excitedly) and he says, that he hates marching. (LOL) and that he misses everyone (: jonny, the kids miss you dude. and sherman's still feeling sian when he can see jonny all the time? haha.

uni updates! ntu faculty test results will only be out after may! and just went for smu business interview a few days back!! and i met.... alicia, brendanmok, pinks, freda and cj ppl there (: was definately outspoken... but analytical? wells, the prof was staring at me when he asked for extra opinion and i was too freaked out at the moment to speak.(oops!) and while writing my essay, i see brendan's car pencilcase! ((: LOVES CARS that bugger. and we went to pinks shop! GOSH, the clothes are GORGEOUS! i MUST go there and try out the clothes beyond my expenses (: chats with brendan on the cab are always awesome (:

and SOON, I AM GOING TO MEET JOCE CHAN. who has a job ((: girl, we need to have our endless talks again! and catch up.. lets go pinks shop! heehee.

still,
confused. GAHH
all i know is that,
im still pretty fine when you or you are not around. which is great! time flies when i needed it to (: fast enough to keep me oblivious about the missing puzzle pieces of you or you in my life. problem is.. it is you or you? cause it has to be just one you.

when will i start to make sense.

did the captain of the titanic cry?

2007-04-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

i think about you baby,
and i dream about you all the time
it gets hard but it wont take my love.

male EXODUS
thurs, fri: gareth, eddybirdyboy, willie bro, xiaoan, son son, saw
finally by this week, the guy population have officially shrunk and will stay like this for awhile. they're all wiped out! and away in ARMY. a place that can possibly and hopefully change them evil buggers into good gentlemen.

and their reactions to their cool haircut was just hilarious!

hun thinks that he looks funny and weird! sherm was abit sian that it's all gone. yeow felt like he was super exposed :D eddybirdboy was just freaking out and about to faint by the lost of hair.. and gareth was emoing and thinking that it'll never grow back!
haha. this bunch of people are the most VEIN POKS around, and obviously they have been surveying their hair in front of the mirror for at least 10times a day. being paraniod and all!! emo emo.

yay, havent entered extreme depression and my job probably helped! this friday was particularly cheerful as i greeted one of my cute kids first thing in the morning (: little n1s cuddling up to me.. playing 'mah suk' with them again! now that im enjoying it and a huge ponytail girl saying 'im so full already' in a high pitched voice, holding her tummy. she said IM HOT! (more like i tricked her into it) helping them tie hair.. (this boy has same leg calves as me!)
the weird thing is, whenever i ask them to SMILE*, they do ANYHING other then smiling! either screaming into your face, making funny face. look angry.. really cute ((:
and ofcourse, sitting by them until their parents came (:

plus, ive passed STAGE1 of driving! BEAMS :D

and harrypotter is waiting for me.
reminder to all, pls keep the ns kia-s in prayer ya. God will work amazing strengths through them! (:

something's telling me that it'll
JUST be you,
all of my life.

someday

2007-04-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

.
.
Two years later
he's still on my mind
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

I'm speeding by the place that I met you for the 97th time,
tonight

how disturbing can it be:
she hates the idea of them
but over and over again, she falls back
because when they are together,
she wished moments with him
could last forever

me and germaine were whining about ns this morning. "ns robs me of my friends" agreed. we dont even want to think abt msn man. comes a time when you realised that youre so old that your friends are going into ns already! HOPEFULLY, turning into men. and in a few days, it just took some friends away.. :((

finally,
it's a time when i appreciate the existance of girlfriends,
without those NAUGHTY NOISY buggers around.
maybe this is when heaven begins,
a period free from all the jacking, 'bully'ing, shouting..
(esp when they are either waiting to give their heads a new makeover or still in there since jan. )

is it a happy thing?
well,
it SUCKS so far :(

EMO.
i tried to be emo on the toy shelves as me and gabriel went vivo today to shop for his mum's gift and spent a hell load of time in toys r us! he's one deprived child! but it was ultra fun going back to toys and stuff! brings back memories today in kindergarten, when i was overseeing boys playing lego and girls playing 'mah suk'
line of the day that made me smile...
a boy told his brother: "youre my bestest brother in the whole world" AWW.

GAHHHHH.
i dont like the feeling of having less people around me.
or being CONFUSED about love.

One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...

as easy as lovers go

2007-04-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

i am SO TIRED by the travelling today.
note: adm video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cld2SikODXc

today the kids had easter celebration and boy, was it tiring!! lols. it feels like a mini orientation, when i was explaining the games at the stations to the kids (: even though it SO DARN TIRING trying to organise them and get them going... but when you hear them sing and see them smile, makes you feel like heaven instead (:

and again, on my way to hun's place, im bound to drop off wrongly and congrats, elena did! hun doesnt know his house is the blue, purple, greenish one! and im pretty sure i have animal-affinity cause the twinie doggies were like chasing me around the table licking and licking but they're so cute! but thanks for the times ya, hun tocks and jan. till we meet again!

and i owe a HUGE APOLOGY to dearest muggingpartner. sherman ho! hoei.. so sorry ya, but ultimately chuckles still travelled to serangoon ok! super far, btw! i was like in another country on its own cause im completely LOST in that place. but i still made it there! mission accomplished! ((: and pls dont die inside okay! even without grenade, it can be dangerous too!

felt like doing visitation. lol.

today, the time has come for darcy, corn, kevinkong, bennybooboo, nic ho
TOMORROW (tues),
sherm, hun, jonny, markp, engyeow meets their destiny!

on my long draggy bustrip home, thinking about closefriends leaving... makes me super emo. so channelled all my thoughts to harrypotter, before bro j'e called. even if they're going in for like 2weeks confinement, it feels like they're not coming back!
but that's the way it is, we exaggerate about it all the time! (:
and by the end of this week, no. of ppl online in msn is gonna drop drastically cause only the guys go online usually. lolol.

people,
youre always the ones telling ppl to takecare
when you need more taking care of.
PLS TAKECARE and GOD BLESS ((:

explicit details

2007-04-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

because He lives,
I can face tomorrow
because He lives,
all fear is gone!

PICS from meetups --- UP SOON!
my ADM video on youtube (: --http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cld2SikODXc

friday:
i did sth extraordinary at night.....
why did i went all the way to the cathay, to randomly pass some paints to muggingpartner, met some judokas, then led myself into a scary movie, came out terrified, ending up freaking out every night. WHY! oh and sherm slept during the movie. SIAN.
haha. cause im nice and i do anything k ((:

saturday: FACULTY TEST! hahas. i met karen, after so long! and some other cj people (: iggy cheat my feelings! and i dont wish to say anything else abt it, just waiting for God to lead. led my toughest worship session during the buru meeting. (i think the sherman there in the meeting was rather pleasing to the eye :D) and then we went to spore bible college at night to eat with our teacher and played a whacky game of tabletennis! lydia, laughs!!

"please shift your trash as you shift your sittings" (eugene wants to take yeow as trash along)

sunday: EASTER DAY ((:
we had ALOT of laughs after church. yeow decided to reach church super early today cause he wanted to create a good ending impression. lol. after church, my class went out (: and i told gareth and yeow to PLS come out of ns as MEN, and not kids snatching 10bucks! x)
after giving them a parting gift,
i KNEW that they were going to compare paperbags, concluding that theirs is for the cool and handsome. they're so close, but always trying to argue with each other!!

yeow is determined to come out of ns with 8pacs and help auntyveron boost some sales at her cakeshop using his abs. LOL. yeow's such a comedian! and he said that gareth is like one lump of nothing! lol. so then we ambled our way by bus to taka! taking SUPER LONG to settle down to a place to eat! we went EVERYWHERE! and that's cause we love malcolm who didnt wanted to eat pepperlunch. yeow and gareth didnt treat!

sharing a table with 3guys is BAD!
guy #1: gareth yeo. big mouth monster, potential "ghost" in camp, places chunks of meat on the stove and then GETS TOO LAZY TO FLIP HIS MEAT! throws everything into the pot! selfish enough to cook one meat at one time!
guy#2: malcolm ho. trashbin, we dumps everything at him but he's so picky! only useful at peeling prawns, talking crap WITHOUT cooking much. gave me 'food'
guy #3: joshua. big eaters, takes your cooked meat away!!
so i was MAID/MUM/TRASHBIN. (better than toilet cleaner yeow)
malcolm:"no shit! my mum's not that ugly!" elena: "i'm so used to this..."

at anna and yeow's table, they were trying to kill gareth with their food! experimenting all their food! LOLOLOL. and yeow uses his ladle for everything!
marc, keith randomly suans me about driving -.-"

SUCH FUN! :D
yeow's ultimate line today: "if i was a girl, i'll love myself!"
that's so him! my goodness! and his imaginary girlfriend.
malcolm's line: "joshua, can i call you jo?" (joshua backs away)
elena's GOOD line: "malcolm, what is this? this-is-a-bowl! B-O-W-L! get it?"
anna's line: "tum-pui! HAHAHAHHA"
serena's line: "i want more PRAWNS!"

when i was calling hun, they thought that he was my imaginary friend?? haha. and they took up hun's idea of having me as maid -.-" and they went to watch scary movie! GARETH PSK! he said he really wanted to accompany me. gahhh! boy! try on my jacket! haha.

and then, i went to meet hun and sean lee! sean came calling me "aunty, el fei fei!" and they BOTH tried to explain how they braved everything to meet me. jacked till siao. mrbean movie was funny! (: but quite typical i guess. with the 2monkeys showing me similarities btwn me and mrbean. sadly, i thought i looked more like the chicken! smart hun knew there were hidden clip after credits. after the movie, WE REALISED HUN'S A GIRL, and that I'M ENLISTING SATURDAY. jack jack jack. we had such fun amidst the suaning-elena-part. it sucks when there's 2guys that are tall enough to make you hit into their elbow! armpit-scrubber.... LOL.

all the MANtalking. one is my buddy, one is my bestfriend. and they both pushed me to the road! AHHH. lols.

as the mad day comes to an end, to the ns kias... hey, pls takecare alright.

listen to your heart

2007-04-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

唯有谁能把你抢离我手套
你是我的专属天使
为我能独占
唯有谁能取代你在我心上

COUGHING.sneezing.shivering.COUGHING.sneezing.shivering

when will it end?

and now that the kids are telling me more and more things about their little lives, i have to pick up the skill of understanding preschooler's language and speak that way too. sometimes, i say sth that i think is funny but then they just stare at me. but i do learn and i know only certains things would make them laugh.. like making yourself stupid-looking. HAHA.

im feeling extra emo this mourndy thurs and round of good friday... maybe it's a time when you know when to sat aside lighthearted things.. and focus on things that weights emotionally heavier. THANKS JESUS, for dying for me. and i really want to do ANYTHING that can glorify your Name and make You smile from above.
the glory of His love.

today,
i had driving and i drove to sunset way! i met nessabay (: but then i was late, and gareth had a good laugh! he was with my brother and cousin when i got there. my brother told him in a very fake way that he'll miss gareth and his tuitions with him. lol. and im surprised at how close gar is twith my cousin! but then, it was funny seeing him stuff like 5 of my grandma's pohpiahs in 15minutes and then, teaching him how to make good-quality pohpiahs.. but obviously to him, it's the quantity that satisfies his gigantic mouth.
hey, thanks for letting me tell the whole world to you.. and at the same time, keep part of yours forbidden, just feel that way i guess.

no matter how crazy it sounds,
ya i guess
i still do.

there's always something getting in the way,
it's not me,
it's you.
finally, here comes the emotional shower

i cry my tears away

2007-04-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

i am about to COUGH MY LUNGS OUT.
oh darn, it's the worst cough that ive had since primary school! oh shucks. but im just happy that MORE KIDS are remembering my name! (: they say all the funniest things and get angry over the simpliest problems! how cute. i need to settle disputes about who push who, who shout at who... and they get amused by the same spider on the tree everyday! (:

a girl is still calling me "elewina" but i like it (:

and good friday is coming. i think i shared it last year, that it doesnt take an occassion to remind us of God's love for us when He gave us Christ for our salvation... but prompts us that to remind ourselves of this abundant love everyday! and always remember Christ's being blameless on the cross, just for us.

darling of heaven crucified.

tomorrow, meeting hun buddy, janice, eileen *BEAMS* :)) and then rushing back for tuition with gareth and brother before going church for service. let's hope that the late thing isnt still clinging onto gareth.
PS, msg to hannah.. girl, i have things to tell you. stand by me babe.

~~but now, when you are gone~~
not yet.

heaven by your side

2007-04-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

my debut art, media, design video. ENJOY!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!
the april fools thing is not getting to me this yr... after realising it was april fools, the day was half gone and i spent the rest of the day playing jokes with my lil brother. and his jokes are super badddd... but i just played along with that chubby fella (: after hanging up my art things, im back to bumming ard at home when there's no work! and ive resorted to doing sth more useful like reading harrypotter!

elena: i want your FORGE of the pheonix
tp: HUH?

anyways, i luuve weekends!! always feels like heaven hanging ard church people ((: we went to an oldfolks home and felt so good after that, knowing that you shared some warmth with people who really need them.
with that funky church bunch, it's pretty much the same stuff we do ever since 10years ago...
laughs,
smiles,
SUANING,
eating good food (:

yayy. tp girltalked with me on the way home on 61! yay. the days of the 61 gang (: i really enjoyed talking to him about random, emo stuffs and he gives the most enthusiastic remarks! and there was a miracle! i was cleaning my study table, FIRST TIME IN 2YEARS and i accidentally knocked over the bottle tp gave for christmas 3years ago, and IT DIDNT BREAK!
we know it sounds kiddish, but FRIENDS FOREVER! (((: so happy you came ta!

MOMENT of the weekend:
scenerio: we were going for dinner after yf, and i realised yeow wasnt going with us! which was really rare, esp when he was going into ns soon.....
elena: YEOW! do you know next week would be the last time you'll be eating dinner with us after yf?
(yeow just stunned there, froze with big eyes... silenceeee and everyone stares at him)
yeow (still not moving): im trying to CRY....

-more silence-

yeow ( STILL not moving): okay, HELP ME.
(joyce dashes to dip water on his eyes)
yeow sings wo nan guo: wo nan guo de shi fang qi ni, fang qi de mong...
(while singing, joyce was just having fun dipping water that she just POURED the water on him!)
yeow: WHAT???? (overdramatic)

the overdramatic and usual daring-to-strip pose
without gareth around, he was trying to show he has the biggest muscles of all. LOLOL

you and i
cannot hide
the love we feel inside
the words we need to say

ARGH.
i think yeow's funny behaviour still cannot push away the emo going on inside me. all along, i dont know how to feel... and there's no point in cracking my brain to figure out what kind of feeling should be right. i guess i'll only know when emo-ness starts kicking in, when youre gone. if only we could live twice ya.

here without you baby.

2007-03-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

when i found my place
seem heaven by your side.

when youre next to me,

i can see,

the greatest story love has ever told.

finally, after 2 hectic weeks, i have my portfolio, video and essay tucked away safely in the ntu office of admissions (: yay. hours of hardwork and effort boiled down to just a 1minute submission! and tonight i could finally snooze without colourpencils, pencils and paper on my bed! yay. for the pass 24hours from 3pm ytd -3pm today, i have been breathing, eating and sleeping art! it was a stressful, last minute rush as i created my debut video in less then a day and it turned out good!! (:
but really, ALL GLORY GOES TO GOD!
without him, it wouldnt have been possible! i encountered problem in ANY area while i was preparing... everything just WENT WRONG.

1. i lost my videocam in taka! (but it was found! THANK GOD! and joce witnessed it with me)
2. problem with converting the dvd file to vcd file.
3. problem of working with moviemaker AFTER conversion
4. noob at using comp microphone
5. not enough pieces in portfolio
6. unable to scan pieces bigger than a3!
7. bad-english essay! unable to burn softcopy.

but it all resolved!!! thanks to GOD! to song'en, advisor for my video, to xiaoan, for editing my essay and to my parents, who were always there for me and helping me along with the running around to buy things. to caleb, joce, my sis, for making filming myself possible :))

now i know that whatever the outcome, it would have been God's plan!

(tiny msg to someone in bintan now... if you are ever bored enough or happen to randomly stumble upon this, gareth, you probably forgotten it by now but i went back to avecamour in blogspot, i dont know why also, and ive updated the account. just so you know, username is your cheesy email add, passwords stays. yup! just so you know)

updates!
I'm transferred to assist the kindergarten! and it's GREAT! KIDS, I LOVE THEM! as they play catching ard you, ask you to plant a tiny seed they found, as they drag me ard to see things, as they sit on your lap, fight to tell you RANDOM THINGS.
and they are remembering my name! YAY :D

current nic names so far: (ideally) ms ele, ms elena, (NOT ideally) ms coconut, ms garlic, ms pencil, ms elewina, ms nana, ms spider, ms thief
no. of child's poopoo ive cleaned: 2
no. of child who urinated on the floor: 1, WHY.

JONNY just had his lastday of work today :(((( gahhh. the kids will miss you mr jon.
jonny was a perfect gentleman to me and tash and we had a great movie night watching music and lyrics! with tash blasting her laughing at the shakin'! POP!

muggingbuddy is in london now! how exciting!! takecare over there youu and rem to come back bearing gifts! joke (:

went out with JOCEY BABE. it feels like heaven chatting with you about so many things. and it felt like we could talk forever until i LOST MY CAM! but we prayed, and boy did we get our miracle! girl, thanks for being there with me as we dashed ard orchard, as we ended in the artmusuem when i called the miracle call! the jump for joy and givingthanks to God! yay our God lives!! (:

plans:
1. buru meeting today morning with teepee :D, je and sel.
2. get driving up and going again! (:
3. hun lehhh, quick plan the meetup/mrbean day ya (:
4. edwin birdboy, dont be lazy. stompstomp!

baby's blackballoon

2007-03-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG!

oh well, chuckles is now a school teacher!! (: yay. im teaching lower primary now! and im really pro at problem sums and bar diagrams! but instead of getting jacking, i get cuteness everyday seeing their adorable faces! (i am not pido)

and now im known as teacher elena/allamanda.
the reason they like me is cause im a sweet-smelling flower. ((: SO SWEET*
wells, i told them to call me cutecute teacher but i think it was a WRONG MOVE! hahaas.

but then i got a very enthusiastic 'teacher elena' ytd from the preschoolers who were shouting out of the window! it was germaine's kinder class ((:

a MUST KNOW, hot jonny is now aka, MR JON! super cute when the kids call him! and they giggled when they realised he's gona be botak when he comes back from ns (: im gona make them call him mr jonny oneday!! ((: jonny, must come back to visit them! but it's really interesting to see jonny teaching lil kids!

kids: teacher elena! i think my brother is taller than you! teacher elena, actually you're quite short! teacher elena im gonna reach you...
little boy: teacher elena, are you embarrassed??
elena: ERMMM NO? (laughs)

and they tell me that they wash their hands inside their shirts! lols.
we had an interesting session of bittergourd for lunch time!(: and CHESS! (jon betrayed me)

a lil girl drew me a nice picture today!
HAPPY (((:

yougottabe

2007-03-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

chuckles is turning into non-chuckles recently!
*freaks* THIS IS A BAD THING. i have no idea whats happening but im always flaring up and getting moody... grrr. it MUST be the stress.

reasons for being sad/moody/pms-yy:

1. my sister gets a new laptop when i need one too.
2. my mum complains that i dont have time to buy one, when it's cause our timings clash.
3. i didnt go watch nemo on ice :((
4. AMD admission criteria is driving me crazy: my portfolio is far from completion, 3min video with no videocam yet, essay is still missing.
5. my phone is falling apart
6. my room lights are going crazy and flashing... GRR.

reasons to feel otherwise:

1. COMPLETED MY UNI ADMISSIONS!
2. karen says that i most probably can get into amd (:
3. i still have friends that keeps me smiling ((:
4. yeow and gareth are not going into ns yet so the comical duo is still jacking me, but making me forget my problems with their stupid faces and comments.
5. my bro is around!!
6. I AM CHUCKLES.

i checked my old blogs,
and i realised that i was much happier then compared to now.

you gotta be hard

you gotta be tough

you gotta be stronger

You gotta be cool,

you gotta be calm

You gotta stay together

listen as your day unfolds,
challenge what the future holds

princecharmingggg

2007-03-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

just to be the next to be with you (((:

i woke up at 10 today. FREAK, badminton was supposed to be at 10. and there goes my chance to go to the gym! hahaha, i long expected myself to miss my gym session! HAHA. so then, i got out of the house late too cause i realised i LOST MY WALLET :( so phoned coordinator gareth.
elena: gareth yeo, im out of my house late cause i lost my wallet
gareth: HUH! where are you now!
elena: ermmmmmmmmm just outside my house?
gareth: EXPECTED. youre damn slow..

-.-" to have the king of lateness to tell you that is really bad! haha. but it was a good badminton session. sweat it outtt (:

and the miracle happened again! MY WALLET WAS FOUND at taka! ((: cool. God's amazing at reassuring me tt He's always there for me. and it's one more wallet miracle!! (: i tell you, that wallet loooves me! HAHA.
first thought when it was lost: OH SHIT! there goes my ic, my ezlink, my creditcard, my pdl, my money..
on 2nd thought: it was worst to lose all the memories that you have safely kept in that wallet. yupyup! (: wells, I FOUND IT ((: thank God!

and my day was so much brighter today, cause I MET DARLING HANNAH! and dearest JIAEN (: yayyyys! it took me awhile to meet her! *hugs*
we couldnt stop talking in kfc. she told me so many things abt jc life, boys, girls.. and we just talked and talked and talked like forever! she knows so many things that i ended up repeating everything! and girl, boy am i glad to be out with you cause i know that you probably have to turn down so many BOYS that are QUEUING UP for a date with you!! wells, BOYS, we have to live with them. and even though jiaen was there, i didnt care and i said it straight.....

BAS (boys are stupid)
they can NEVER figure out what youre trying to tell them until you simply say it straight in their face! it's like there's one part lacking in their brain or sth.. that stops them from understanding us and from getting that info across! GOSH.

and me and hannah have promised to be girls that will never take the initiative (: but i guess to take it is good sometimes too (: wells, hannah reminded me of SOMEONE again! you brought back old memories. girl, you really like him or sth, your words are influential and im starting to think clearly alr! (:
whats the point of being treated like shit when you can be treated much better?
but what if you cant be treated better cause its not time yet? grr.
but still, YOU ROCK (:

and we had a nice shopping session just browsing at temptation. haha. and luckily we didnt piss jiaen off! :)
JIAEN, youre an awesome brother who cares so much! it's not easy following two girls who especially loves shoes and clothes and have to go into every single shop for at least 10minutes each ((:

jiaen, youre still a guy after wearing that! nth fell off! lol.

and we camwhored while we chilled in starbucks! and i met frans and gillian there (: and then, i get to see princecharming, wu zun ((: arhhh, he's adorable!

seeing hannah and jiaen so happy, makes me want to be happy too...
PRINCE CHARMING............... *emo emo*

prince charming must look like that (: haa. IN MY DREAMS.

my shopping cart:

1. u2 pastel spag

2. purple longsleeve lacey top (:

3. limegreen cardigan from zara

4. white 3quarts

5. fos brown knee skirt (:

6. (NEW) charles keith's nice sophiscated bag that i want!

7. (NEW) charles keith's white heels

i want the offshoulder brown lacey top from esprit but it cost freaking 70bucks!
GRRR, SOMEBODY HAS TO STOP ME FROM SHOPPING!

okay, work tomorrow!
pixiee out ((:

drive all day

2007-03-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

I'm a creep, i'm a weirdo,
what the hell i'm doing here,
i dont belong here.

i'm convinced that i will never find my prince charming. oh wells, happythoughts.

drive by

OMGosh during driving lesson today, I WENT ON THE ROAD! OUTSIDE! AH! finally i have the potential to be a hazard on the road! *AH*

i have 2 instructors, one that stays extremely calm and let me do all the crazy things like extreme right turns that ive not done before! and another one that is ultra careful and ultra particular about my turnings... and being super exact abt how you cross your hands on the steering wheel. last lesson, I SET MY PERSONAL RECORD OF STALLING LESS THAN 5TIMES! yayyyy. i start every lesson with a clean memory about how to drive, it feels like the first time behind the wheel all the time! (: but today, i guess i stalled ard that many, cause he was making me jam the brakes at 2nd gear and sometimes, you jam it too much.

one bad bang: hit a curb in the circuit
one attempt to kill myself: forgotten to stop infront of a dotted line, driving into oncoming traffic!

THANKGOD for instructors and their footbrakes! HAHA.
i got so freaked out when my instructor just changed gears up and up! *creeps* but it was fun (: OVERDRIVE (: haha.
i cant believe im driving on the road and giving way to pedestrians and jaywalkers!!! :D

and i babysitted my bro today! (: the fat boy staring in a disney channel movie now looks like my bro!! SO CHUBBY! i love my bro's overdramatic nature (: the way he exaggerate about everything. i had fun cleaning up his leftovers, (possibly) cleaning up his poo-poo, making sure he's bathing and singing finely. and he taught me how to pack the bed correctly today (:
what can i do without this cute bugger of mine (:

one happythought: watching spongebob's retarded episodes and watch my brother mimick spongebob! HAHAHAAHA.

i went orchard with my bro today and he dashed through the sports shops asking the salesperson.. "do you know where to find boy's swimming costume?
and when he found them, he was shocked and told me: "they only have underwear for boys!"

going out with hannah tomorrow!! *jumps for joyyyy* girl, we're going to talk till the cows come home, i'll drag j'e along!
gabriel, do portfolio (:
since im playing badminton with gareth and the rest tom, my attempt to go to the gym in the morning might fail. HAHAHAH.

I'm a creep.

2007-03-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

And I wish I was special
Youre so special

Another lazy day bumming ard at home! HAHA. was shocked by how fast the due date for university applications is. so i'm pretty much stuck at home working on my portfolio, 400word essay and 3min video!! GIRL, THINK HIGH STANDARDS. it has to be THE BEST, just like old times.

and after many late nights, it's time to be daddy's good girl and be at home more often now that my sis is in kuantan doing cip and my bro is in a (very exciting) chinese camp. but here are some photos that speaks how life has been ((:

REMIX! i think it's good that this time, the j3s are only in charge of being station masters... less of the planning part but more on the facilitating! (: its the time of the j2s anyways! but it was ultimately fun ya (: hun, looks like we didnt ps each other after all! sherm and santos, it was awesome seeing you guys coming back! and i bet it wasnt easy staying awake all the way yes ((: cheers to you (((: and darcy! coming after a crazy mambo night! cheers to you too (:
and it was a good time catching up with j2 facils. i made a bestfriend, sean lee! hahaha you really gave sherman a random hug! my goodness!!! hhahaha. and shamir! chuckchuck hopes you get ya cap soon! (: and YOU! went to smear my face with choking shampoo and make me malu in front of the j1s TWICE, while i was announcing my station's winner!! and i can NEVER FORGET how i TRIED to get back on you... running running, smear, laugh, slip, FALL on your stupid slipper mat! and i really think you have a fan base now filled with j1 girls. and to janice! you rock girl! you prove that size is not all that matters right (:

the enka jap babes ((:

janiceeeeee

the dudes: aladdin (alvan), NEWpimp daddy (sahmir) and judoka (seanlee)

waiting for photos from petrina, seanlee and ellyne (:

and ROCKAFELLAS (: hhahas. j3s were shooed to sit in the gallery :( but i guess it was a good show though. thought the vibe could be more! more like last year.. but i guess this time they didnt allow people to jump in the front! :(( but the music was good (((: yay paddy (:
i was freaking flashing the cam at markp. HAH. and there was no connection between me and the stage... cause of hun's hair! tall shit.. its like i see black grass in front of the bands.

cam whoring with joce and ele in the canteen! and i remember the guy in front of us!

and me joce and tocks CAM-WHORE like nothing!! AH madness (: sweethearts! we need to go starbucks one day yesyesyes!

it can never get any better then this!!! picture perfect ((:

and i get to sit with hearthrob jonny? OHYAY! HAHAHA. im taking over your place in the kindergarten after all (:

and gave iggy his sexy babe back (: say thankyou! and he really wants to take photos (:

eeeeee... haha iggy!

kowtow to this band!

paddy was like a rockstar!~

krgsman?? errr err err.. cracksman!

ketsu, my SUPERMAN! (:

paddy and darcy scones (: remember??

GOTH ISIAH

me joce brendanmok and pinks went to newton after tt (: even though we didnt get the bestest hokkienmee, it was still great (: thanks people! we have to come back to eat all the hokkienmee stalls there!

lastly, went ntu and nus with cj people in the end ((: had to listen to gabriel's LAME LAME jokes (even worst than claudio's) and let jared smash my head on sunday! let saw take my balloon and let it fly away! as they just laughed at the balloon in the sky! and hear the squeaky voice after charles breathed in helium! HAHAA. and ofcourse, seeing prettysweet joceeeeee. haha. yay POP soon! and i can wait for hell to unleash on me once jared books out! joce, lets go shopping soon and forget about boys. hahah kidding kidding (: i know you miss that army boy the most!!

i really like nus's campus life and feel (: but my course has to be in ntu! :( why cant there be an art school in nus!! :((((

ahhhhhhhhhh.

brief comments

2007-03-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

why the hell am i STILL doing online.

im gona knock out anytime now!
I'M BURNT! my nose hurts, my cheek hurts, my eyelids hurt!
paddy laughed and called me a burnt hobbit!!

1day at pa,
1 shampoo stationgame,
10 rounds,
10+ trips to the tap (with and without shampooed j1s)
30 igs to control and shout at,
COUNTLESS buckets of water carried.

80% body covered with dirty shampoo.
4 times badly smeared at.
1 failed attempt to get back on shamir!! (why did you stand on your slipper mat??)
1 fanstatic merry-go-round ride by yiliang! ((:
1 new nickname: CHUCKCHUCK!
1 new bestfriend: sliteye sean!

no surrender, no retreat

2007-03-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

obviously, i wont be such a movie spoiler and go tell everyone what happened in the show.
BUT 300 IS A GOOD MOVIE! ((:
it's better then any movie in the theatres now! seriously, its good.
action, blood, 6pacs, and touching *sobsob*

today's brother jiaen's birthday! yay. and for him, i got dragged in to watch 300! it was m18, and i was super freaked out alr on my way to greatworld. clinging onto seh and gene, whining on and on and going 'liao liao liao' cause i seriously dislike war-related shows.

(people wishing to watch, DO NOT read from here)
----------------------------

the costume's so cute! lol.

BUT this GREAT epic movie proved me wrong. amazing. it was more then just gory images and blood spattering for free, more then nice red cloaks, and good 6 and 8pac bodies from the spartan army! (: (after awhile, you realised that they all basically have the same buff body, just diff actor) the super COOL slow mo actions of them fighting! *stab slit cut*, the rhino scene, the elepants, the show was moving! and makes you wonder whether such unbelievable patriotism to a kingdom/country still exist today (apart from terrorism) their bravery and courage was amazing. and the 300 are there LAUGHING at the endless spread of soldiers, actually happy that that golden opportunity finally came when they can go against a worthy army. death was sth glorious!

shield poke method's cool.

soldier with arrows pierced talked to halfdead king:
"my king, it was my honour to fight alongside you this day"

(that's it! that line triggered it. and i started tearing for the warriors! they were so brave sacrificing themselves, the pain! and defending a country kingdom that needed a lady to hit them back into making the correct decision and send more troops... IT'S ABOUT TIME? )

sobsob the king was yelling for his queen before he dead but she couldnt hear him. sob sob
sobsobsob. sad queen waiting for king that dead in war :( sobsob
A perfect, undefeatable team
its unbelievable.
STUPID TRAITOR

and it's equally amazing how we started laughing at weird parts.. spoofing everything ourselves.. seeing random goats wearing clothes, wondering how every of the 10,000 soldiers can hear the rally speech or do they just follow whatever the front does.. "eh raise spear alr la!" and the whole redundant porn sex part was just enough to fill in the extra minutes. laughing at head flying. at wounded ppl randomly shouting, screaming. persian gay guy! LOL.

yay, good good movie (:

anyways, sherm, it was great seeing you coming back! hardwork paid off! :)) and i'll buy nice clips next time!
gareth, thanks for the cab back! can cut down on my bro's tuition food to pay for the cab. HAHA.

"the soldiers look thirsty, lets give them sth to drink"

anddream, tomorrows on its way

2007-03-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

Every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
they were like northern stars

hey, the video's not working! :((( sorry! but pls be happy!

my pri2 tuition girl is really sweeeet. she lurves pink too and she leans on me while i teach her! but she gets really naughty after awhile and always hides her math workings from me. and i bought assessment books for my other kids! i feel like a mother.
tomorrow's cj's orientation02. it will be my 4th orientation facilitating. im addicted to the building of endless memories from orientation, the fun is just amazing ((: well, i told tp, i always try to be sad when ppl feel bad going cj aft postings... but the fact is that it's my sch... so i shouldnt feel that way (:

tp, moretalks! :D

promise hun to not be late tom.
and have the objective of waking shm tom.. and that's probably the quickest fastest way to up your phone bill and give your ears a little challange hearing real tehhing! and if he's going to sch, must plus escort by elena and plus free hug from "my bestfriend" sean lee. HAHA. i tried very hard also okay.

God bless the broken road

that led me straight to you

howgreatisOURGod

2007-03-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

Happiness is five different crayons

Knowing a secret, climbing a tree

Happiness is finding a nickel

Catching a firefly,

setting him free

((:

a videomontage from my bro's kindergarten concert!
at that time, i was undergoing one of the depressing and bitter days, and this video actually made me smile. so may this make you smile as well! (:

i hate myself for not being able to make people happy sometimes. ARGH.

ANYWAY, really have to thank my aunt. she's a prof in nie so could have a word with the prof from the ADM faculty in ntu. and she gave me some info (: and for design, it's probably the most qualified choice already.

ADM: an interllectual and creatively balanced 4-yr undergraduate program in a wide spectrum of art, design and media disciplines, leading to an internationally recognized Bachelor of Fine Arts degree.

probably the way it is. or is it? nus? usp?
IM PUZZLED AND CONFUSED STILL.
God, make my way!

AH.

crossroads

2007-03-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

im at the crossroad

(2march07)
"elena is seriously nervous la..." -weixin

ya man. first time seeing elena like this aye. i kept my mouth shut for the longest time in school on friday. sure i was happy that cj did better... but was more concerned about my own. well, tried to track back to the As period but realised i didnt even comment on it... i just blogged... "i shall not say anything cause there's really no point"

AND I DID CRY IN THE END.
i know myself too well. stoning emo.

mrbala looks at me and shakes his head.
mslee gives me a look of acceptance.
ms soh hugged.
mrstan hyperventilates with me.
ms low just beamed.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for wholeness and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me. When you seek me with all your heart."

-Jeremiah 29:11-13

Thank you God, i would have been empty without You. pls lead the way.

AND TODAY CALLS FOR A CELEBRATION!!!
MAN U vs LIVERPOOL (:
went to songen's house to watch after yf! and i shall say, it was a good goal but not really a glorious win? o'shea in the 91st minute!
wells, the hardcore man u fans think otherwise... and their reason: (tp says) we played like crap, lost rooney thru injury, scholes thru red card and giggs and ronaldo played so badly and WE STILL WON. mark of a champion.
elena says: in other words, DAI KOO.

okay boys, whatever! just thinking that liverpool fans would be feeling darn shitty after that match! but still, great bdae surprise for xinan as we attempted to play a random game of polarbear during halftime when we brought in the cake when everyone's sleeping! listening and wasting your life listening to daniel's words. LOL. nearly throwing aaron out for being a neutral-pro-liverpool fan. eugene going MAD. and gareth coming in for the free cake and free ride home after the match! HAHAHAHA.

today went to visit facil training! and made friends with mrtan's son! he just went mad when he became hun's godson! and jason trained him to be a dangerous assasin taking a bamboo stick and poking everyone. he even attacked me! and what a hilarious scene... jason was dragging him on the floor with the bamboo stick cause he wanted to be dragged! and we just broke down laughing and forgotten about massdance! puppeteers... :D it was great to see the j2s! sliteye sean YOU WATCH IN! sahmir, i owe you that 1.5l water ((((:

my bro said in an innocent way: i have to support arsenal and not man u cause man u is the red devils and we cannot support the devil! ( i was speechless)

and a love note to JOCE:

SWEETYPIE! :D

MORE GIRLS TALK SOON (: and bring along acid! you know you know (:

pics up soon promise!

our time is running out

2007-02-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

Because,
i can see us holding hands,
walking on the beach our toes in the sand.

(chuckles wrote on 27th feb)
okay, chuckles really dont feel like blogging anymore! :((

As will be out soon... and i wonder whether people are really freaking out... ms lee probably will be seeing my marks soon and from her expression that day, probably can guess what ive got... just dont want to disappoint her.

problem is,
she has too high hopes on me!

ok, i'll just accept whatever comes my way and naturally, it goes with the crying!
wells, stupid computer is screwed up again and my dad asked me to go find some friends that deals with comps... ARGH! i want my laptop!!! windowvista is so darn impressive! :D
teeeeepee was in the national lib today and i wanted to go pop a cheerful HI to him ((: that bugger is one of the nice guys i know :D hahh but was at home watching fullhouse today and missed out on meeting him! :( next time aye. and while watching tv, i happily saw my sis's special spongebob balloon FLY OUT OF THE WINDOW! it floated away and i scramed to take my slippers and chased aft it until it floated behind the bungalows.. and i was like.. oh no, it's gone! *freaks* and then, got lost in bugis with exmuggingbuddy today. all the dragging ard was fun in a way HAHA. dumbo (:

and i still owe joyce and joce presents!
and needs to go buy random stuffs... prob with j'e, marc, mal n serena tom.

*ceeya!

therecanbemiracles (:

2007-02-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

how great is our God
sing with me, how great is our God
and all will sing
how great
how great is 0ur God ((:

IM BACK!! yay. life is fun again! hahahas. wells what a fulfilling trip! joted down my thoughts and feelings but im just lazy to copy it down now. knowing that i went there to help the people there, i ended up learning so much more from them! ((:

it was such an eyeopener! cows and bulls that roams around the land when just nice, my station for stationgames was at that patch of land! with the cowdunk as well! and chickens and pigs running everywhere... but the qn is whether or not you see them running ard or on your table! HAHA.
we were at war with the kampong chicken
3days of pork and pigoil with supper everynight means a MAJOR DIET AND EXERCISE for me!

most importantly, i'll miss the hospitable people there (: their simple-mindedness and their willingness to share.. everytime is just less complicated there.
their strong faith and truthful prayers... my spiritual role models.

i witnessed His miracles, and His power.
God is great! :DD

friends, i promise to be back next yr! some of them even wanted to invite me to their houses! and they pulled me ard to take photos! where do you get that in spore! HAHA :D

missing all of you! ((:

im getting lazy to blog.
sighh.
meeting je and tp tom. YAY ((:

time machine

2007-02-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

i need to go faraway,
a few years back would be okay

i just need to unwind.

in about 3hours time, i would have to wake up... with me daddy and be on our way to the airport!! :D we're going on a mission trip to hainan, china!!! :)) guess me and lydia have been waiting for this day to come! to finally go hainan, like many of our church 'zhang bei's...

wahhh. i cant imagine the madness we'll have at night... lydia, me and bimbo yinjia. madness. HAHAHA.
wells, i guess most importantly, i pray that God will always be with us and help us touch the hearts of the people there! cause ultimately, it is God who will be the harvester, we're just the ones sowing the seeds (: and may we be great testimonies of God and that miracles can be seen there!! ((: grant us journey mercy as well, on the budget airline. and good weather and good terrain there! pray for the speaker, the movie screening, the games, the christian walk

friends, do pray for us alright? (:

chinese newyear is getting more and more routine... but im just glad that i at least get to meet and converse with the faraway relatives at least once a year (: and this yr, im 'cliqueing' with the aunties and uncles... which mean, girl, youre AGEING!
and a great time to catch up with friends,

it was awesome meeting up the NSboys, jared, graham and yang! guess apart from the training and shit, they gained alot of new experiences and fun. weird sergeants, the commands, the waterparades, the recruits, the singalong sessions, wandering ladies at night..you guys look the same!...... all the ns talking made me and lishan raise our eyebrows. and ofcourse, jared's brother leonard who's just so unpredictable and nice to have along (: takecare mate! and the other meetup with cornyyy, weixin and leslie for rounds of mahjong!! :D beginner's luck! it was fun fun fun ((: im just sorry i had to leave early. and ofcourse, exmuggingpartner which half-ps-ed me and chatted after his big win aye! why am i the only unlucky one that kana ahhhh. and to the churchyfers! (: for a funfilled tues playing munchins, bridge and gameoflife! to sebestian and tp for opening their houses to us monkeys! HORRAY for the laughter, jacking and catchingup!

new year pics and details out once im back! :D

needs to catch up with some sleep!
and As are not coming out this week!! i got notice from some of my mum's contacts...
but no matter when, IM SCARED.
God's will, God's will.

be back on monday!
DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH! (:

unforgivable sinner

2007-02-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

the clock strikes 12!

HAPPY CHINIESE NEW YEAR TO ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVE! :D
SMILE:)) and have a really prosper year ahead! and may all our dreams come true! ((:

met MACHO vivek today cause he's out of camp! :D (vv, stay strong!) and we had our longawaited meet up with ele at b&j! (: she and dawn are like workaholics! anyways i had my scoopy interview there! and i really wanna work at b&j cause they're like the happy people place! and i am a happy person so keep my fingers crossed and HOPE i made it through!

(to people that knows what happened to chuckles before As)
i was let in on sth. well, i wanted to know it anyway. so then, i decided to be brave and face it! after awhile, i got so annoyed, i closed it.

so now, chuckles is clear about what happened. and i need to shout it out:
ive gotten over with it alr but i cant believe i even became emo about it! i feel so disgusted. it was like i was super heartbroken about the whole situation while that person just goes on to find someplace else where the grass is greener! studies probably screwed up my brain to a point when im so STUPID enough to even make stupid decisions.

ele, thanks for listening to me and let me rant it all out n laugh at your comments. BOYS ARE STUPID, esp that type. and dont you worry because i know im WAY MUCH better than that! once joce is back, we can plan our grand plan >:)
here's the SMILE for you darl ((:

to that person: chuckles is nice but to you it might be an exception. i just wish that i dont have to talk to you again. unforgivable sinner....

i cant be bothered with it already! okay BACK to my day

i went to watch GHOSTRIDER with marc, serena, gareth, mal, keith! :)) mal didnt miss his thriller. even though the show has all the soul-sucking, body-burning, ghost-flying, satan-related stuffs... me and serena thought it was DARN COOL! WOO! I LOVE GHOSTRIDER! he only kills the bad people! and the young guy was cute (: when he grew up to be nicolas cage, we were like.. SIAN. but it was cool (: pls watch.

his flame-on transformation was COOOOL.

this scene of both ghostriders from 2 generations made me and serena jumping on our seats! :))

then i went to meet corn, willie and aloy (: they were playing the tennis game that sherm taught me the last time! and willie accompanied me to do some last min shopping! thanks girlfriend, you best! (: youre such a shopper! he helped me find jewellery. and made me feel like i have good taste cause he just agrees with all that i choose!

chuckles bought....

bodyshop liq eyeliner,

urs black heels,

forever21 red heart earstuds <3

HAPPPPPYYY (:

on fri, i went back to cj for cny! for the performance! with hun, kevin and markp... and when i met them in the canteen.... first thing i said... "kevin! you look beng man.." lols. but that bugger looks quite funky now. lols and i guess cny performance was alright! ODAC SANG THE SAME SONG AGAIN! making us laugh our heads off! and we had a look at the typical cj things... retarded games that classes place "that's class spirit! --hun" and how bad audience we can be! :D making random noises and stuff. and i met the cj dancers!! HUGGS TO ALL! (: and i had to tost 'yu sheng' with them.

and you can imagine alr... 15girls, 5guys and one small plate of food...
1,2,3...
*SCREAMS*
as the girls frantically throw the 'yu sheng' everywhere with their chopsticks WHILE screaming... soon the boys stood on the benches and started making 'yu sheng' free fall from 1m above the table.
chuckles runs away from the chaos with bits of vegetables on her arms.

then we made a dash to meet tocks in suntec! with eyeliner on, she's STILL the sweet girl i know (: and it was great meeting you sweets (:
we walked ard and saw really really cool movie figurines ((:and we had a mindless argument whether ponies are babyhorses or a breed on its own!!
and they concluded: ponies another breed la, just like elena's another human breed. she's a baby human. and when me and tocks were talking... they said.. dont they look like a foal talking to a pony!

the sentence i remembered... kevinkong: elena, i dont think we can leave you on the table, since they say pls dont leave your possessions behind!

before i go, note to self:
dont ever fall back and TRY to be happy cause you ARE alr happy!
dont go back to listening to happythoughts songs cause im way over it (: to those that stood by me: we need to talk. i need to boost my morale again! quickquick.

i cant believe

that i can be so blind

it like you were floating,

while i was falling and i didnt mind!

thats what friends are for

2007-02-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

okay it's been a long day at home :D
dad brought in a computer man and how the computer's well again! HORAYY!

so anyways, i was busy with tons of stuff today and finally came here to blog (in detail) about my awesome awesome vday yesterday!
okay, my day started out at 6.30am!! yanked myself out of bed... because i had to accomplish my secret vday mission: BAKE CAKE for my friends whom im meeting at night! but i had to leave the house for a oneday job at yishun by 10... SO IT WAS A RUSH!
with red eyes... i went to coldstorage to buy bettycrocker's cakemix! :) and by the time i was back... i was well ahead of time! :D so mixed everything and placed it into the oven of happiness!! :)) hahahaha. i bake it with love okay (: so everything seems to be fine... UNTIL THE CAKE STARTED CRACKING! FREEEEAK! so then, took out the cake and tried it... first impression to me, the cake was too dry, and tasted like its overcooked! AH DREADS :((

so then PLAN B: go get hershey's syrup to make the cake abit sweeter and moist. but i could get syrup anywhere.
PLAN C: i grabbed a bar of cadbury's chocs and melted the choc over a wok of steaming water!! and i messed up the kitchen real bad! and then, the cluminess of my first cooking attempt started to show... as water started mixing with the choc and i was fumbly with the wok here and there! OH SHEESH.

and by the time i ended......
10.40AM! DIE DIE DIE.

cabbed down to yishun and i got my first blow in my money pocket!! oh wells, met hafiz and thad there! and then i met a guy called bryan! and he was jes's boyfriend! OKAY IM SLOW! and with them, the more im convinced taht i myself am a bimbo! oh my goodness. elena, STOP BEING STUPID. hhahha. and i proved to them tt day that i have zero sense of direction and hundred percent absent-minded! oh wells, we were there to facilitate some amazing race event for the airforce team.. no cute guys :( wells, it went on well with old people running to pick envelop from me at my station!
and the walkytalky thing was real fun :D yayy! but then i didnt talk much crap into it. it's like better than handphones! hahaa. so at the end of the day, we cleared up and got our 50bucks! but 20 to cab, 10 to thad... 20 left! :((( oh and tt bryan ah! he was DAMN FAST at bullying me okay! hit head, shake chair, jackjack! you're one of them evilboys! *gasp*

i worked with them (:

and then rushed down to dhobygaut.... to meet hun! oh wells, jon wasnt there to spend vday with him man. so anyways, IM SO SORRY for making him wait for ages... but then, we went to ben and jerrys to meet ele! and dawn was there! and i stopped hun from being vulgar! come on.. it's vday! GOOD DAY and FILLED WITH LOOOOOOVE (:
spread the love ya! (:
and hun thinks he's super tall, cause he kept on kicking my bag containing the cake filled with love! youre kicking the love away!! stupid boy. and wells, pls believe in love and valentine's promise.

feel the loooove (:

ele's lost weight! youre super skinny sweets. and you know whos the staker.

none other than the boy that will believe in love one day!

then i realised that my church friends are alr in glasshouse! we actually gotten ourselves seats in there! cause the crowd outside the glasshouse was like majorly huge. i guess there were no single tables but many group tables! HAHA. and first thing i got there... I GOT JACKED BY THEM. and lydia and anna told me to check out some guy but nahhh. and charloette and suejean were there too! lovelove (: when i got back, they say i act popular and randomly go to tables to say hi! HOEI.

times with this bunch of whacky people is just MAD. we had super much fun laughing, cam-whoring, taking candid shots and stuff. and made super alot of noise! we were super extra there!! lols.

so maybe the pictures will say more about our night there! (:

hook a steamy affair (:

suejean! i see her everywhere!

pics of them trying out my cake that was bake with alot of tenderloving care! every mouthful is filled with love and hearts frm the maker! *mmmm* well, anna LOVED it (: but look at gareth and jiaen's face! super retarded! HAHA. and when engyeow came... he tried it too! and he ate it occassionally somemore cause it was placed next to him. So much that he couldnt eat the desert!
YAY!
first attempt in cooking: SUCCESS! :D

hmm.. why are they looking at us like that!

cause of us! :D hahahas. our famous cute shots! even if they tried to tilt the cam away, and try to make the cam start vibrating from the shot... or however they told us that the cam will spoil, we still took the shot! i think theyre used to it alr! (: so many years already!

shortfarts. ahah.

sweeet (:

gareth was like waiting for the cam to shoot him! super hilarious! wells when the cam came to him... it seems like the pose became sth normal that he always do (:

STUN.

and the one-and-ONLY pose that yeow always do! when the cam faces him... he automatically does that! and it's his face that makes it all funny! ((: youre such a comedian!

yeow looked like he found a fish in his cup! HAHA. i think he was just shocked cause we kopped his food! and eugene's way of kopping food was hilarious. he kope from yeow.. then replace it with his own. whats the point? :D

a pic where i looked super ugly! it started cause elena tried to koped yeow's food!! hahah ultra funny. man we were so high! and for taht pic, yeow's OILY knife went on my face more than one! AHHH.

i still kope :D let there be love SHARED among us (:

we all know that anna does crazy things when she gets high! well, kissing me and lydia was just uncalled for!! HAHA. she was crazy but it was fun (:

what shot is this? and gareth really likes the cam!

THE SAME THING!

do you see the similarity between the gays? that's the dont-ever-steal-my-food-or-i'll-steal-yours stare!

upside down ah!

eugene trying out the yeow pose! haha. GENE WAS MAD THAT DAY! haha or maybe just being himself! well, kinda miss all the retarded and whacky times we had when we were sec2! so let's do this more often k :D

mimicking lydia's famous pose! it just looks gross!

candid shots with smiles on our faces all the time! :D actually lydia has tons of candit shots! but SHE DELETE!

ah! what will i do without my sisters (: just that serena wasnt with us! she was obviously busy that night (:

and ofcourse sharing of food! LOL.

and alot of fun and happiness!

no wonder people gasp when we said we saw someone with a mouth bigger than gareth's. but anna... youre sweet (:

lydia and gene.

keith keeping his cool when we all got high!

well it was FUN (: and we had the lovepotion drink! and i said that you'll fall in love with the first person you see after taking a sip and eugene IMMEDIATELY covered his face! so i sipped and glanced and lydia... and lydia went NOOOOOOO! LYDIA! lols. and we were picturing gareth falling for engyeow from the other side... as he streches across the table and smashing all the food away! haha. okay, gou high.

engyeow is STILL doing that pose!

gareth trying to look nice and romantic? fail la! lols.

thats what friends are for (:

even though we knew each other for close to 10years, we never had a vday together! but little did we know that we were meant to be ideal dates for each other all this while! hahaha. it was awesome! even though we bombed our wallets in the end, it was worthit! haha so much for joking about yeow giving 10bucks to the beggar and ownself taking 9.90 change back! thank God for lydia, anna, gene, yeow, gar, keith and j'e

then i sat a bus back with engyeow and we had a nice going-home talk while dozing off! hahahas. laughter, peace and joy (: and i took a super long time to go meet some mg friends for a little supper!! (: went holland veeeee! to meet andris and kahyoke! we had alot of catching up to do and they tried my cakeycake! (: and we took a few shots! and they even gave me a new idea on what to do and making myself a small lil 'business'. i'll be working on it! :D

it just seems like we just ended our Os aye (: and we looked really different a year ago!

ehhhh ((:

chuckle's little box of happiness is done! and distributed! ((:
i guess vday can still be enjoyed with friends that you really wanna give your love to (: and man it was awesome having that feeling of loving them!! ((:

<3 elle-ooh-vee-yee

2007-02-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

chuckles writes for 14thfeb (: ...

TODAY IS VDAY!!!
A day filled with loooove! when there’s so much good around!
when you can imagine floating hearts everywhere, and lovers extending their love to others ard, making them feel all warm and fizzy inside as well (:
when you have every reason to just spread the love to everyone you care abt.
when there’s no vulgarities or ugly words,
but just a lot of love ((:

Elena just came back, DIE TIRED, from an exciting day!
vday started when I woke up at 6.30am!! picturing floating hearts everywhere! AWWW. and was halfasleep with red, sleep-deprived eyes. but nonetheless, went to coldstorage wee hours of vday morning to buy CAKEMIX! :D

yeow inspired me to do sth special this year and chuckles decided to bake for the first time, to go down to the baking pen and bake a choc cake! wooo (: he ate the most cake in the end without eating the fishandco fudgecake :D

vday2007 was… unforgettable, unpredictable… filled with screweups tt unfolds nicely (: messups and a lot of retarded rubbish (filled with love ofcourse)

and I would like to thanks the sweethearts that made my vday so wonderful (:

to jocelyn (grandma’s maid): for assisting me in my baking if not an oven would have just DIED in the hands of elena. to hafiz and thad: for the one-day work during vday! ((: so that my afternoon was not boring (: you guys kept my mood up with all the jacking…. valentine’s day dude! retarded. to bryan: yay! ive gotten to know you and im slow knowing tt youre actually JES’ BOYFRIEND! cool. and boy youre fast at jacking me!! BLEHH. *knocks your head* to hun: bcudebuddy! my apologies for taking FOREVER to arrive! but a 20min pre-dinner meet up was good good (: and now, I had to stop all the evildoing and jacking cause today’s just a GOOD DAY (: spread the love and chocs!. n please believe in love. to ele and dawn: it’s great to meet you darlings at ben and jerry’s! and for bringing a lot of love to me (: and your smiles (: to lydia, anna, yeow, gareth, eugene, jiaen, keith: my sweets, it’s hard to describe the amt of fun and laughter we had in the glasshouse! as we had the time of our lives, laughing our hearts out! and letting our 4tables stick out like a sore thumb amongst the numerous individual tables around! and for LOVING my specially made cake! ((:
singles club, with 10plus years of friendship.. sweet peas! LOVE ((: to andris and ky: thanks for the short meeting for super! there’s no better way to end off my nice love-filled day (: and for finishing my cake! and that new business idea is SO COOL. I’ll work on it. yay, MG forever :D to my dearest choc fudge cake (I called it mrfudgey): thanks for bringing the love I put in making YOU, and spreading it to my sweethearts (:

our precious vday07 photos and details will be uploaded on the blog tom as im free from working!

singles can still enjoy vday!
but still, nothing beats the real essence of vday in spending it with the person of your dreams (:
oh wells. memories will be memories!

sadly, my post on my HILARIOUS driving lesson has been deleted from the screwedup computer! :( so i'll add that in tom as well (:

tired alr from all the love, hugs and kisses.
a sweet, heartey night (:
lovelovelove <3

i'll be yours

2007-02-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailormade,
What's the sense in waiting?

vday is coming and what the hell is chuckles still listening to breakup music?? LOL.

ironically, im still stuck in the turn left, turn right mood!

yujian --stefeniesun

JOYCE!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (: continue singing praises to the Lord for your singing is heavenly! and your present, i promise to pass you by sunday alright (:

oh wells, anyways today was just tiring with ALOT OF WALKING!
gareth and i went for our 2nd rd of evaluation!! and im STILL earlier than him! aye... super tired! two of us were like halfdead... as we went in for our practice! and then evaluation!

before going in.... i found this random info funny!
loose bonnets can flip open under strong winds, when this happens... STAY CALM!
and there's this pic of this guy shocked at his flipped up car bonnet!

HAHAHHAH. wells, gareth laughed.

and WE BOTH PASSED THIS TIME! he passed with 96%! and me with 98%!!! WOHOO! and we did it because God strengthen us yes? so then, he chionged his practical bookings as i waited for the super lag system! and then he went to work work work! :D

after tt, met hun at rafflesplace! THIS TIME, ON TIME! and we met booboo, charly and suejean on the way.. and they were laughing at my petshop thing! lol. and hun was being super retarded today... half jacking me, half shouting, half hot, half beng. you can go set up yr chopstick academy! and he finally accepts my present! :))) it was super funny walking ard CBD area... esp when i dont know where the hell i was.
and it was SUPER COOL when we crossed this 5lane road... ALIVE! it was scary man. the jobinterview was interesting i think. wells, just go try it out i guess?? better than rotting at home!!
hun, such a noob!

ultimately, made it home! feeling DEAD TIRED. and i shall go take a chill ((:

tomorrow: my FIRST PRACTICAL LESSON!
(jumps ard feeling excited! but im gona be a hazard!
and what if i cant reach the pedals? :S )

photos from facil bbq down there..
and i apologise for not posting the classdinner photos! im still collecting the photos! (:

parallel lines.

2007-02-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

I AM DEAD BEAT!

i just watched turn left, turn right! (: it's been awhile since i watched sth emo and romantic. It's really unbelievable how the movie played them bypassing each other, seeing the same things, encountering the same things. two similar people living in 2separate worlds. but i guess when 2people are destined to be together, nothing can set them apart.

trailer (:

Life is full of surprises; two parallel lines might one day meet?

beautiful storyline that can sets you off tearing for love (:

the final theory book owned me. on saturday, turns out that the one that warned me to be early ended up being 10minutes late! GARETH YEO YONGTAI, late again! and we realised somethg, everytime when we attend any practice, evaluation or lesson, we're always on the reserved seats reserved for latecomers! (: we came out of the practice session knowing that we're gona die for evaluation!
we were standing outside the room before evaluation.
"oei gareth, weekly checks include what?? checking brake lining is a periodic thing??"
ahhh DIE LIAO. wells, WE BOTH FAILED! this time, he got the better grade!
okays, next booking!!!!

and then, i witnessed procrastination at its MAX. the way yeow and gareth drags time is incredible... they can meet 2,3hours later! and i guess i owe anna and albert one for waiting for me for lunch! bs was goodgood ((: and youre always bound to be JACKED once gareth's the bs leader!

so then, RUSHED down to watch the sexies' gig! yay. at least i didnt miss out their awesome single! SEXIES, I LOVE YOU! Im YOURE BIGGEST FAN! *screams*

the sexies at harbourfront *screams*

tiffany and yuhan were there supporting them too!! (:

wenxing! (: the ultimate bass! (:

xiaoan so sexy!

and then, while we were watching… some random photographer came to sit with us with a chunky camera… and then he nudged me… and when I turned… IT WAS IGGY!! (: AHHHHHHHHHH! ive not seen you for awhile dude ((: and I still have your sexy dancer! oh wells, he has bushy hair now (: catch up soon ipodpal (:

we’re still the same (: at harbourfront and last day in school

and then chionged down to shawn's house for the bbq!
first time i heard from shawn: "if you wanna ps then ps la! dont come!..." sianhalf.
but for the sake of having more fun and wanting to go there SO MUCH, i cabbed down with only 10bucks in my wallet... SMART GIRL. but then, smarter shawn saved my life by paying the extra charges!! and i even made him run to the cab cause i drove in while he waited at the main gate so he RAN to the cab as the motor slowly ticked! dude, THANKS! ((: youre not bad after all! and im glad to be there (:

i guess even with the small number, the time there was great (: meeting up with my fellow j3s again... catching up with the j2s, listening to their major j2 bitching session! and threatening them to join 02! JUSTIN, JOIN 02 IF NOT I STICK SATAYSTICK ST UP YOUR NOSE! *pokepoke*

a photo, can say a thousand things.
they can say the million things i wanna say....

candid shots to capture the moments (:

it was a good time to catch up with the j3s too! wells, pinks is still my darling mother that defends me from evil boys (: and she looks pretty even if the pic is blurred (:

hafizy!

sawwww

thad! (: thanks for the bbq man. you planned it well ((:

yiliang! (: you're a super nice j2 im serious! even if you jack me, you always jack me with a nice smile!!! LOL. AND JOIN 02! *sobsob* if not i poke you!

that's chicken btw.

squeeze my face to the side........

now who's the cute one!
sean lee! haiya, not outdoors ic already man! wells, we'll still make your life difficult. haha KIDDING! and you're one of the people that belongs to the SMALL SLIT EYES GROUP! ((: turns to a line when he smiles. HAHA. so our jacking battle has started.... HAO! im trained!

sean lee, and shawn lee, the evil twins tt comes to terrorise me!

Justin made me do it!

GOLDFISH!

smileeeeee.

okay, justin's nice! cause he complimented chuckles before chuckles becomes ungrateful and say boys are stupid and starts whacking him! hahah but it's a goodthg!

boys are stupid, cept for JUSTIN (:

Brendan!! BOTAK! (: hahahaha. it’s been awhile since ive seen him! and yes, he seems quite okay out from ns! still gay. HAHA. still freaking out when he sees chuckles! oh wells, he was sharing his ns experience and it sounds exciting.. with a little bit of discipline and order instilled

jon and Marianne came in the end! and jon exposed his hair!! man, now you REALLY look like a monkey! but hang in there pigpanzee! least youre not rotting at home anymore (:

NS BOYS! (: stay strong aye!

Eileen (: the pro at bbqing marshmallow

MOSES HAS HAIR! moses says that his hair is undergoing the awkward transitional stage now where his hair just looks weird. hmmmms. probably, sc boss! :D

hey pretty (:

mel the bubbly one (:

Janice (: short’s cute and cute’s short!

Claudio came! from his work and he’s earning big bucks man! wells, this pic just captures his messy way of eating food! remember, the way Claudio eats meegorang in the canteen!

RONALD! you little monkey! first cheeky j1 from my ig class! FIRST J1 that i remembered yes? :D you made me do forfeit with you! haa thanks for remembering me.... and hun. HAHA

koala!!
and SASHHHHHHMIR came! :D hahas. okay, SAHmir! and yesyes, he looks like a koala bear or an elephant with a super short trunk! and you'll pass common test alright! we'll show them that we're smart!!!!! LOL.

this one's nicer!

SHAWN LEE! playing around... think he damn cool! haaha. anyways, thanks for dashing to my cab and saving my life! ((: i made you run, yes! next time i treat you canteen food la okay?

I so sorry tt I didn’t catch your names (: but you guys sure made the party fun((:

good good times!

this is just freaky?! LOL.
the j2s are a super amusing batch.... there's goldfish, koala, gorilla, aliens.. lol.

okay! pictures ends here :D and i'll see you guys in 02 yesyes? :D

hellocupid

2007-02-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

SINCE, the computer is super screwed up now!

so here's my newyear wish list:
a new PINK laptop
red hot heels for newyear, like this!

(newyear's clothing is more or less settled! :D thanks to my 50dollar voucher from topshop… and my visit to forever21 with my mum and my sis! came up with a hole in the packet but feelinghappy for new clothes!)

and a plan on 14thfeb

and jaredkong (the ns boy who just bookedout!) told me this abt vday:
Spandex Superstar: "Recruit YC KONG. " says: haha nah, in all honesty, i think vday is over-hyped. why do people need one "special" day to tell whoever means most to them how much that person means to them
everyday should be a valentine's day

how true is that?
there's no need to wait for a special day, just to shower love on the people tt really matters.

and my sis got her Olevel results today!!! i hope she doesntmind me saying it out loud cause she got FREAKING NINE!! that's really gooood k sis! (: im proud of you, esp when you scored that a1 for combined humanities! more like a payback on my behalf! so quit the emoing and just thankGod for the grade! my smartieskirt sister!! ((: the smartgene do runs in our family! love you darl! and im sure you love acs (i) ib! (:

and to the other result holders,
no matter what the outcome is....
just accept and know that God will lead the way, and at the end of the day, you'll see how amazing God's plan actually unfold in your life.
wells, ive seen it.

and now, the nightmare of getting my As back is starting to creep up on me! grrrrr.... wells, just leave it all to God! He knows the way for me yes (: and no matter what the grades are... AAB, BBA, BBC......... any grade, simple, just CRY! thats what girls do best, esp before knowing and after knowing their grades.

anyway, potential job lobang: roadshowpromoter!!! (hun/sikang master jumps for joy!)

i got to chiong some last bits of finaltheory tonight! DIE LIAO. and im meeting gareth tom for our evaluation! and once again, i pray that we both pass if not i score higher!! :D
then, the sexies' performance after yf!
and facil bbq at shawn's place! SWEEEEET (:

finaltheory book,

KILL ME.

even if the sun refuse to shine.

even if romance ran out of time

2retarded monkeys

2007-02-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

so anyways, here’s what happened on thurs!

by the time I met hun… I was ONLY 2MINUTES LATE! wow. it was good alright! but hun always has sth against late people! hahas. so anyways, I was trying to lead the way to Maxwell market and it’s probably the smartest thing to let chuckles lead man!

If one goes out with hun, one must expect a whole lot of rubbish and retarded conversations! we went pass a pretty red building! and hun thought it was a fireengine’s place! wells it was musicforest performingarts place i think! (: and being the ass he is, he will always say… HOW NOOB CAN YOU GET… and I guess my attempt to kill him with the traffic failed! Traffic, hun, not traffic lights! Maxwell has a lot of goodfood there but hun refuse to trust my taste. haha. and thanks for sponsoring 15cents off my sugarcane! wells, I guess it’s nice knowing that youre not the only one jobless now and it’s good to have someone to accompany you out of this jobless misery! and then, hun TRUSTED me again as we made our way to sort out some bbq things (:
chuckles is NICE and will help her bcube buddy check out prizes for the bbq stuffs!

on our way there, we realized sth interesting… hun is not as tall as how people normal expects him to be. and Elena is not much shorter as well! YES! but the boys and their violence can never stop! we ended up being like kids and playing with BRANCHES! and I got a cut from hun pulling mine away okay! L

*youuhooo! ah boy! FETCH!*

hahhahas. I think the ‘annoyance’ between us will never cease! catfight and whacking each other. pushing here, pushing there! super childish! and hun has to walk super super super fast and finds it cool doing that! AND I HAD TO CATCH UP!.haahahaa.

and here’s the SUPER NOT FUNNY MOMENT,
(walking into ntuc fairprice)
HUN: do you think the prices here are fair?
Elena: super LAME. okay, actually maybe their dark??
hun: WAHHH super not funny. anyawys, what were you saying about ntuc?
Elena: ohhh. ntuc is like auntylucy! -.-“

but it was super retarded while we started checking prizes. basically, chuckle’s is hun’s sikang secretary cum helper cum maid. SIANNN. prices also I record down… calls also made from my phone. and for all the good deeds I did, hun chooses to disappear and then follow me who thought I was lost! RETARDED! and we were like still pushing, pokking and whacking that hun nearly knocked into mrmuscle and I into magicclean! hahaha.
2 idiots in a supermarket finding RANDOM bbq things!

and then, after that, we went back to international plaza meeting Edwin too! (: and he looks different with shorter hair!! I guess it’s the ULTIMATE when hun and Edwin both jack me AT THE SAME TIME! it’s HELL. we went jobagency and registered with a super weird round of registrations and much laughs at the particulars… race, religion, and forklift?!?! and we were nice enough to send Edwin birdboy off! (: at the busstop, both of them bullied me and dirtied me with CONVERSE SHOES!! AHHH. and it was super fun to bully chuckles and her future struggle with the car seat. so then, followed hun up again to do the typingtest which he dreaded but I pushed him in to take it!! First time seeing him stressed out at sth! hah it wasn’t so bad right! (: but then, we’re gonna get our lobang soon!!

IT’S GOOD NEW! :D

at the busstop, it was more whacking, pokking and just laughing I guess (: and more girltalking, chatting on interesting topics! quite cool (: hun was STILL PLAYING WITH BRANCHES when we reached orchid! and I said hi to peeboy before I went off to meet MY CLASS!

And I sure had a smashing time catching up with willie, leslie, corny, weiqin and tinaaa! And I’ll update on it ONCE i upload the photos! :D

blackballoons

2007-02-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

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SORRY for not updating!
before this screwed up computer of mine BOOOOMS again. and automically shuts down on me.... i'm gona say that once i get a laptop... i'll update it ALL down! right now, it's all recorded in my traditional diary! :D yayyys. sorry for the delays again!
anyways, valentine'sday is coming... and this year's not really that exciting for me anymore. okay, must find plans! hahahas.

chuckles writes on wed.....
from her dad's comp!

I’m probably the SLOWEST person ever to even realize this really nice song.

Baby's black balloon makes ~~her~~ him fly

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?

I guess freedom from any obligation and from any duties is probably the next best thing from heaven. But having A LOT of time doing nth really sucks!! I think only hun has the honours to share the same sympathy of rotting at home. Well AT LEAST HE GETS PAID AT HOME!
And what’s more, now that I can finally don’t have to wake up early to work… instead of having the luxury to sleep late, i was forced awake by NINE! By who? The stupid construction that’s happening in my block!! AHH! I feel like killing those workers everytime when I feel my floor trembling as they drill! AHH. Oh wells, they’re doing it for a living anyways…….
FREAKING STARTs THEIR DRILLING AT 9! And all I need is to get out of my house and away from the drilling!

So maybe a to-do list at home who be great for jobless me:
1. READ THE BIBLE
2. log in to computer (IF IT WORKS) and randomly chat with people working
3. watch tv and animal planet!! It’s cool okay.
4. watch some Korean drama
5. read a random book tt has been left in my cupboard for at least 2years
6. draw a random thing.

So actually, dearest son son just went back to phinoyland on tues! :( *sobs* but he makes sure that he brings sth back for me! :D so I woke up at 6.30am that day and gave him a call just to wish him a safe trip there! And whats more, I had to pull another dead pig awake just for him to say bye to son son as well!So sonson, takecare! And I’ll miss ya! :(

And I succeeded in waking that DEAD PIG up! Even sonson finds it unbelievable! Hahaha. It was such an accomplishment for me! And so all in all, including the time to wake lazybugger up at 9plus… I made 24missed calls! FOO! That’s more than the prev record of 22! So SHERMAN HO, you better appreciate it and sponsor my phonebill okay! ((:

So on wednesday…. That stupid alarm used to wake muggingpartner was not disabled and it was nudging me awake till 7.40am! WHEN I finally bothered to properly disable it instead of snoozing it! AHHHHHHHH. And yes, stupid drills and all. And finally got away from the drills when jiaen came with his friend to visit me! ((: and then we went off! Ultimately went to internationalplaza being super misfits there! And I was SUPER BLUR tt he has to guide me ard. But it was an eye-opener!
OH! I did a typing test! And Sherman has to call during my test! Haha anyways, my wordpermin: 59.9! the lady was semi-impressed! (: BLOGGING HELPS!

And then, after crapping ard with j’e… decided to be a good girl and went down to catch up/have dinner with muggingpartner! ALL THE WAY IN PS! It’s like his fav hangout place sia. And when I rushed there…. Same thing! Watching him play his fighting game where he owns with a bash and a boom! Quite pro! And he refused to let me help him play cause it was some tough stage!!!! Heyyyyy.
and then it was his next fav guitarfreaks!!! AHHH! Wells, youre damn pro in it la. But IM NOT! And I maluated myself infront of his friend when I lost in the basic stage.

STAGE FAILED
*pengs*
that's IT! 10bucks to try to get pass stage1! next time (:
I thought my blue button was my green button okay! And wells, I guess its all about the right rhythm at the right time!

the song is still ringing in my head. breakdown.

So DANGEW for the catchingup with me cause im probably the lastoption in going out since muggingpartner is SO ON DEMAND! Hahahas. He’s a happysotong cause he was a stablejob now!, unlike muckles ya! And it was great chance for him to jack me all over again! about everything then giving the piteous look! LOL. So anyway, all the nonsense… mayo-eating.. plate cutting… the TEHING.. plastic knife-threatening… and the shit-talking! My futureboyfriend has more qualities okay! Hahahas.
And so remember that you’re still treating once you reach your 1k mark!!
Or maybe a pianolesson sometime soon yes (:

Today’s Thursday! FINALLY! The freak construction is away from me in another block terrorizing the people! And meeting bcubebuddy and birdboy today!! We’re going to the jobagency all over again!!! and here’s my jobplan:

planA: work at roadshows coming my way with hun. (oneoff things)
planB: find a petshop to work in (agencies all laughed at my interest la!)
planC: do tuitioning from assignment posted from registered agency.
PlanD: do volunteering at SPCA! (some childhood promise I did)

The plan to work as artteacher has FAILED! Due to fierce supervisor and lousy workinghours and stressful evnt!

Okay got to rush rightafter hun finish cleaning HIS POND!
So it’s Maxwell, internationalplaza and coldstorage yes? (:
and an awesome night catching up with my class! yayy. all's well (:

Tata!

A thousand other ~~boys~~ girls could never reach you

How could I have been the one?

bring my baby back to me

2007-02-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

i just realised that i dont blog about my church events! when it's the church friends that ive been having for the longest time! :D yf was awesome as usual! and we played captain's ball that day! give thanks it wasnt raining. and my sis brought 3ac guys to church!! cooooool. and matthew was there! yay. put into same grp as sis! (: im a scheming sister >:) but the ac dudes were in my group!! :D at first, they were not used to my church friends' aggressive play! but i guess, they stepped up to it and we had a smashin' time! i kept calling one of them zhijia instead of zhijie! (: goooood exercise! and cousin euphemia was our star player and top scorer! cause she has immunity for being the smallest size there ((: then, me, anna and tp were having our secrettalks! *shhhh*
anna,serena and me realised that we're getting OLDER in yf! the people are like younger than us! :((( aging! so we took 12shots of aging in tp's cam!

to all bballers and netballers out there, step up to the challenge to play captain's ball with my church's team! promised to be good :D

and then rushed off to msm's annual dinner!! it was in rafflestownclub and my table had a good laugh looking at my dramatic and comical brother!! :D and my friends were all in praise choristers alumni singing beautiful songs! yeow got a tix for being a temp secretary there! praise choristers WANNABE! then he got super sian when he saw the advert for recruiting perm secretary! wells, i guess ms gan missed out someone to thank during her speech!! SIAN (:

your the reason why i smile

church was splendid always (: the usual things we do... see gareth gobble all the food down.. see yeow actcool and retarded! talk and laugh loudly like lunatics with my fellow sisters, lydia serena and anna! :D see mal coming late for serviceeee! bro j'e in nautica shirt all the time! seh and his cixiang de weisiao! and that day, me joycce and lydia talked about OUR PRINCE CHARMINGS. and they believe, and i should also believe, that you dont have to search for love. cause if youre supposed to be married, your future princecharming will already be planned and reserved for you already! (to us, by God) so when THE ONE comes, naturally love will flow and you'll be sure then that it's him! so im not gonna go search! ((: just trust.

anyways, feeling jobless sucks! :(( wells, chuckles made a trip down to mgs today!! and it was a super emo trip down! kinda recall how was it like the last time when i was an mg girl! all the chattering abt random things... carrying of many books... the uniform!(: walking across the overhead bridge and up the slope to the beloved campus! (: im such an ancient relic there! like some old senior that left some mg memories behind in sch coming back to claim it. walking up the foyer... i saw the NICE dance studio with mg dancers! and the usual steps in the concourse where girls wait to be picked up.
bcube bubby will be super amused if he went! :D

the building changed so much that i nearly got lost trying to find the artroom! but then, i was there! and it just feels like im an art student there all over again! the place where me and karen (art friend!) spent long hours getting lost in our own art world, concentrating on evy single stroke and reaping our brains for ideas!... and seeing mrschan prancing in with her beloved magazines and fashionbooks! as we draw and she flips for the bestbuys and shares with us! THERE'S NO GREATER TEACHER THAN MRSCHAN! (: she was comment real well. so i just allowed myself to spend awhile in there, reliving in my haven, and my trainingground! (:

my haven (:

the peacock is STILL there, for 2years.

karen's piece --goodomens (illustration) she's awesome :D

it seems like no matter how much i tried to push art away in jc.. ultimately, this artistic flare continues to pull me back. and i wandered how great if would have been if i actually took art in jc! :( oh wells, i browsed through the artpieces from the girls here... mrschan and her standards! not bad at all.... and then i FOUND MY BABIES! MY PIECES! 2years of not seeing them. i spent at least spent 15minutes staring at each piece!

elena's piece: to DANCE. the bigger version is found in my alternative blog,
http://fromchuckleswithlove.blogspot.com

just like how when i look at a science book,
i dont look at the content inside, but rather the design on the front page.
so this evidently shows
where my heart truely belongs.

spent a wonderful night with darce and with dailyscoop icecream! ((: we chatted and catched up with each other! and ive always loved to talk to darce abt manymany interesting things! and darce, it's a good change after meeting fionaxie! bestfriend/neighbour, we should have these kind of meetups more often! and ofcourse a spoonful of darcy's retardness and monkeying ard would be niceee ((:

chasing cars

2007-02-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

sudddenly i just dont feel like blogging anymore :( ah oh well...

ONE THING TO THANK GOD FOR! :D
on the last day of my workday in moe! i met a lady who interviewed to be an art teacher... so out of curiosity, i asked her about doing design in spore! and we ended up going out for lunch as she shared with me her experience and told me so many things! :D and in the end, she told me for a place that teaches small kids art! and i could possibly be a teacher there!! and after a call........ THEY CALLED ME BACK TELLING ME THEY NEEDED PARTTIME TEACHERS NOW!

current job options:
1) pass interview, and be art teacher at studio haroobee :D
2) sign up with agency and be part time tuition teacher! :D

yayyyyyy.

went back to cj with bcube buddy on friday! :D and so what if im late! AHH I DONT CARE! so anyways, i show bcube buddy his present! hahahas. and i bet he was shocked! wells, he was more amused i think. and yes, chuckles is open to criticisms!!

hun says.... "i need to be fatter on the left, head is too big, face abit flat but thanks it's nice!!" :D

it felt good going back to school.. i guess ive being missed this side of fun in my life. so in order to not appear like illegal immigrants... we went to report to the office.. and when mr tan saw hun.. he was like... "what am i gonna do with you" kind of action!
and everyone was like shocked to see us! HAHA. and then i realised that hun went back to sch practically everyday.. so most of the j2s were like... "huh! you again! not tired of coming back ah!" haha. it's hun's way of spending his time in a less boring way to show that he's better off not working YET.

we wasted time talking crap and rubbish!! and catching up i guess.. and guess what... p boy just woke up! that lazy bum... 4day work week...... DISGUSTING! and then, we went to "flirt" with noodleking auntie!! ofcourse we miss her man. lols. wells, then hun went to do his sikang (or well, his main motive of coming to sch, other then being dragged by me)
after sch, it was j2 meeting time! :D) and so, he found sean lee and jasmine to do his SIKANG with! ((: and caught up with some of the j2s! after seeing them in the canteen, and outside scc, this is what ive got:

sean lee is wearing retainers cause it was his dental appointment today!
jasmine is TALLER than chuckles! --mark krgsman (spelling wrong, sorry!)
sahmir still doesnt have his cap! *shocked* and he has a mission, to find our photo during orientation! it was damn nice! :D
tim swee STILL HAS SAHMIR'S CAP! (:
amelia just found a physics teacher! (jon's... eeeee)
it's PAT'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! YAY!
shane lee thinks wearing headphone is like a COOL thing and a effective way to shut himself away from chuckle's noise! and he likes markp jacking me. BLEH.
janice is under 40kg! and she still wants to be lighter!! in hun's words, SIAO!
moses mohan is growing hair again!! and he was thrilled to see chuckles yes! :D and we agree that his hair is really awkward now cause it's the stage where it's between short and bushy so the hair jsut sticks there.
jason is thrilled to see me too, after walking pass me twice unoticed.
bev, andrea and stelli is joining 02!! :D
lionel is staying for 02! :D
BUT, jon lauw, justin is not joining :((

basically all i can recall! :D so anyways, met bro in the end when hun and pee ps-ed me for soccer.. spent a great time catching up and getting to know his ac friends, and his j1 friends. and we saw shermanho keith and weekiat in the canteen! and as usual, they're always dao to me.
being hun's buddy... followed them to town to CUT HAIR. pointer's as usual!! and YES! ipod sharing! somethg that hasnt been done for a way long time! :) but i still like their hair longer.

wells, rushed to meet yeow in the end... we chionged our prata!! and then rushed to church for choir on time! :DD and yes, it was one rare time to have yeow paying for my prata first! :D so anyways, yf sharing shall be shared tomorrow!

totally shagged out doing birthday presents. HAHA.

ciaos.

cant smile without you*

2007-02-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

**
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the weather is just weird. for the mornings and the nights, any colder and it's gona start snowing in singapore already! and in moe area, the wind there is CRAZYYY. it can blow small light people away!!

anyways, i was given a VERY SHORT (shorter than me) notice that i was ending my work today! as in, my supervisor told me that they found a perm staff already! so wells, IT'S NOT THAT THEY FIRED ME, MIND YOU! hahaas. so i just ENDED my job there! it happened abit too sudden i guess and all my colleagues were shocked! like... "hhuh?!" and i guess it came abit too fast for me...
i guess no matter how boring you find office work to be, you start to settle down to the monotenous environment and blend in with the people there... and it's always just when you get comfortable, do you realised that you have to start packing to move on the another new experience yet to happen. so yes, i will miss my workplace.. and esp the people there!!! SERIOUSLY, the people there are a nice bunch! :)) sharing with me cool blogs, latest news.. and giving me office work to do. no doubt im blasting ipod music most of the time but i'll never forget, "xiao mei mei" "xiao de" "ke ai de!" HAHA.
and just to leave my mark behind, chuckles broke a drawer! hahaha. i pulled it out too much.. and I TRIPPED ON IT! a mental drawer and now i have like 4bruises on my leg. but yes, i made history as the temp staff that came in, crashed a drawer to a point that the repairman cant fix it, and didnt come 2days after that!

"never in my 8years of working here, did i say someone breaking the drawer to a point when even the ball bearings started coming out! you win already!"

and i took pictures! :D

love my best office buddy. plus webmessenger! *shhhh* i wander if you knw!

cheers to the new temps that worked with me! ((: even if we only knew each other for 2days it was great hanging out for lunch... talking and complaining about officework! *hush hush* crapping around and being freaked out by As results! karen and tricia, its a pity that i had to leave now :( but i know that if we were to carry on, i predict that we 3 will be awesome together! (: and PLS EAT MORE, you skinny you!

SU CHEEEEE (: hahah. she's one of the 1st staffs that ive met when i first came. feeling all foreign and quiet and scared!! she showed me around.. and brought me to lunch! :D and even sent me a cool game tt can be played during.... *shhh* HAHA. for all the guidance, i really appreciate it! and your smile really brightens up my day!

cynthiaaa! hahah. office neighbour! i guess it must be quite sucky situated at the temps area! such that you have to meet new temps every once in a while and situated away from the rest of the office! but you have made me feel comfortable there! (: thanks for sharing with me.. all the taiwanese drama that youre ADDICTED TO, all the latest news abt drama AGAIN! and for sharing with me your sweets, your experiences, your laughs and your retarded comments during office hours! thanks for i have gained a friend like you! (:

"elena!! take again!.... ah. dont take already la!"

WENDY! aka ladyboss. thanks for all the supervison and for all the direction! without you, i'll be bumming ard and dying in the office!! thanks for the work alright! ((: and so sorry if i actually screwed up some parts and thanks for tolerating for my inexperience! but thanks for giving me the chance to have a taste of officework!
frankly speaking? i think youre really pretty (: no doubt youre always looking into the mirror (i noticed!) but you'll always look young! and thanks for all the nice talks while waiting for the draggy interviews to end!!! ((: all the best yes? (:

:D

andddd... angela! (: hahahs. to admit, i was actually quite scared of you in the beginning cause i thought you looked quite strict! but gradually, i start to see the good and the sweetness in you! (: and youre really really nice to me so thanks for all the guidance TOO, esp when you taught me the quickest way to settle the loooong verification of documents! so all the best too yes (: love the locks!

annnn.. angie! (: even though we hadnt really conversed that much, im glad to have a chance to talk to you during lunch and knowing you!(: and im sure you'll find your direction and your passion one day! stay cute and sweeet!

MR NG! haa until now, i still cant call you kienboon. HAHA. anyways, you ARE the alphamale in the office and the official clown among us all! ((: first time i see you, i know youre the "siao de" haha. laughter is the best medicine! (: and thanks for bringing much joy and laughter into my life in the office! ((: so dont shy with all the ladies around! and really, continue passing retarded and hilarious comments, it ROCKS! (:

to the random guy that i always see at least 10times during interview days walking ard 3floor... thanks for taking the effort to say hi and to get to know you! and yes, youre called VINCENT! hahahas. it was great knowing you and making my interview session so much less boring! cause i know scholarship interviews are also super draggyyyy! lols. and for the talks! (: and if i were to be in ntu next time, rem to say hi kk! ((:

to my dear friends at the security counter!!!! THANKS for boosting my ego and calling me "cuteface" and "cutegirl!" even though, people tend to be scared of security guards, ive found you guys especially friendly to me! no doubt you guard the entrances and exits to moe, thanks for making me smile everytime when i pass and sure i'll come down again! now i know that i can drop by moe WHEN I WANT TO!(: just to say hi and make you guys happy (:

to liyue laoshi, to ms ng, mag and all the bigbig people there, thanks for making me feel at home! for the guidance and care!

MOE, YOU GUYS WILL BE MISSED! (:

notice talent management unit? i think i need it!

and i went to bbdc with gareth yeo today! and yes!!!! he was NOT LATE! miracle! anyways, our trip there is always retarded so i'll talk about it next time k! when i have more time!

and tomorrow.... (feeling jobless sucks!) i'll be going back to sch!!!!! CJC! yayy! with bcube buddy, hun and pee boy, markp! OH YAY! it's time that i relive my retarded whacky cj days and to taste that little bit of nasty heaven again! (: to share that bit of fun too! :D and to bring destruction to cj!

im gonna KO!.
cause im going bbdc again! :(

SAVE TONIGHT,

TO FIGHT THE BREAK OF DAWN

you and me win tog*

2007-01-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you
I got ya back now

love the song, the beat and the prettygirls :D i want to dance lyrical hiphop! :(( nessie, let's go Oschool on thursday!
it's getting late and THANK GOD for my dad's laptop! it saved my social life! so now, i can be on msn at work and at home! yayy social life resumed. and it proves how dependent i am on my comp.. oh sighs. late at night, imagining myself to be like santa's elf again preparing present! everyone's birthdays clump tog that even if you want to give presents, they always end up late :(

and everyones asking and telling me the SAME qn, the SAME thing. *pondering*

i miss school. and all the fun in it.
the aftersch madness
the canteen and ourhangout area now empty.
i miss all the muggingtimes, esp retarded with muggingpartner, throwingpens, koppingmusic, doingchem!
i miss the times in the lib with tocks, hun, jon, kev where we share music and take our mind off emostuffs, immersing our heads in work as far as we can!
i miss nightstudy
i miss joce who's still overseas. and im waiting for your replies always k! uve got mail!
i miss tocks and her so-over-bubbly self
i miss van and the way that always makes me feel like i have nth to be sad about, esp if its boys.
i miss ele and her smileyself downing herself with water all the time!
i miss pinks and how she always defend me from boys..
i even miss those evil boys that used to jack me endlessly :((

AH EMO EMO EMO. it all happens at night. -random- saw a petshop while going home ytd, and suddenly wanted a dog! it was my childhood dream to get one for myself! this forgotten desire is coming back! bcube buddy, im waiting for my birthdaypresent!

anyways, officework is getting bad. im made to do even the most mundane things now.. ARGh. one day i'll hear "elena, brew coffee!" im BORED. nobody talks alot there :(( but FRIDAY IS A FREEDOM DAY! no work! OH RIGHT! needs to do sth interesting that day! bcube, up for it? :D
wells, at least a vocal class with jasper was interesting! MENTOR shifu! ((:

When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

make a wish*

2007-01-29T13:33:00.000+08:00

OKAY! i have 30minutes left! haahas.

and 28th jan was a happy day yes?? LOL.

make a wish at 11.11! and top it out with extra birthday luck!

so anyways, yesterday was sherman's birthday! and now is probably the only time when i can blog about it! :)) so anyways, i went down to crowded vivo today! what for? to buy present! and i strolled into toys'r'us and i ended up GETTING LOST in the midst of all the toys! kids nowadays...... me getting lost there made me feel like i have a sad childhood deprived of all the toys! haha but i did found what i want in e end! yayyy. and that comes with alot of effort.....

so anyways, after that... BRAVED THE WINDS AND RAINS to town and to paragon to meet people for sherman's birthday! :)) it was muggingpartner's BIG DAY! :D we were at spageddis! (: and santos was like whining abt late people but when i was there, they havent ordered!! BLEH. hah. so wished sherman! and there was, alex, son son, weekiat, qingxian and bings! and we waiting for one more person, KEITHY! haha.

and everyone was like playing around with some kiddy picture and sherman tried to be pro at art! HAHA good try. but i know that sherman has extra immunity today so no jacking! lols. so anyways, i guess i understood why the waitress handed him the kiddypicture. HAHA. sherman and the ugly face! LOL.
SHERMAN WAS SMILEY AND FEELING HAPPY YES! :)) yayy.

HAPPY SOTONG!
oh and qingxian looks like a sotong man!! :)

it's super rare to have a nice sherman around. haha. so then alex had to leave! :( but she made super good cookies!! :D and then i was stuck there with 5boys.. RETARDED BOYS. and keith says it's weird... wells. and they talked abt boy stuff.... like soccer and ns and shit! haha. wells it was nice to listen! heyyy, chuckles can be quiet too okay! :) and i do know soccer! about viduka and alan smith! HAHA.

but then quiet chuckles was just weird and hence the retarded sotong came over to entertain me cause he was feeling nice cause of birthday and shit! haha. and new try with trying to use my phone cam! haaah. but the REAL CAM WAS BETTER!
yayyy. photos! :))

cool sherman.

cool weekiat! that was son son's shades!! :)) and weekiat thinks the cam can suck his life away! :D

:))

then there was the pretty birthday cake! and our quiet renditon of happybirthday in english and chinese but no phinoy lang! :(( and bings did a sweet move before he left for work.. SMASH SHERM'S FACE WITH CAKE CAKE CAKE! and it nearly killed him man! HAHA. but i guess he was touched right? :) at least he wasnt THAT MEAN on that day.. but i swear, sherman seriously thinks bullying elena is a way of life. HAHA..
he didnt take photo with the oldman on the stand! :(( or stand on a chair! LOUSY.haha
so let the pics take over the talking aye? (:

the "xingfu" feeling!

BLOWWW

candid shot of cake cutting! hahahas. boys cutting cake is just weird!

sherman survived the cake!!

and he loved the present from the guys yes? (:

hahaha sweet! :))
we met queen and her company in town!! YAYYY HUGS AND KISSES! i miss her so much! :( and we did alot of emo-talking yes? hahas. wells it's good that you feel the same way as me too. yupp and let's keep it a girls thing okay! and we adopted son son to replace jess! cause jess is always missing! but let's meet up soon yes? *muack!*

loving you.

down by the bearded barley. swingswing..

shades that rightfully belongs to son son! :)

sherman likes this pic! haahas. ((:

and after walking in town... we walked SUPER FAR to ps and beyond when they went lanning! and i kinda tagged along since birthday boy said that i have to. wells, the last time i watch lannage was with gareth. *sigh?* wells! they didnt wanted to watch me play warcraft so i watched them play BATTLEFIELD! and though it seems to them that i was bad.. it was fun to watch people get blown up and sherman getting blown up as well!! :)) hahaas i have no idea why im so amused by it!

and muggingpartner can be my bro's buddy man!! they can talk about cartoons till the cows come home man! :) hahas. cause i know nuts about jimmy neutron! HAHA. and then, they walked briskly to PS! :(( my poor legs! they walked super fast!! SIAN. and sherman was slow to take my advice to snap his hair!hahas.
at ps, we watched the guitar pro play his fav arcade game before heading off! and i was still stroding nicely next to son son to the red line! AH HOW BLIND! i needed to talk nel! and i nearly got lost sia. but then we met again to cam-whore! :))

muggingpartner!! once in a lifetime!

look no eyes!

act cute!

happy people! ((:

yayy! great day! and yes, make a wish! hahas. too bad bcube buddy couldnt go! HE WAS ON COURSE! hahaahs.
okay im eating into my office time! till then, ceeyaaa!
will blog again when i get myself a good comp again!

if you wish
upon a *star,
makes no difference who you are.
when you wish upon a *star,
like dreamers do.

and you begin to wander why you came

2007-01-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

my stupid computer is SCREWED UP! haha. it randomly shuts down when it wants to! so in the end... this is like my 4th time typing out the same entry.. IN MY OFFICE. cause this is the only other time when i can get my hands on a computer! anyways this was what i recorded in my conventional diary a few days back..

at 11.15pm on 27th of Jan:

chuckles wrote....

IN APPROXIMATELY 1HOURS TIME, the gates of hell will slowly creep open as a random retarded kraken emerges from the center of the earth and hell raises its fury to welcome the birth of their sotongking!!

28th JAN = SHERMAN HO'S BIRTHDAY!

hhaa. ex-muggingpartner! wahhh. 19yearsold already! xiao di di zhang da le!! wells, no matter how much "conflict" we have between each other. The no. of times you called me "fatty" and no matter how many times i have promised to kill you before you could see the next day's daylight... i have no regrets having a muggingpartner like youuu!wells, like ive said: youre an awesome teammate but a STRONG, and scary competitor! but thanks!! (ultimately) for all your moltivation and encouragement to press on! and i'll always rem the mighty PAVO! peacock prode! and if you were to take on judo again, i'll be waiting to watch a victorious match! :) well, thanks for the retarded muggingtimes, the ps-ing!, the pen-throwing and ipod-kopping and music-bobbing times!! and remember, diphenylmethanone! :))

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

*sherman bobs to the music*

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right...

3cheers for the chemical that smells like the rotten cheese smell of unclean feel! and cheers to chemistry for giving me an awesome muggingpartner! :))

chuckles will not have a muggingpartner in design faculty for sure man :(

OH AND WARCRAFT! many have warned me against playing it and have violently objected but this is what i have to say... the reason why i play is cause of PURE BOREDOM and im playing for HEALTHY ENTERTAINMENT! wells not really healthy.. but i'll just share my experience with the game the boys have grown addicted to and have sacrificed their grades for...... :D

one pic tt at least looks HUMAN enough

(warcraft is tougher than AOE! :( )
so then chuckles placed the cd in and finished the installation and when it was time, i clicked "play warcraft III" and it gave out a disturbing creepy deep sound. SCARY :S and when i finally picked up the courage to play... it showed this scenerio that all computer games will have at the start... it's just a scene/storyline that makes you feel, or TRY to make you see that youre not wasting your time playing this "big war".. but ultimately it's sstill wasting your time. LOL.

so then the scenerio played and IMMEDIATELY, chuckles turned down the volume, covered her ears and half closed her eyes!! MAN, im such a coward!! hahah and it was so embarrassing! so then it was showing some ugly gorilla fighting a man and then some comet showers came down and both of them died in a pool of blood with their chopped up limbs swimming in it. freaking sick and rather unpleasant!
but i SURVIVED.

but i did not survive the custom game! since nobody was gonna teach me how to play, i played the campeign match! where there were instructions on how to play... and at first, there was this really ugly gorilla for a hero.. and when i finally got a human hero, it was freaking WEAK! and could only upgrade to level5!!
so then i'll have to question guys why they always like to chiong their heroes up from with a few small soldiers... when you get to build a WHOLE ARMY! :D so then, chuckles took her time to build the barracks. the workshop, the lumbercamps and slowly create her army (was playing nightelf, which was said to be quite bad) and when i was ready to chiong with my level1 ELF HERO that was blind... i was faced with a LEVEL8 SKELETON HERO!
STUNNED. why are they so fast!
"quit game"
HAHA.

and ultimately, i concluded that warcraft has ugly heroes :( and i felt super defeated and NOOB cause my army feels quite screwed up *sobs*

and there was grandma and her twinsister's birthday! it was like a birthday party bash that was cool with oldies! can you believe it that i downed a strong wine, 19% red wine called port and i threw up!! *arhh* and cause of that, i missed out the chance to attend xiaoan's party! MACHO MONKEY! im so sorry that i wasnt there but i'll invite you for my birthday promise!! but pls give me tics for hoobostank concert that youre opening for!! :)) and i missed out the chance to meet the army boy JARED KONG!! SEXY without hair aye! and yes, missed out the hell that was coming with the booking out and a chance for him to make me shorter by another 6inches!! but must meet up soon!! cheena newyear! and i seriously miss you guys even if its pure torments when you all book out!
and tog with joce, somehow the love between you two rubs off on the people around you.. making people like me feels good as well!

and JON! you seemed really tired and sian but i guess the feeling's inevitable! and yayyy! chuckles is taller than your freaking NS HAIR! but wells i hoped you felt better after all the smileys ive sent! :) and just to heighten up your ego abit for ns, (just dont fly too much) i guess even if without jon's nice hair... i believe there's more to jon than just his hair but the emoself that he is :) DONT FLY NOW.
mann. i really want to take photo of sheaved hair!!
next book out! :D

anyways, me and gareth endured 3hours of driving theory and we got jacked by the driving instructor! SEE, CANT BE LATE! all his fault! and i guess waiting for a cab in the rain was unforgettable! and getting mudding and feeling pathetic and without tissue paper! oh and he's tutioning my bro too!! :)

anyways, i have to rush sherman's and xiaoan's present! and ofcouse, bcube buddy's present!! cant reveal here... in case he bypass this entry!!
bcube buddy = HEINHUN! :))

okay, tom's CHURCH DAY!
another day with churchfriends that will last for another say, 20years?? :)

chuckles ends here..

look how they shine for you*

2007-01-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

chuckles is going to attempt to type her SHORTEST ENTRY everrr!
because i have approx 3mins left in the office before rushing over to stand by the registration counter for the teaching interviews.....

after my leave.. i've been doing 3FULL DAYS OF INTERVIEW! and after my leave, STILL no sign of seeing sherm in the building.. he and his friends are getting real tight so no time for chuckles! :(
me and the staff here are getting along well!! YAYYYS.

and I JUST PLAYED WARCRAFT!! man.. the heroes all look so ugly! and i shall share my hilarious battle against the undead! HAHAHAHA. im such a noob.

and yesterday was a cool funky night in O school as i dropped in for the lyrical hiphop class! turns out that daniel yeow was teaching instead! (his aura.. from winning overdrive !! the one with waderobson as judge!) amazing and scary!
but all the popping and dancing is making me ache when i laugh!! tummyyy.

time to go!
yayy for my short entry! ((:

fuel for thought

2007-01-23T11:27:00.000+08:00

today, i took a leave off work! :))
but for a good valid reason.... went to the docs yesterday and found out that i have signs of catching a fever soon. so got some medicine and 1-day mc!! :D yayyy.

so today, went online and first thing i saw was this:

like wowww! it's been ages since i used my yahoo account.. i think i have even forgotten that it's supposed to be an email account, let alone to even check it out! so yes.. ALL DELETED. and it was a big mistake to join random yahoo groups. because i recieved 3129480msges from the so you think you can dance group! x)

what chuckles did today:
watched documentary on ghangis khan! (for no reason, i swear)
tries to solve hun's boredom at home. WE TIGHT, b-b buddies. (that's cheesy i swear)
msged jonlauw reminding him on my forar expanses. studyhard!
on special mission to finish bitch's present! :D
tries to bug ex-muggingbuddy later tonight.

mum told me that i only treat my house as a sleeping quarter aka, im only home at night for sleep. and i realised that it's quite true. this is like the FIRST TIME in centuries when im actually at home... on a weekday.. when it's STILL BRIGHT.. and blogging!! WOWW, such a rare moment. maybe i should just stop and savour this moment :P with night study, As and work now, i guess today's just special ((:

and TODAY is 23rd jan = XIAOAN'S BIRTHDAY! :D

the macho monkey.. xiaoan, it's been awesome knowing you. you have brought along much nonsense, chaos and randomshit into my life. yet, it's been a joy having you around, distracting me from the boredom of studying :)) your scaryneck.. and your quadruplets thing. and your big news about OPENING FOR HOOBASTANK!
THE SEXIES OWNS ((((:

and my grandma and grandaunt (TWINS!) are having their bdae soon too! 27th jan!

my grandma and grandaunt! twins are cool (:

i must say that i miss school! :( not really the classes part.. but the times spent there with your amazing friends. i think, cj people are the greatest bunch of people that ive met! the awesome morning gang outside the scc! fiz, wenxing.. edwin ahd his anti-morning yawns, iggy and his unforgettable ipod! union with jes and queen! 3-way kisses (: my crazy class and the way we drive teachers crazy from the stench of our class! the after-school canteen gang! where me and joce argues about the lessfattening food before just eating everything! seeing ele at her gym table! and emo and evil boys coming back from bball with sweaty shirts and socks! hun and gang that cant stop jacking, suaning at its max. indian smurfs... markp and his emo songs. jon and his f-words. xiaoan's distraction. jared trying to make me EVEN SHORTER. evil muggingpartner sherman ho being a mighty buddy tt's forever zai at psing me! and ofcourse, chem! diphenylmethanone!. tocks and her cute-ness ((: pinks and her defences. brendan and his covered ears! (: van and her hugs from the perfectboyfriend height (: vivek and gabriel reminding each other how screwed up they both are! rushing back from town for nightstudy.. studying in the lib, while swearing at the librarian. at the canteen with our sticky uniforms, in the hall where we need to get our own tables and chairs. lib-studying in the hols, freezing our asses off. tocks, hun and emosongs + tonghua actions! (: claudio and his mee gorang. libing and her silly smiles. sherman's attempts to take my ipod away, while gaying with youwei.

i miss every single inch of times spent there! :(
turns out that the place least expect myself to be in,
became the same place that i cant leave behind.

dont you guys drift away from me!
to the retarded boys that bullies me, frankly speaking, i cant imagine a life with all of you gone. no jacking, no retarded boohoos, and it'll be simply heaven left with all my dearest girlfriends (: but i'll miss the jackings, seriously. it's exciting in a way.
so, i dont mind the hell that comes with the booking-out alright! NS.. BLEHH :(

im like listening to one of the 'dumping' songs that people used to send me... when they want to stop me from emo-ing.

thanks youve been fuel for thought,

now im more lonely then before,

but that's okay,

ive just already made another .... lovesong ((:

HAHA. im well over it man. girl, you know youre better than that. better than who i was in the past, stupidly falling in love. AND DONT YOU TRY TO GET BACK THE PAST AGAIN.

control girl, control.

okay, i guess by listening to more emosongs... you reach a point when youre totally immuned by it. and you dont get anymore feelings out of it already! yay! WOODENBLOCK THEORY --hun. yesyes, more emo songs that i can desensitize myself to!

wo hai sha sha hua zhe xing fu xian ((:

*longer

2007-01-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you.

chuckles learnt a super super important lesson today!
IE, PLAN YOUR WORKING CLOTHES BEFOREHAND!!

chiong my wardrobe today... and ended up looking like a freaking kindergarten school teacher! hahahas. went to work in purple below-knee skirt that looks retarded on me! i didnt know that working ppl can wear skirts above knees! DANG! okay, no more long skirts!!! anyway, today was a super long and stressful day for me! full day of interviews! WAHOO! i guess im getting the hang of it already! all the letter keeping, verifying, signing, checking... a really nice superviser, angela taught me a much faster way of dealing with the documents! and i had the last 30mins free cause i completed all! :D yayyy. and the interviewers went in "expressway speed" today so i could end promptly at 6! :))) and OH MY TIAN, the parttime push-trolley guy said bye to me!

tomorrow: full-day interviews! *pangs*

ex-muggingpartner, workingparter: sorry i had to leave early! haha. seeing computers everyday is fun too! (: think positive yesyes?

so yayy! ending early means meeting dwayne early! YAY! chuckles met up with the constructionworker today! and that's DWAYNNNNEEE! (recalls when she sees him in school as she echoes his name loudly!) so then, dwayne saw me in disgusting work cum teacher clothes today! :( hahaha. he met me at tanjongpagar station and walked me there! if not, i'll get lost!... "right... hmm where's right?"
dwayne looks super DAO and beng and i'll be scared of him if i dont know him!!

so then, dwayne showed me the building tt he's working in... a building that was half-built.
elena: you mean you work there??
dwayne: yaaaa. you see the man there? yellow helmet? that was me just now!
elena: OH! construction worker! *pengs*

so then we went amara! and the rain stopped for me to walk by! (: and then... we chose the italian niceplace for dinner!! but then, i received a msg from eugene yeo!... "elena yeo.. i was behind you just now! AH EUGENE STALK ME! he lives nearby! (: so then... the lady waitress entertained us as if she knew dwayne really well! and then, realised that dwayne actually checked that place out already while waiting for me.. so then, she was REALLY REALLY FRIENDLY! (: and dwayne is such a gentleman! haahs. must say that k... cause maybe guys are always jacking me that when nice ones come along it seems like a great thing!

nice, chatty and retarded night!
awesome night = actcool dark constructionworker being gentlemen + cute nice lady waitress + nice music!
we played with their wine bottles on the ground and nearly got into trouble! played with his phone camera.. there's super bitter coffee, super sweet coffee and peppery coffee! choc that looked like coffee beans.. and the nice aunty is super cute and she talks in lightning like talking to herself! (: and thinks that we're young but ard 19-21! hahaha dwayne mimicks her. LOL.

wine bottles! (:

OLDIES can be nice too!! and i really wanted the songs.... so while the songs were playing...
elena: dwayne!! i want this song's title! can you ask the lady! pleaseeee.
dwayne: erm excuse me! what song are you playing now?
lady: ohh. cd called chamomile. *high pitch*
dwayne and elena: CARE MO MAO???
LOLOLOLOLOL. okay, cd to get: chamomile!

and we talked about everything under the sun and stars and being super random about everything! penguins... batman... LOL. we sat there for the longest time! sat through 2 rounds of the cd! 2 times of westlife song! we wanted to wait till they play the same song for the 3rd time.. but then we figured that they changed cd! -.-" but good enough ((: and dwayne plays the PIANO! GRADE8! PRO-NESS... i'll be your manager! and thanks for riding to clementi too dude (: and we chatted till he had to leave and not miss the 2nd mrt passing by back to outrampark (:
thanks for the night alright, knight in armour that goes cling clank clunk! ((:

constructionworker without helmet and boots (:
yayyy. no ugly pics of me!

NANANA, NANANA, hey hey,
goodbyeeee

work sucks, i know

2007-01-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

and chuckles writes: IM SO DEAD TIRED FROM WORK TODAY!

markp's right! msn is like our social lifesaver now to all those office boys girls and dogs now! cause youre just cut away from everyone else in the day! SCARY. and my sis is so attracted to msn now that she has a target in ac. HAHA. i want a laptop! :(

OKAY! news about my evaluation ytd! i went to meet the bigmouthmonster, gareth yeo! and this time.. we took the extra effort to be on time! he's ALWAYS the one late and i guess the bad habit has spread to me as well.. and when 2 late people meet up, they're REALLY LATE! the last time.. we just skipped our practise session cause we were 30mins late!
TIME OF EVALUATION TEST: 6.55pm
so then, i pestered him to leave his workplace at 5plus.. but he was sure that it takes only 30mins from chinatown to gombak and reach at 6.30. HE CLAIMS. so he left at 6 in the end.. but still, i ended up waiting for him AGAIN at jurongeast interchange.. by the time we reached gombak.. it was 6.45 already! and we had to brisk walk like stupid idiots all the way to the driving centre! gareth, if you were on time... then i wont have to walk like a retard on heels tt's trying to walk fast!
time reached: 7.00pm and gareth was still rather pleased at his attempt to be early!

so then, during the evaluation, he told me that he saw the question and he was like praying and going diediedie! LOL. but in the end... we both passed!! YAYYYY! for a mugger like me... i scored the same mark as gareth! SHUCKS! 93%. couldnt jack him cause i'll jack myself and couldnt praise myself if not i'll end up praising him so he got the last laugh in the end! haahaha stupid boy. so then, we went to buy assessment books! ((: not for us ofcourse! cause he's tuitioning my lil bro!!! hahaha. my mum's crazy but maybe she just wants to finance gareth with money.... LOL. and i tried presuading gareth to share the workload and pay with me! *whines* so then, it was super fun trying to find the right book! they all look the same! so we kinda start randomly taking books up! the chinese words are so small!!!!

and gareth nearly got hocked up by his boss! LOL.
boss: gareth youre so cute i can pinch your cheeks!
hahahahahahaahahahhahaha
boss is blind. HAHA.

so anyways, TODAY chuckles accomplished something really really big! i talked to the guy that sits next to me tt was somewhat unapproachable cause he was really quiet and not opening up at all! whats more, i talked to him in MORE THAN 2SENTENCES TODAY, compared to ytd! WAHOOOOO (: it was great cause we started talking bout sa, about As, about driving and stuff! although he's not the talkative sort, not the talk-to-girls-sort, but deep voice and act-cool jc sort! yay! opening up! ((:
and my collegues are getting along with me better today! it'll get better and better! but it's GREAT! makes office work less boring! and they told me that im actually really loud. SIAN. i hear that everywhere!! and about office politics...*owww*

today on the rejection list: gabriel quan! haha he actually signed up for teaching! but got rejected cause of early enlistment. JACK.

and i have a bad bad sign of turning into a workaholic! i wanted to work during my free time! SCARY. im addicted to office work that totally sucks your social life away! but still, i had another interview session today! im becoming more experienced! YAY! and i could handle it much better now compared to the firstday! mad signing certs and shit. and the interviewers were really friendly people!! :D out of all the potential chinese and english teachers today.... ONLY 1 CUTE GUY with pretty eyes!! DAMMIT! but i was close to forgetting what i was saying to him! HAHAHA.

finally ex-muggingbuddy decided to not be dao.. but be nice, and remembered that he actually worked the same place as me! haha so met him when i knocked off to admire his teeth! YAY! finally braceless aye! coooool. and he has really nice friendly friends in moe! coool. by right, i can be like your so called working buddy now bah. LOL. and made him feel super guilty for asking me to go all the way to ps.. and wasted some bucks on faulty guitarfreaks machine! then, crashed another fighting game and ended up feeling shitty. but SMILE (: it really helps!! haha. and stop being fierce and intimidating! HAHA.
okay, guitarfreaks AGAIN! 10bucks for trying to pass through 1st song without being eliminated!

okay, will be going for a china mission trip soon! (:
and it sure feel great walking back to my old church building again...
with all the oldtime lights!

PHOTOS are still with daphne!
so we can see less words.

pixiee out*

summer sunshine*

2007-01-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

chuckles is currently in the moe building, level 6 office, recruitment unit.. approximately the 3rd messy table from the left after walking through the entrance

HAHA. was just reading the boring driving book when i realised that maybe this time is the only time when i can blog properly...
which is true!! sometimes, my entries are entered at freak hours of the night... 3AM ((: so anyways, its lunchtime now and the potato salad was disgusting after awhile... THERE WAS LIKE MORE MAYO THAN POTATO! now i feel damn fat inside :(( hahahaas.

anyways, on the 4thday of work... i think im getting used to this boring office job! (: *checks that no one's reading my entry now* im like the office girls that takes and does all the extra stuff that the other people are too busy to do. super EXTRA. but im helpful and i do with precision and efficiency! :D LOL. the aunties (erms, xiao jie supervisors) are being really nice already.. they actually browse through blogs of hot girls and get envious! the people here chat on msn while working!! and this cute aunty gave me free coffee and told me her lifestory! :) HAHA. so it's pretty much interesting here.
and i get to see which applicants got rejected from teaching.. record it down on the comp and sympathize with them when they get their reject letter, even if i dont know who the HELL they are. but all of the rejects are someone similar in a way.. lower qualifications... wont say who.. but i cant pronounce their names... lol.

chuckles is gonna turn emo really soon! ipod's like my fav friend now! hahas. wells the temp staffs here are intimidating cause they look like their from a cult... but they're guys from sajc and acjc! maybe we'll open up after a week or so ya. hahaa.

anyway! met alex, sherman, son son, qingxian and weekiat yesterday! and yes, a stupid man DRAG me along if not he would have gotten lost while trying to go orchard from moe! HAHA. and i gave away my beloved gigantic huge nike bag for him! hah. and failing in his judo match in the arcade! karate like rocks! hahhaa. i want guitar freaks one day! and spend 10bucks trying to pass the first level :)

so then, all of us spent the night out... but the night was partly burnt on a bad random movie! OMG. me and son son was still talking when we entered the cinema! partly cause the movie was boring and didnt even catch our focus! and son son slept during the show and woke up after the "gunshot" getting excited by it. haha and yes, people do watch movies alone! ((: i still cant believe i watched that!! movie is called hollywood dontknow what shit. haahaaha. maybe the queen would have been better than this random detective movie that kept the case unsolved and assumed at the end and has random muscular old man flexing their muscles out of no where or random lunatic shooting his wife down or a extra retarded brown man who's nameless!!

btw, i love you alex! boys can be so mean and evil sometimes but they always bully nice girls like youuuu. but you've got me (:

okay, i have to stop ranting about yesterday. but ultimately, it was great with a eight! okay i need to work! even the slacking boy beside me is already working before lunchtime ends! AMAZING! hahas.

and i pray that gareth and i can pass our evaluationtest tonight! or at least, give me a better grade than him AGAIN! LOL. seeya, monkey (:

muggingpartner: i call the pillow, mr pillow tts red!! haha. sounds cute what.

okay gotta scram!
HELLO OFFICE WORK!
and im like so into typing this that i dont know what shit chinese music im listening to now. i think it's Energy! LOL.

memories!

2007-01-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

F for FORAR!

the idea of going work on monday sucks! LOL >.<

i dont deny the fact that the people at moe are nice people and they do joke around and call me xiao mei mei.. but then, it's just weird and it'll be much better if i can just work with my friends. oh wells! sherman was like bitching about his job too! LOL. but out there making money then staying at home right gareth? (:

many many weird things have been happening:
1) me and gareth failed our evaluation test for driving! super sian. i scored higher than gareth okay! but it's cause we didnt practise, MUST PASS NEXT TIME ROUND! if not we'll be classified as malcolm, himbo. haa (:
2) gareth got called from a modelling agency for interview. they offered to take down our particulars when we were in orchard and apparantly they called him! LOL.
3) yeow is the secretary of ms gan (scary music teacher!) it's really NO LINK.

SO WEIRD! hahas.
and i can never forget the retarded things in cj orientation!

word of the day, word of the day, word of the day: income
eg, my day was going fine when INCOME your face!
word of the day, word of the day, word of the day

name of the day, name of the day, name of the day: louis
eg, may i know where the LOUIS?
name of the day, name of the day, name of the day
when you and i collide!
man, ronald and cj gareth is like the ultimate duo!

and some random things i came up with to just fit into the code lang convo that edwin, iggy and markp had that day:
the gaint candy just crossed the great wall of china.
the bear just touched down in jupitar!
EDWIN, crack this! :D

and elena's most jacked sentence during orientation:

ARGH! *angry at evil boys and said* one day, i'll explode you!

elena's most sensible and awesome sentence:

maybe i should just shut up.

i think im stupid.

HAHA RETARDED!. hahas. and 13th jan = HUN'S BIRTHDAY!
HEINHUN! THE KAMPONG BOY that only has monkey as friends! haaha and here's the birthday song that i made up just to apology for nearly missing his birthday:

happy birthday to you,

im shorter than you,

you're still 10apples taller,

so happy birthday to you!

elena is gona be nice and say that chuckles' day is especially brighter today cause it was hun's birthday! no bad.. esp to one boy that always without fail, jack me endlessly! and one day, i'll train up and jack you back so you wait! lols. and i'll learn okay. and promise, WE"RE TIGHT ALWAYS, ALL THE TIME (:

hahas. orientation in church was just as fun today! and yes, God shall always be our refuge and strength! and we should treasure the friends that we have in christ! cause He brings us together and such a relationship is like forever (: the mass dance, seeing yeow bounce to the music, gareth keeping to the beat.. and free entertainment from cj dancing! the games, the water, the flour! and the dinner!

im dead beat!
but before i leave, here are PHOTOS! (:
from ORIENTATION 07! daphne and gareth still has a bulk of photos so forar pics are not here yet!

retarded :D

AKI! (:

invierno, penguino!

HAHAHA. LALA! (:

smiles yes (:

to confuse the ppl who are colourblinddd.

miss ya pigpanzee who is in camp now!

alvan in aki, lionel in inverno, justin in forar!

shawn aka jonathon! trust that you still have my army cap? ((:

jay threes! (: shamir's cap is on me! LOL. and edwin= small boy!

son son! (: i have big handss (:

guess who

oh it's sherman! coming back to see forar!! LOL.

and all these makes me recall the time when it was MY TIME of orientation. when it was OUR league to shine! (: orientation 06 was pure ownage man! IGNITE! (: and it was 100% amazing!

believe those where the sherman-ownage days? PAVOOOO!

d-r-a-c-o! A is meeee! hahahas.

my partners, stacey and son son!! (:

DRACO FACILS! (:

and ofcourse, there's orientation 02: OXYGEN! (: where the most greatest facil item of the century was created and DOMINATED by us! wowww, our facil batch was alive and kicking ass!

LUPO! AH-awww!

queen! (: and the boys....

and here are pics from jared's party! jared... CHIONG!! us!

JOCE! (: oh darling, im missing you SO MUCH! pls takecare and come back quick quick!

chuckles and jared's brother, leonard!!

SMILIN'

going HIGH!

and a little piece of brendan!! (:

being random!

2007-01-12T13:26:00.000+08:00

I have 10minutes to scrabble random things now!
it's lunch time!

CHUCKLES IS WORKING! im doing some work in moe! and i talked very little today! AMAZING! hahahs. and i dare not blog anything bad now in case my supervisor is like secretly watching me type now.. or if there are super advanced micro cam anywhere that can check! LOL.

haaaha. but working makes me tired and boring :(( office work is not for chuckles! should have worked with friends... but i guess i cant really do anything now! yesterday's session was HECTIC! interviewees coming in one by one every 10minutes.. handing me 30pages of certificates to verify. some really kiashu ones even have their piano exam certs in their thick thick stacks!! and i signed at least 100pages that day!! LOL. interviewees are applying for teaching career! and i see many A level certs... (scary!) acjc, sajc, rjc, jjc, ijc, and CJC! haaa i met 2 cj ppl! from 2 different generations! and the 2 guys from 1980s and 1990s told me different interesting things! but thhanks God we have bro paul now!! cj ppl are interesting! :))
it's stressful! cause i need to handle degree scrolls too!

there are hunky tan guys here too... teachers coming in applying to be pe teachers! :D

okay i'll talk more later!
MORE OFFICE WORK
BLEHHH

i miss orientation! :(
and all the fun things.

forar KA-CHING! (:

2007-01-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

SHEESH! it's getting SO LATE and im dead beat! yesyes!
gona write an overview first~

but i guess i'll just blog a lil entry before i get busy with WORK tom. for ya info, chuckles is gonna work at moe! and she's gona be stationed at the interviewing rooms busy organising interviews for teachers and principles in moe! :D which is rather boring but wells!! hahas.

so anyways, tonight marked the end of orientation2007! :D i guess we all have come a looong loong way... even if it was merely a few weeks with them, it seemed like you knew them forever! ever since the FIRST facil training we have, playing icebreakers and first convos with them, to chatting, to bullying them, to helping them chiong house materials, to cheering alongside during finale night! myohmy, i must admit that many facils exceeded their own comfort zones and have shone during orientation and finale night! (: GOOD GOOD! (:

in my ecp station: it was fun emo-ing beside the pond... feeling horny (KIDDING).. seeing shamir cycling past once in a while.. shouting and rah-rah-ing the class.. squeezing into the mat with 16classes! being tossed upwards by teams thirsty for points...
FUN (: and finale night was really unforgettable! (:

and i have many people to thank!

to my most unbelievable house, FORAR:
woww, im really am proud to be part of you guys! you all made me feel like im part of it with you, even when im a j3! :)) from our first meeting in elating jon as captain to our last round of cheering... our journey have been amazing! :D and we have grown into a STRONG HOUSE that WILL be remembered as cj's most funky, cool, loud and UNITED house tt strangely did not win! and it's true that the result does not matter... we were THIS CLOSE! but wells, to me, i feel that we're already besthouse from the moment the j1s stand up as one, cheering, having fun and feeling proud being green! ((: our j1s were united and i can see it! they were having fun! so we're already winners! (ultimate disclaimer but ya!) and we have NOT disappoint pavo and mamba k! and we were LOUD! (:
okay, truth is, the j3s felt forar was STRONG and felt tt the best house title should have been given to forar. and they felt that forar really deserved bestcheer cause of our cheers: originally written (:
so thats good news! (: and we are really, the dark horse of finale night!

so 3cheers and 3cheers for FORAR!
hiphip HOORAY! (x3)

we're forar,

we're unbelievable,

rocking up here like lil cannibals,

everything we do is unpredictable,

check us out cause we're unbelievable,

unbelievable,

UNBELIEVABLE! (:

may the forar leprechaun spirit burn forever! :)

j2s: you guys were great! but pls remember to STUDYHARD and go for ya makeup lectures! (: rem, this year is As year! will miss ALL OF YOU! :(( *evil laughter*

to j3s: fellow friends that has relived one more orientation with me! just that this time, we choose to be tog... (: and we're tight yes? it's not all the time tt we can just get tog and hang out so i really did cherish the times tog! retarded awesome bunch of monkeys that cannot stop bullying me! (: i wander when we'll meet again! and to those that has come, it was AWESOME seeing youguys, and i really miss times with you!

to jared: my fair BIG EVIL armyboy! in a few hours, youll be on ya way to bmt! FOOO! (: no more big evil gaint to bully me! (: but sure i'll miss you and your retardedness! and i'm waiting for the day when jared brings hell to my doorstep once he books out!hahas. takecare k!

okay... im tired!
and tom is another new day,
with new experiences!

ORIENTATION 2007 PICS UP BY TOM! :D

GO GO GO FORAR~